Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Re: approaching effort band
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DATE: Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:26:04 -0800
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THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: holden
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On Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:26:04 -0800,
holden wrote:
> Hi Frank,
>
>
>>
>> reading you session report is interesting
>>
>> but I've realised that maybe I've been doing UCP wrong
>>
>> when I compare to NOW
>>
>> I look around the room, touch the desk, feel the floor, feel the chair
>>
>> look at things and feel things to DISTANCE me from those those
>>
>> PAST AND FUTURE thoughts
holden wrote:
> When your room is what you perceive as "now" it is perfectly okay,
> as long as you compare. Only you can know what your "now" is.
YESSENCE!
> I had phases where I did the process just like you. With good results,
> like being more 'here' and having more energy. In other phases I looked
> more how I behave now compared to other times. Which helped me to
> find out 'how' I do it.
YESSENCE!
And SEE HOW YOUR
NOW keeps changing!
> Best wishes!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
GOOD TO SEE YOU BACK!
O
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THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
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alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
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>> otherwise it's all THINK
>>
>> just a thought....
>>
>> best regards
>> frank
>>
>>
>
DATE: Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:26:04 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: holden
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On Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:26:04 -0800,
holden
> Hi Frank,
>
>
>>
>> reading you session report is interesting
>>
>> but I've realised that maybe I've been doing UCP wrong
>>
>> when I compare to NOW
>>
>> I look around the room, touch the desk, feel the floor, feel the chair
>>
>> look at things and feel things to DISTANCE me from those those
>>
>> PAST AND FUTURE thoughts
holden
> When your room is what you perceive as "now" it is perfectly okay,
> as long as you compare. Only you can know what your "now" is.
YESSENCE!
> I had phases where I did the process just like you. With good results,
> like being more 'here' and having more energy. In other phases I looked
> more how I behave now compared to other times. Which helped me to
> find out 'how' I do it.
YESSENCE!
And SEE HOW YOUR
NOW keeps changing!
> Best wishes!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
GOOD TO SEE YOU BACK!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
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INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
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FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
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INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
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))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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>> otherwise it's all THINK
>>
>> just a thought....
>>
>> best regards
>> frank
>>
>>
>
Re: session 27/01/06
PRIOR POST PROFILE:
DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:06:12 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: session 27/01/06
POSTER: Brahmamurti
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:06:12 -0800,
Brahmamurti wrote:
> My sessions aren't going at all.
Fanastic!
That's where you are!
Your sessions perfectly
reflect you life at large!
You are in a perfect postion
to make a grand step forward!
>Keep thinking about it.
THINK = DOUBT
>However THINK is not DOING. Hell can be bliss if you are not aware that you are in
> hell. Worse than that is being in hell and knowing the way out but not
> getting oneself to actually do it.
OK!
Where might you be?
> I looked at it briefly today. Did my sessions ever go smoothly?
I hope not!
If you don't hit the bumps hard,
you never get them flattened out!
>I came to the conclusion that I was merely pretending that I was going up.
Hexcellent!
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>Of course twice or more I discovered that I had fooled myself to get
> uptone when I in reality didn't. So if my real progress never was easy
> then why should I expect it to be easy now?
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
The only way it can be easy
when you are below death
is to let go and fall down.
> I never heard from Ondine since. We wrote a couple of letters way back
> in esperanto but it died too. I even bought two of her CDs. Can it be
> anything else than just not caring?
Maybe she is caring
about something else?
Or Bored or Contented?
>If they progressed then why did they stop,
Why did you stop for a couple of years?
>if they even began, caring? Am I caring? It seems if we have
> loads of shit in our own life to take care of, they emerge in sight as
> we progress, then new abilities emerge as well because we are dealing
> with that shit. What we don't see we can't deal with.
NEW PERCEPTION!
> Yes I meant not posting in this group. Reading others session is a
> great way to know what is going on in other peoples life. Sharing our
> own is a great way to let them know what is going on in our life and
> what kind of person we are. Employers should read ucp sessions of their
> employees before hiring and while in job. Gives a much better picture.
Future Employees should read the
employer's sessions before applying!
> I always try to point the finger at myself instead of at others.
>I can improve myself and help others improve themselves.
>Finger pointing without solutions will not solve problems.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
O
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SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
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N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:06:12 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: session 27/01/06
POSTER: Brahmamurti
REPLY TO: alt.ucp
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:06:12 -0800,
Brahmamurti
> My sessions aren't going at all.
Fanastic!
That's where you are!
Your sessions perfectly
reflect you life at large!
You are in a perfect postion
to make a grand step forward!
>Keep thinking about it.
THINK = DOUBT
>However THINK is not DOING. Hell can be bliss if you are not aware that you are in
> hell. Worse than that is being in hell and knowing the way out but not
> getting oneself to actually do it.
OK!
Where might you be?
> I looked at it briefly today. Did my sessions ever go smoothly?
I hope not!
If you don't hit the bumps hard,
you never get them flattened out!
>I came to the conclusion that I was merely pretending that I was going up.
Hexcellent!
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>Of course twice or more I discovered that I had fooled myself to get
> uptone when I in reality didn't. So if my real progress never was easy
> then why should I expect it to be easy now?
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
The only way it can be easy
when you are below death
is to let go and fall down.
> I never heard from Ondine since. We wrote a couple of letters way back
> in esperanto but it died too. I even bought two of her CDs. Can it be
> anything else than just not caring?
Maybe she is caring
about something else?
Or Bored or Contented?
>If they progressed then why did they stop,
Why did you stop for a couple of years?
>if they even began, caring? Am I caring? It seems if we have
> loads of shit in our own life to take care of, they emerge in sight as
> we progress, then new abilities emerge as well because we are dealing
> with that shit. What we don't see we can't deal with.
NEW PERCEPTION!
> Yes I meant not posting in this group. Reading others session is a
> great way to know what is going on in other peoples life. Sharing our
> own is a great way to let them know what is going on in our life and
> what kind of person we are. Employers should read ucp sessions of their
> employees before hiring and while in job. Gives a much better picture.
Future Employees should read the
employer's sessions before applying!
> I always try to point the finger at myself instead of at others.
>I can improve myself and help others improve themselves.
>Finger pointing without solutions will not solve problems.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
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INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
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FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
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INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
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))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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Re: session 27/01/06
PRIOR POST PROFILE:
DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800
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THREAD: Re: session 27/01/06
POSTER: Brahmamurti
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800,
Brahmamurti wrote:
> Sal-OM Justin,
>
> Great session. Can really relate to so much of it.
YES!
Justin White wrote:
>> 27/01/06
>> 8.39pm
>>
>> Now- I am feeling apathetic and mostly quite lazy. I have got myself a
>> juicer and started using that. I wanted to go onto a totallya raw food
>> diet but I am too lazy now to prepare any meals other than simple
>> juices. Hey the juicer does the chewing for me! I have been designing a
>> layout of my microtonal scales for a honeycomb keyboard that is being
>> made for me. The maker tells me that it will posted (shipped) out next
>> week. There are certain things that a greater understanding of
>> mathematics would help me with. I have never been good with numbers
>> really. I wanted to sneak into a sold out outdoor concert yesterday but
>> could not find anyone to go with. One person had promised to go but
>> piked out at the last minute which I already knew was going to happen.
>> Franks statements re where he is at have made me question UCP and doubt
>> it's efficacy. It has helped me thus far That much is unquestionable
>> but still when someone who has got so far with something abandons it
>> makes me question it too.
Brahmamurti replies to Justin:
>It is not the first time it has happend. I can't figure out why but it
>seems that many who get above death at some point disconnect.
A lot of your own personal pressure and desperation
evaporates when you get up to zero. It has really nice
harmonics at 20 and 40! It's kind of an easy place to rest.
When you start hiking up again, you hit all the ugly tones
of apathy, grief, etc. Then if you get past them, you get
BORED and DISAGREEABLE! There are so many other
things to do and hexplore! Your are CONTENTED with
your sElf and your progress. Of course, NOW we have
Frank's hexample to compare oursElves to! IT WORKS!
>The last I remember about Ondine was she wanted to go all the way. She said she
> had gotten really far above death, can't remember how far, and that she
> felt that her life was transformed and happening the way she wanted it
> to happen but she knew there was higher states of awareness and she
> wanted perfection - to go all the way.
That was . . . then!
Where is she NOW?
Up to communication?
I miss her too, but only
Ondine can fix that up!
> It happens with all it seems. Even KP has expressed that he finds it
> hard to do UCP even above death and even at high states of awareness.
It gets easier as you go up tone, but
it's easy to think it's less important
when you are in a bit better shape.
ERROR ABOUNDS!
> The only theory I can come up with that seems to explain this is that
> there is nobody to resonate with and so it seems pointless to go
> further up.
Not pointless, but not so desperate
when you are Bored or Contented!
>Why go somewhere when what you experience is only happening
> in your head? What good does it do to be Alice in wonderland if you
> can't stay? Something like that. Looking for a better theory but
> can't.
I'm interested in many things beside myself now.
My attention is hextroverted to hexternal Danger.
I'm not the biggest threat to me now . . . it seems.
ERROR goes all the way to Tone +26+!
>> How might it be - I might have the energy and desire to do hard
>> things and not always take the easiest option.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I just do whatever is easiest and rarely put myself out.
>> In the FS I am able to keep my house tidy and my affairs organised. Now
>> I am able to wash the juicer or do something asked of me or pay a bill
>> but as for going to the laundrymat or tidying the house I always put
>> that stuff off.
>>
>> PASt - I remember living in a share house and I was really neat. It
>> must have been because I was worried about what others would have
>> thought had I left mess everywhere.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I have no one to look good for or impress and I never
>> invite people over so I do not care what the place looks like. In the
>> past compulsively did things to please others such as cleaning etc.
>> Now I have my own place and I am just responsible for my own mess or
>> state of affairs.
>
> Does it please you to have a clean house? Is there a point to have a
> clean house if nobody visits?
Do YOU want a clean house NOW?
> I have the same feeling. I rarely clean my place because I am the only
> one living there and it is very rare that anybody visits and if they do
> then I just clean up the place. Usually it is very satisfactory. I also
> notice that I have concern when they arrive that the cleaning is not
> good enough... like "Did I miss something". And I tell myself it would
> be much better to just clean the place up all the time then I wouldn't
> have to worry about it. But it is such an effort. It is much easier not
> to do it. 80) Still I hate myself or rather it disappoints me that I am
> not able to do even a few minutes. It is not like inventing gold or
> anything. Oh well.
YOU GOT OVER some compulsive
"should" activity generated by some
discarded social valence. Take a win!
ENJOY YOUR MESS!
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO
CLEAN IT UP ... *EVER!*
. . . big snip . . .
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
O
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FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
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INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
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))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: session 27/01/06
POSTER: Brahmamurti
REPLY TO: alt.ucp
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800,
Brahmamurti
> Sal-OM Justin,
>
> Great session. Can really relate to so much of it.
YES!
Justin White wrote:
>> 27/01/06
>> 8.39pm
>>
>> Now- I am feeling apathetic and mostly quite lazy. I have got myself a
>> juicer and started using that. I wanted to go onto a totallya raw food
>> diet but I am too lazy now to prepare any meals other than simple
>> juices. Hey the juicer does the chewing for me! I have been designing a
>> layout of my microtonal scales for a honeycomb keyboard that is being
>> made for me. The maker tells me that it will posted (shipped) out next
>> week. There are certain things that a greater understanding of
>> mathematics would help me with. I have never been good with numbers
>> really. I wanted to sneak into a sold out outdoor concert yesterday but
>> could not find anyone to go with. One person had promised to go but
>> piked out at the last minute which I already knew was going to happen.
>> Franks statements re where he is at have made me question UCP and doubt
>> it's efficacy. It has helped me thus far That much is unquestionable
>> but still when someone who has got so far with something abandons it
>> makes me question it too.
Brahmamurti
>It is not the first time it has happend. I can't figure out why but it
>seems that many who get above death at some point disconnect.
A lot of your own personal pressure and desperation
evaporates when you get up to zero. It has really nice
harmonics at 20 and 40! It's kind of an easy place to rest.
When you start hiking up again, you hit all the ugly tones
of apathy, grief, etc. Then if you get past them, you get
BORED and DISAGREEABLE! There are so many other
things to do and hexplore! Your are CONTENTED with
your sElf and your progress. Of course, NOW we have
Frank's hexample to compare oursElves to! IT WORKS!
>The last I remember about Ondine was she wanted to go all the way. She said she
> had gotten really far above death, can't remember how far, and that she
> felt that her life was transformed and happening the way she wanted it
> to happen but she knew there was higher states of awareness and she
> wanted perfection - to go all the way.
That was . . . then!
Where is she NOW?
Up to communication?
I miss her too, but only
Ondine can fix that up!
> It happens with all it seems. Even KP has expressed that he finds it
> hard to do UCP even above death and even at high states of awareness.
It gets easier as you go up tone, but
it's easy to think it's less important
when you are in a bit better shape.
ERROR ABOUNDS!
> The only theory I can come up with that seems to explain this is that
> there is nobody to resonate with and so it seems pointless to go
> further up.
Not pointless, but not so desperate
when you are Bored or Contented!
>Why go somewhere when what you experience is only happening
> in your head? What good does it do to be Alice in wonderland if you
> can't stay? Something like that. Looking for a better theory but
> can't.
I'm interested in many things beside myself now.
My attention is hextroverted to hexternal Danger.
I'm not the biggest threat to me now . . . it seems.
ERROR goes all the way to Tone +26+!
>> How might it be - I might have the energy and desire to do hard
>> things and not always take the easiest option.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I just do whatever is easiest and rarely put myself out.
>> In the FS I am able to keep my house tidy and my affairs organised. Now
>> I am able to wash the juicer or do something asked of me or pay a bill
>> but as for going to the laundrymat or tidying the house I always put
>> that stuff off.
>>
>> PASt - I remember living in a share house and I was really neat. It
>> must have been because I was worried about what others would have
>> thought had I left mess everywhere.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I have no one to look good for or impress and I never
>> invite people over so I do not care what the place looks like. In the
>> past compulsively did things to please others such as cleaning etc.
>> Now I have my own place and I am just responsible for my own mess or
>> state of affairs.
>
> Does it please you to have a clean house? Is there a point to have a
> clean house if nobody visits?
Do YOU want a clean house NOW?
> I have the same feeling. I rarely clean my place because I am the only
> one living there and it is very rare that anybody visits and if they do
> then I just clean up the place. Usually it is very satisfactory. I also
> notice that I have concern when they arrive that the cleaning is not
> good enough... like "Did I miss something". And I tell myself it would
> be much better to just clean the place up all the time then I wouldn't
> have to worry about it. But it is such an effort. It is much easier not
> to do it. 80) Still I hate myself or rather it disappoints me that I am
> not able to do even a few minutes. It is not like inventing gold or
> anything. Oh well.
YOU GOT OVER some compulsive
"should" activity generated by some
discarded social valence. Take a win!
ENJOY YOUR MESS!
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO
CLEAN IT UP ... *EVER!*
. . . big snip . . .
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THANKS FOR WRITING!
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Re: approaching effort band
PRIOR POST PROFILE:
DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: Brahmamurti wrote:
> here is a session i just finished.
WAY COOL!
>to me it seems to have elements of
> the effort band. accountable, blame,
Yes.
>etc but also doubt about beingness.
OK! The lowest tone is the most real.
Higher ones you dramatize at effect.
>inverted false pretense goals are here too. this is why i
> keep forgetting them because they are not real.
Sure. You PRETEND to the GOAL
as part of the obligatory VALENCE.
>real goals are unknown or out of sight it seems.
>i keep forgetting the goals that i make... so
> i don't really want to do them
There you have it!
What do you really
want to do now?
>but know that according to the society i
Fuck Society. What do *YOU* want?
> have to do something work with something to earn money etc. Anyways.
> here is my session.
> -------------------
OK!
> now it is not happening at all.
Ever felt like that before?
>ok this is a session alright but my life is
> not happening at all. it seems that nothing has changed except perhaps
> my raising frustration that i seem unable to do something about my
> inability to do something.
FANTASTIC!
There *IS* your
area of change!
Work with that!
Frustration is Fuel
if you look at it and
work with it for you!
>of course this is not exactly true. I sleep,
> eat, drink, and those kinds of stuff. this is not what i am talking
> bout. i am talking about actually doing things that really matter.
Hexcellent!
That *IS* a major positive step!
>i have never applied for a job and got it. when i applied it was always
> by mail. there were a few exceptions however and it felt great however,
> have not been able to do them since.
OK!
> might be - able to do those things that matter to me. things that take
> my life and my understanding of it to the next level.
OK!
> compare - as it is now and has been for a long time
>
> ok something flashed in. it was in the past. my grandma had decided to
> buy some paintings of herself. really cheap and in my opinion then not
> well done at all. when we got the picture i said it didn't look like
> her at all. i called the painter supervisor and said that the paintings
> weren't good at all.
Hexcellent!
You took responsibility and communicated.
>he got mad and said he would turn up and he did. I
> didn't stand my ground. I hid away until he was gone. my grandma payed
> him and we were stuck with those paintings.
OK. He didn't agree and he was
harder to confront than you had
imagined before, so you fled.
> compare that with now
> this is pretty much the same picture. I say alot of stuff and plans and
> thinking and so on.
THINK = SYMBOLS = DOUBT
That's UP from where we saw you
pretty clearly a couple years ago:
at WORSHIP = -5 It looks like you
have come past SYMBOLS and
are now suffering in DOUBT.
>but I never or very seldom do.
Doubt begets Thinking, not action.
>this is of course
> very frustrating since i want a good life... not just for me but for
> all.
Hexactly WHAT would
that good life be? =
Where might you be?
I suspect you have to
answer that question
before you CAN *DO!*
>however if i can't even make my own life happen then why should i
> be able to make others people's lifes happen. of course it is their
> responsibility and all but it would be great to help in any way one
> could. if i can't make my own life happen how then am i an example for
> others? how can i ask of people to do things i can't do myself? i
> can't.
OK! Your triage is done!
NOW YOU KNOW *WHO*
TO CARE FOR FIRST!
> future
> i fly. make goal and work as hard as i can to make them happen. i have
> visions and i keep focused on them.
OK!
> compare that with now
> now i can forget all kinds of stuff. going to the grocery and
> forgetting stuff that i went there to get. then when coming home i have
> to go back or wait til then next time i go. now - i make goal but then
> forget about them. i have trouble focussing. i want to become a
> vegetarian but can't focus on it. i know this is what i want but can't
> go through with it. it is just such a struggle.
You are struggling to force yourself
to be a vegetarian with huge effort?
Compare *YOU* to A VEGETARIAN!
WHY is A Vegetarian SO Perfect?
>future scenario i would
> just plan and see what needs to be done and then go ahead if possible.
> planning, preparing, doing, observation and the cycle can continue. now
> i observe, see what needs to be done, plan and then post pone it and
> then forget about it or rather let it haunt me because i didn't do it.
"WHAT needs to be done?" or
What WHO needs to be done?
> past - i wanted to be a pilot. found out it wasn't possible or rather
> somebody said it would not be possible. i trusted that what was said
> was correct and so i gave up that dream altho i would still like to do
> it
OK!
> compare - still would like to fly - doesn't matter how just that i can
> do it. it could be an ultra flight or something. it would be fun. the
> difference between now and then is that i today know that i could do it
> however i don't pursue it.
>it just sickens me. looking at my errors and
> failures to do stuff sickens me. it is not ok.
IT'S OK TO BE SICK!
It's much better than
pretending to be well!
That really kills you!
>i am only 33 years old.
> i can still do alot of stuff. why is it so hard?
Because EFFORT is getting
more and more real to you,
as you slowly creep up on it.
> future - doing stuff is really easy. it is no trouble at all. whatever
> i wanna do it just flows from me like a play.
OK!
> compare i remember when being a child. things were just so easy or
> seemed to be. i would just play whatever i wanted to do. superman,
> tarzan, batman whatever i could be them all. it was all in my
> imagination of course but there nothign was impossible. what is the
> difference to now?
Hexcellent Question!
> then i did things that i liked doing. i liked playing so i did that.
WAY COOL!
> now i dream about things i would like and i know is good for me in my
> life but i don't do them.
Dreaming is a first step!
>then i dreamed of things i could do if i was somebody else
THEN you were willing to be
LOTS of differeent people!
>now i dream of thing i should do to be the one i know i am.
The one who has to pretend to be
what he really should be doing?
>also today i have to get food on the table or die. there are things
> i have to do. then i didn't. i could drink soda drinks, run around in
> naked feet and feel the grass tickle and make me laugh. i was free felt
> free. life was an adventure. i would get up really early.
WAY COOL!
>this ended when i went to school. i didn't like it one bit. we were doing all
> those kinds of things i didn't like doing. some of it i was good at
> because i was already intersted in them and had learned them - others i
> didn't like and therefore hadn't learned about and didn't want to
> learn. i wasn't given what i needed. i was suppposed to follow their
> rules. i was suppose to be their slave andn learn to submit to their
> commands. was i asked if i wanted to? no! it was just something i had
> to do. of course there are things we have to learn but i think children
> are naturally interested in learning about life why else would they
> learn to walk and talk? we don't have to pressure them and tell them
> how to behave. we should be examples of how to be instead of saying
> something and acting in the opposite way. so i was subjected to this
> insane scenario that i had no control of.
OK!
But you did control your reaction to it
to some extent at least. And you are
now much more able to control your
reaction to your life, including that.
>it didn't met my sensitive
> needs at all. they not only destroyed my ability to think freely and
> without limitation they conformed it or tried to conform it to their
> ways. they didn't succeed entirely however.. but they didn't succeed in
> creating confusion where there should be none. the schools finest task
> should be to allow the child to find out what it is good at and then
> cultivate these abilities. did it? no! what a waste. can i be blamed? i
> don't think so.
If you want to bLame yourself, go ahead.
OR you could decide what to do now to
improve your life as much as possible.
>it is however easy to blame others but if you are a
> child you need guidance. especially when you are shy. i was just left
> to figure it out for myself. my grandma got very sad when i said that i
> saw no purpose in my life and asked why i should live at all when i had
> no purpose. so i experimented in my mind with death... death meditation
> was one of them. pretending to be dead. noticed that the world would
> just continue whether or not i was present or not.
=====================================
A *NATURAL* FULL CIRCLE UCP SESSION!
=====================================
WAY COOL!
>so there should be a
> very good reason for me to be here. later i concluded that the purpose
> of life is to live. however this didn't solve my dilemma as the next
> question would be how to live right and if it would make a difference
> and if then to whom? back then i tried to read stuff... but i had then
> very same pattern back then that i have now. i would get a book, rent
> or lent whatever because it promised something that sounded goood.
> however if i did read even one chapter it would be a miracle.
What do YOU THINK living "right" would be?
Forget those other morons; they have their
own high priority suicides to attend to.
>i wanted
> to be a chessmaster. bought books. did i read any of them entirely?
> nope. one of them i read very thoroughly but to this day i haven't read
> everything in it. i can't but conclude that i must be very stupid.
Or maybe you WANTED TO BE A *CHESS MASTER*
rather than YOU JUST *LOVED PLAYING* CHESS.
Compare you to a chess master.
> however i am not the only one. what else can i be but stupid when i
> know what i should do but don't do it? i am really tired of it.
Or maybe you are just
pretending you know
what you really want?
> future - not tired, get up early and get things done the way i would
> like to or at least try my best to. my biggest problem is getting the
> things done.
OK!
Maybe you haven't properly prepared . . . yet.
> compare - tired of me not getting on with life. excuses whether valid
> or not sickens me i hate to apologize. why apologize? because you are
> not going to do what you know you shouldn't do. apologizing has it
> place too. but it should be done if you are sorry for something you did
> or something you should have done. you shouldn't apologize for
> something that you didn't get to do. did you do your best or not? if
> you didn't do your best then correct it. apologizing will not
> accomplish anything. waste of breath if you don't correct your ways.
OK!
That sounds much better than REGRET = -1.3!
> has been
> i knew my entire life that there was something wrong with me.
*!?!?!?*
WHAT was that?
WHO said so?
WHY?
Compare to now.
>i was shy
> my entire life. altho maybe this shyness wasn't shyness at all. maybe
> it was my purpose to overcome this dullness... to get things done that
> are needed and are good. i would like to think that i don't care about
> what people think about me but this is not quite true. i care about
> what people think about me because i am not doing what i know i should
> be doing.
SHAME, ACCOUNTABLE, B*LAME, REGRET etc.
>if i would be doing what is right then there would be no
> reason to worry about what people are thinking - new ability.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>this is
> the cause why i worry about what other people think about me. related
> to not making goals. wasting goals and doing something else instead.
WASTE SUBSTITUTE = DOUBT
> why wasting goals? because peole might not approve of it? who cares
> what they think? howver it has been a great influence in my life that
> people might not like it. attention on me is not good.. however, if i
> want to get things done attention could and probably will switch to me.
> this is not a bad thing tho.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
> ok stopping... running... screaming. who cares what people think. I
> need a job so I have to aply. so simple! that people might not like me
> or not why should that stop me from aplying? why should anything stop
> me from trying to fulfil what i know is good?
NOW THAT YOU HAVE RESOLVED
YOUR DOUBT AND *KNOW* THAT, I
THINK YOU WILL ACT: NATURALLY!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: Brahmamurti
> here is a session i just finished.
WAY COOL!
>to me it seems to have elements of
> the effort band. accountable, blame,
Yes.
>etc but also doubt about beingness.
OK! The lowest tone is the most real.
Higher ones you dramatize at effect.
>inverted false pretense goals are here too. this is why i
> keep forgetting them because they are not real.
Sure. You PRETEND to the GOAL
as part of the obligatory VALENCE.
>real goals are unknown or out of sight it seems.
>i keep forgetting the goals that i make... so
> i don't really want to do them
There you have it!
What do you really
want to do now?
>but know that according to the society i
Fuck Society. What do *YOU* want?
> have to do something work with something to earn money etc. Anyways.
> here is my session.
> -------------------
OK!
> now it is not happening at all.
Ever felt like that before?
>ok this is a session alright but my life is
> not happening at all. it seems that nothing has changed except perhaps
> my raising frustration that i seem unable to do something about my
> inability to do something.
FANTASTIC!
There *IS* your
area of change!
Work with that!
Frustration is Fuel
if you look at it and
work with it for you!
>of course this is not exactly true. I sleep,
> eat, drink, and those kinds of stuff. this is not what i am talking
> bout. i am talking about actually doing things that really matter.
Hexcellent!
That *IS* a major positive step!
>i have never applied for a job and got it. when i applied it was always
> by mail. there were a few exceptions however and it felt great however,
> have not been able to do them since.
OK!
> might be - able to do those things that matter to me. things that take
> my life and my understanding of it to the next level.
OK!
> compare - as it is now and has been for a long time
>
> ok something flashed in. it was in the past. my grandma had decided to
> buy some paintings of herself. really cheap and in my opinion then not
> well done at all. when we got the picture i said it didn't look like
> her at all. i called the painter supervisor and said that the paintings
> weren't good at all.
Hexcellent!
You took responsibility and communicated.
>he got mad and said he would turn up and he did. I
> didn't stand my ground. I hid away until he was gone. my grandma payed
> him and we were stuck with those paintings.
OK. He didn't agree and he was
harder to confront than you had
imagined before, so you fled.
> compare that with now
> this is pretty much the same picture. I say alot of stuff and plans and
> thinking and so on.
THINK = SYMBOLS = DOUBT
That's UP from where we saw you
pretty clearly a couple years ago:
at WORSHIP = -5 It looks like you
have come past SYMBOLS and
are now suffering in DOUBT.
>but I never or very seldom do.
Doubt begets Thinking, not action.
>this is of course
> very frustrating since i want a good life... not just for me but for
> all.
Hexactly WHAT would
that good life be? =
Where might you be?
I suspect you have to
answer that question
before you CAN *DO!*
>however if i can't even make my own life happen then why should i
> be able to make others people's lifes happen. of course it is their
> responsibility and all but it would be great to help in any way one
> could. if i can't make my own life happen how then am i an example for
> others? how can i ask of people to do things i can't do myself? i
> can't.
OK! Your triage is done!
NOW YOU KNOW *WHO*
TO CARE FOR FIRST!
> future
> i fly. make goal and work as hard as i can to make them happen. i have
> visions and i keep focused on them.
OK!
> compare that with now
> now i can forget all kinds of stuff. going to the grocery and
> forgetting stuff that i went there to get. then when coming home i have
> to go back or wait til then next time i go. now - i make goal but then
> forget about them. i have trouble focussing. i want to become a
> vegetarian but can't focus on it. i know this is what i want but can't
> go through with it. it is just such a struggle.
You are struggling to force yourself
to be a vegetarian with huge effort?
Compare *YOU* to A VEGETARIAN!
WHY is A Vegetarian SO Perfect?
>future scenario i would
> just plan and see what needs to be done and then go ahead if possible.
> planning, preparing, doing, observation and the cycle can continue. now
> i observe, see what needs to be done, plan and then post pone it and
> then forget about it or rather let it haunt me because i didn't do it.
"WHAT needs to be done?" or
What WHO needs to be done?
> past - i wanted to be a pilot. found out it wasn't possible or rather
> somebody said it would not be possible. i trusted that what was said
> was correct and so i gave up that dream altho i would still like to do
> it
OK!
> compare - still would like to fly - doesn't matter how just that i can
> do it. it could be an ultra flight or something. it would be fun. the
> difference between now and then is that i today know that i could do it
> however i don't pursue it.
>it just sickens me. looking at my errors and
> failures to do stuff sickens me. it is not ok.
IT'S OK TO BE SICK!
It's much better than
pretending to be well!
That really kills you!
>i am only 33 years old.
> i can still do alot of stuff. why is it so hard?
Because EFFORT is getting
more and more real to you,
as you slowly creep up on it.
> future - doing stuff is really easy. it is no trouble at all. whatever
> i wanna do it just flows from me like a play.
OK!
> compare i remember when being a child. things were just so easy or
> seemed to be. i would just play whatever i wanted to do. superman,
> tarzan, batman whatever i could be them all. it was all in my
> imagination of course but there nothign was impossible. what is the
> difference to now?
Hexcellent Question!
> then i did things that i liked doing. i liked playing so i did that.
WAY COOL!
> now i dream about things i would like and i know is good for me in my
> life but i don't do them.
Dreaming is a first step!
>then i dreamed of things i could do if i was somebody else
THEN you were willing to be
LOTS of differeent people!
>now i dream of thing i should do to be the one i know i am.
The one who has to pretend to be
what he really should be doing?
>also today i have to get food on the table or die. there are things
> i have to do. then i didn't. i could drink soda drinks, run around in
> naked feet and feel the grass tickle and make me laugh. i was free felt
> free. life was an adventure. i would get up really early.
WAY COOL!
>this ended when i went to school. i didn't like it one bit. we were doing all
> those kinds of things i didn't like doing. some of it i was good at
> because i was already intersted in them and had learned them - others i
> didn't like and therefore hadn't learned about and didn't want to
> learn. i wasn't given what i needed. i was suppposed to follow their
> rules. i was suppose to be their slave andn learn to submit to their
> commands. was i asked if i wanted to? no! it was just something i had
> to do. of course there are things we have to learn but i think children
> are naturally interested in learning about life why else would they
> learn to walk and talk? we don't have to pressure them and tell them
> how to behave. we should be examples of how to be instead of saying
> something and acting in the opposite way. so i was subjected to this
> insane scenario that i had no control of.
OK!
But you did control your reaction to it
to some extent at least. And you are
now much more able to control your
reaction to your life, including that.
>it didn't met my sensitive
> needs at all. they not only destroyed my ability to think freely and
> without limitation they conformed it or tried to conform it to their
> ways. they didn't succeed entirely however.. but they didn't succeed in
> creating confusion where there should be none. the schools finest task
> should be to allow the child to find out what it is good at and then
> cultivate these abilities. did it? no! what a waste. can i be blamed? i
> don't think so.
If you want to bLame yourself, go ahead.
OR you could decide what to do now to
improve your life as much as possible.
>it is however easy to blame others but if you are a
> child you need guidance. especially when you are shy. i was just left
> to figure it out for myself. my grandma got very sad when i said that i
> saw no purpose in my life and asked why i should live at all when i had
> no purpose. so i experimented in my mind with death... death meditation
> was one of them. pretending to be dead. noticed that the world would
> just continue whether or not i was present or not.
=====================================
A *NATURAL* FULL CIRCLE UCP SESSION!
=====================================
WAY COOL!
>so there should be a
> very good reason for me to be here. later i concluded that the purpose
> of life is to live. however this didn't solve my dilemma as the next
> question would be how to live right and if it would make a difference
> and if then to whom? back then i tried to read stuff... but i had then
> very same pattern back then that i have now. i would get a book, rent
> or lent whatever because it promised something that sounded goood.
> however if i did read even one chapter it would be a miracle.
What do YOU THINK living "right" would be?
Forget those other morons; they have their
own high priority suicides to attend to.
>i wanted
> to be a chessmaster. bought books. did i read any of them entirely?
> nope. one of them i read very thoroughly but to this day i haven't read
> everything in it. i can't but conclude that i must be very stupid.
Or maybe you WANTED TO BE A *CHESS MASTER*
rather than YOU JUST *LOVED PLAYING* CHESS.
Compare you to a chess master.
> however i am not the only one. what else can i be but stupid when i
> know what i should do but don't do it? i am really tired of it.
Or maybe you are just
pretending you know
what you really want?
> future - not tired, get up early and get things done the way i would
> like to or at least try my best to. my biggest problem is getting the
> things done.
OK!
Maybe you haven't properly prepared . . . yet.
> compare - tired of me not getting on with life. excuses whether valid
> or not sickens me i hate to apologize. why apologize? because you are
> not going to do what you know you shouldn't do. apologizing has it
> place too. but it should be done if you are sorry for something you did
> or something you should have done. you shouldn't apologize for
> something that you didn't get to do. did you do your best or not? if
> you didn't do your best then correct it. apologizing will not
> accomplish anything. waste of breath if you don't correct your ways.
OK!
That sounds much better than REGRET = -1.3!
> has been
> i knew my entire life that there was something wrong with me.
*!?!?!?*
WHAT was that?
WHO said so?
WHY?
Compare to now.
>i was shy
> my entire life. altho maybe this shyness wasn't shyness at all. maybe
> it was my purpose to overcome this dullness... to get things done that
> are needed and are good. i would like to think that i don't care about
> what people think about me but this is not quite true. i care about
> what people think about me because i am not doing what i know i should
> be doing.
SHAME, ACCOUNTABLE, B*LAME, REGRET etc.
>if i would be doing what is right then there would be no
> reason to worry about what people are thinking - new ability.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>this is
> the cause why i worry about what other people think about me. related
> to not making goals. wasting goals and doing something else instead.
WASTE SUBSTITUTE = DOUBT
> why wasting goals? because peole might not approve of it? who cares
> what they think? howver it has been a great influence in my life that
> people might not like it. attention on me is not good.. however, if i
> want to get things done attention could and probably will switch to me.
> this is not a bad thing tho.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
> ok stopping... running... screaming. who cares what people think. I
> need a job so I have to aply. so simple! that people might not like me
> or not why should that stop me from aplying? why should anything stop
> me from trying to fulfil what i know is good?
NOW THAT YOU HAVE RESOLVED
YOUR DOUBT AND *KNOW* THAT, I
THINK YOU WILL ACT: NATURALLY!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
O
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Re: approaching effort band
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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800
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THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: Brahmamurti
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800,
Brahmamurti wrote:
> here is a session i just finished.
WAY COOL!
>to me it seems to have elements of
> the effort band. accountable, blame,
Yes.
>etc but also doubt about beingness.
OK! The lowest tone is the most real.
Higher ones you dramatize at effect.
>inverted false pretense goals are here too. this is why i
> keep forgetting them because they are not real.
Sure. You PRETEND to the GOAL
as part of the obligatory VALENCE.
>real goals are unknown or out of sight it seems.
>i keep forgetting the goals that i make... so
> i don't really want to do them
There you have it!
What do you really
want to do now?
>but know that according to the society i
Fuck Society. What do *YOU* want?
> have to do something work with something to earn money etc. Anyways.
> here is my session.
> -------------------
OK!
> now it is not happening at all.
Ever felt like that before?
>ok this is a session alright but my life is
> not happening at all. it seems that nothing has changed except perhaps
> my raising frustration that i seem unable to do something about my
> inability to do something.
FANTASTIC!
There *IS* your
area of change!
Work with that!
Frustration is Fuel
if you look at it and
work with it for you!
>of course this is not exactly true. I sleep,
> eat, drink, and those kinds of stuff. this is not what i am talking
> bout. i am talking about actually doing things that really matter.
Hexcellent!
That *IS* a major positive step!
>i have never applied for a job and got it. when i applied it was always
> by mail. there were a few exceptions however and it felt great however,
> have not been able to do them since.
OK!
> might be - able to do those things that matter to me. things that take
> my life and my understanding of it to the next level.
OK!
> compare - as it is now and has been for a long time
>
> ok something flashed in. it was in the past. my grandma had decided to
> buy some paintings of herself. really cheap and in my opinion then not
> well done at all. when we got the picture i said it didn't look like
> her at all. i called the painter supervisor and said that the paintings
> weren't good at all.
Hexcellent!
You took responsibility and communicated.
>he got mad and said he would turn up and he did. I
> didn't stand my ground. I hid away until he was gone. my grandma payed
> him and we were stuck with those paintings.
OK. He didn't agree and he was
harder to confront than you had
imagined before, so you fled.
> compare that with now
> this is pretty much the same picture. I say alot of stuff and plans and
> thinking and so on.
THINK = SYMBOLS = DOUBT
That's UP from where we saw you
pretty clearly a couple years ago:
at WORSHIP = -5 It looks like you
have come past SYMBOLS and
are now suffering in DOUBT.
>but I never or very seldom do.
Doubt begets Thinking, not action.
>this is of course
> very frustrating since i want a good life... not just for me but for
> all.
Hexactly WHAT would
that good life be? =
Where might you be?
I suspect you have to
answer that question
before you CAN *DO!*
>however if i can't even make my own life happen then why should i
> be able to make others people's lifes happen. of course it is their
> responsibility and all but it would be great to help in any way one
> could. if i can't make my own life happen how then am i an example for
> others? how can i ask of people to do things i can't do myself? i
> can't.
OK! Your triage is done!
NOW YOU KNOW *WHO*
TO CARE FOR FIRST!
> future
> i fly. make goal and work as hard as i can to make them happen. i have
> visions and i keep focused on them.
OK!
> compare that with now
> now i can forget all kinds of stuff. going to the grocery and
> forgetting stuff that i went there to get. then when coming home i have
> to go back or wait til then next time i go. now - i make goal but then
> forget about them. i have trouble focussing. i want to become a
> vegetarian but can't focus on it. i know this is what i want but can't
> go through with it. it is just such a struggle.
You are struggling to force yourself
to be a vegetarian with huge effort?
Compare *YOU* to A VEGETARIAN!
WHY is A Vegetarian SO Perfect?
>future scenario i would
> just plan and see what needs to be done and then go ahead if possible.
> planning, preparing, doing, observation and the cycle can continue. now
> i observe, see what needs to be done, plan and then post pone it and
> then forget about it or rather let it haunt me because i didn't do it.
"WHAT needs to be done?" or
What WHO needs to be done?
> past - i wanted to be a pilot. found out it wasn't possible or rather
> somebody said it would not be possible. i trusted that what was said
> was correct and so i gave up that dream altho i would still like to do
> it
OK!
> compare - still would like to fly - doesn't matter how just that i can
> do it. it could be an ultra flight or something. it would be fun. the
> difference between now and then is that i today know that i could do it
> however i don't pursue it.
>it just sickens me. looking at my errors and
> failures to do stuff sickens me. it is not ok.
IT'S OK TO BE SICK!
It's much better than
pretending to be well!
That really kills you!
>i am only 33 years old.
> i can still do alot of stuff. why is it so hard?
Because EFFORT is getting
more and more real to you,
as you slowly creep up on it.
> future - doing stuff is really easy. it is no trouble at all. whatever
> i wanna do it just flows from me like a play.
OK!
> compare i remember when being a child. things were just so easy or
> seemed to be. i would just play whatever i wanted to do. superman,
> tarzan, batman whatever i could be them all. it was all in my
> imagination of course but there nothign was impossible. what is the
> difference to now?
Hexcellent Question!
> then i did things that i liked doing. i liked playing so i did that.
WAY COOL!
> now i dream about things i would like and i know is good for me in my
> life but i don't do them.
Dreaming is a first step!
>then i dreamed of things i could do if i was somebody else
THEN you were willing to be
LOTS of differeent people!
>now i dream of thing i should do to be the one i know i am.
The one who has to pretend to be
what he really should be doing?
>also today i have to get food on the table or die. there are things
> i have to do. then i didn't. i could drink soda drinks, run around in
> naked feet and feel the grass tickle and make me laugh. i was free felt
> free. life was an adventure. i would get up really early.
WAY COOL!
>this ended when i went to school. i didn't like it one bit. we were doing all
> those kinds of things i didn't like doing. some of it i was good at
> because i was already intersted in them and had learned them - others i
> didn't like and therefore hadn't learned about and didn't want to
> learn. i wasn't given what i needed. i was suppposed to follow their
> rules. i was suppose to be their slave andn learn to submit to their
> commands. was i asked if i wanted to? no! it was just something i had
> to do. of course there are things we have to learn but i think children
> are naturally interested in learning about life why else would they
> learn to walk and talk? we don't have to pressure them and tell them
> how to behave. we should be examples of how to be instead of saying
> something and acting in the opposite way. so i was subjected to this
> insane scenario that i had no control of.
OK!
But you did control your reaction to it
to some extent at least. And you are
now much more able to control your
reaction to your life, including that.
>it didn't met my sensitive
> needs at all. they not only destroyed my ability to think freely and
> without limitation they conformed it or tried to conform it to their
> ways. they didn't succeed entirely however.. but they didn't succeed in
> creating confusion where there should be none. the schools finest task
> should be to allow the child to find out what it is good at and then
> cultivate these abilities. did it? no! what a waste. can i be blamed? i
> don't think so.
If you want to bLame yourself, go ahead.
OR you could decide what to do now to
improve your life as much as possible.
>it is however easy to blame others but if you are a
> child you need guidance. especially when you are shy. i was just left
> to figure it out for myself. my grandma got very sad when i said that i
> saw no purpose in my life and asked why i should live at all when i had
> no purpose. so i experimented in my mind with death... death meditation
> was one of them. pretending to be dead. noticed that the world would
> just continue whether or not i was present or not.
=====================================
A *NATURAL* FULL CIRCLE UCP SESSION!
=====================================
WAY COOL!
>so there should be a
> very good reason for me to be here. later i concluded that the purpose
> of life is to live. however this didn't solve my dilemma as the next
> question would be how to live right and if it would make a difference
> and if then to whom? back then i tried to read stuff... but i had then
> very same pattern back then that i have now. i would get a book, rent
> or lent whatever because it promised something that sounded goood.
> however if i did read even one chapter it would be a miracle.
What do YOU THINK living "right" would be?
Forget those other morons; they have their
own high priority suicides to attend to.
>i wanted
> to be a chessmaster. bought books. did i read any of them entirely?
> nope. one of them i read very thoroughly but to this day i haven't read
> everything in it. i can't but conclude that i must be very stupid.
Or maybe you WANTED TO BE A *CHESS MASTER*
rather than YOU JUST *LOVED PLAYING* CHESS.
Compare you to a chess master.
> however i am not the only one. what else can i be but stupid when i
> know what i should do but don't do it? i am really tired of it.
Or maybe you are just
pretending you know
what you really want?
> future - not tired, get up early and get things done the way i would
> like to or at least try my best to. my biggest problem is getting the
> things done.
OK!
Maybe you haven't properly prepared . . . yet.
> compare - tired of me not getting on with life. excuses whether valid
> or not sickens me i hate to apologize. why apologize? because you are
> not going to do what you know you shouldn't do. apologizing has it
> place too. but it should be done if you are sorry for something you did
> or something you should have done. you shouldn't apologize for
> something that you didn't get to do. did you do your best or not? if
> you didn't do your best then correct it. apologizing will not
> accomplish anything. waste of breath if you don't correct your ways.
OK!
That sounds much better than REGRET = -1.3!
> has been
> i knew my entire life that there was something wrong with me.
*!?!?!?*
WHAT was that?
WHO said so?
WHY?
Compare to now.
>i was shy
> my entire life. altho maybe this shyness wasn't shyness at all. maybe
> it was my purpose to overcome this dullness... to get things done that
> are needed and are good. i would like to think that i don't care about
> what people think about me but this is not quite true. i care about
> what people think about me because i am not doing what i know i should
> be doing.
SHAME, ACCOUNTABLE, B*LAME, REGRET etc.
>if i would be doing what is right then there would be no
> reason to worry about what people are thinking - new ability.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>this is
> the cause why i worry about what other people think about me. related
> to not making goals. wasting goals and doing something else instead.
WASTE SUBSTITUTE = DOUBT
> why wasting goals? because peole might not approve of it? who cares
> what they think? howver it has been a great influence in my life that
> people might not like it. attention on me is not good.. however, if i
> want to get things done attention could and probably will switch to me.
> this is not a bad thing tho.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
> ok stopping... running... screaming. who cares what people think. I
> need a job so I have to aply. so simple! that people might not like me
> or not why should that stop me from aplying? why should anything stop
> me from trying to fulfil what i know is good?
NOW THAT YOU HAVE RESOLVED
YOUR DOUBT AND *KNOW* THAT, I
THINK YOU WILL ACT: NATURALLY!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
O
--- )
\
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THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
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S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: approaching effort band
POSTER: Brahmamurti
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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:02:56 -0800,
Brahmamurti
> here is a session i just finished.
WAY COOL!
>to me it seems to have elements of
> the effort band. accountable, blame,
Yes.
>etc but also doubt about beingness.
OK! The lowest tone is the most real.
Higher ones you dramatize at effect.
>inverted false pretense goals are here too. this is why i
> keep forgetting them because they are not real.
Sure. You PRETEND to the GOAL
as part of the obligatory VALENCE.
>real goals are unknown or out of sight it seems.
>i keep forgetting the goals that i make... so
> i don't really want to do them
There you have it!
What do you really
want to do now?
>but know that according to the society i
Fuck Society. What do *YOU* want?
> have to do something work with something to earn money etc. Anyways.
> here is my session.
> -------------------
OK!
> now it is not happening at all.
Ever felt like that before?
>ok this is a session alright but my life is
> not happening at all. it seems that nothing has changed except perhaps
> my raising frustration that i seem unable to do something about my
> inability to do something.
FANTASTIC!
There *IS* your
area of change!
Work with that!
Frustration is Fuel
if you look at it and
work with it for you!
>of course this is not exactly true. I sleep,
> eat, drink, and those kinds of stuff. this is not what i am talking
> bout. i am talking about actually doing things that really matter.
Hexcellent!
That *IS* a major positive step!
>i have never applied for a job and got it. when i applied it was always
> by mail. there were a few exceptions however and it felt great however,
> have not been able to do them since.
OK!
> might be - able to do those things that matter to me. things that take
> my life and my understanding of it to the next level.
OK!
> compare - as it is now and has been for a long time
>
> ok something flashed in. it was in the past. my grandma had decided to
> buy some paintings of herself. really cheap and in my opinion then not
> well done at all. when we got the picture i said it didn't look like
> her at all. i called the painter supervisor and said that the paintings
> weren't good at all.
Hexcellent!
You took responsibility and communicated.
>he got mad and said he would turn up and he did. I
> didn't stand my ground. I hid away until he was gone. my grandma payed
> him and we were stuck with those paintings.
OK. He didn't agree and he was
harder to confront than you had
imagined before, so you fled.
> compare that with now
> this is pretty much the same picture. I say alot of stuff and plans and
> thinking and so on.
THINK = SYMBOLS = DOUBT
That's UP from where we saw you
pretty clearly a couple years ago:
at WORSHIP = -5 It looks like you
have come past SYMBOLS and
are now suffering in DOUBT.
>but I never or very seldom do.
Doubt begets Thinking, not action.
>this is of course
> very frustrating since i want a good life... not just for me but for
> all.
Hexactly WHAT would
that good life be? =
Where might you be?
I suspect you have to
answer that question
before you CAN *DO!*
>however if i can't even make my own life happen then why should i
> be able to make others people's lifes happen. of course it is their
> responsibility and all but it would be great to help in any way one
> could. if i can't make my own life happen how then am i an example for
> others? how can i ask of people to do things i can't do myself? i
> can't.
OK! Your triage is done!
NOW YOU KNOW *WHO*
TO CARE FOR FIRST!
> future
> i fly. make goal and work as hard as i can to make them happen. i have
> visions and i keep focused on them.
OK!
> compare that with now
> now i can forget all kinds of stuff. going to the grocery and
> forgetting stuff that i went there to get. then when coming home i have
> to go back or wait til then next time i go. now - i make goal but then
> forget about them. i have trouble focussing. i want to become a
> vegetarian but can't focus on it. i know this is what i want but can't
> go through with it. it is just such a struggle.
You are struggling to force yourself
to be a vegetarian with huge effort?
Compare *YOU* to A VEGETARIAN!
WHY is A Vegetarian SO Perfect?
>future scenario i would
> just plan and see what needs to be done and then go ahead if possible.
> planning, preparing, doing, observation and the cycle can continue. now
> i observe, see what needs to be done, plan and then post pone it and
> then forget about it or rather let it haunt me because i didn't do it.
"WHAT needs to be done?" or
What WHO needs to be done?
> past - i wanted to be a pilot. found out it wasn't possible or rather
> somebody said it would not be possible. i trusted that what was said
> was correct and so i gave up that dream altho i would still like to do
> it
OK!
> compare - still would like to fly - doesn't matter how just that i can
> do it. it could be an ultra flight or something. it would be fun. the
> difference between now and then is that i today know that i could do it
> however i don't pursue it.
>it just sickens me. looking at my errors and
> failures to do stuff sickens me. it is not ok.
IT'S OK TO BE SICK!
It's much better than
pretending to be well!
That really kills you!
>i am only 33 years old.
> i can still do alot of stuff. why is it so hard?
Because EFFORT is getting
more and more real to you,
as you slowly creep up on it.
> future - doing stuff is really easy. it is no trouble at all. whatever
> i wanna do it just flows from me like a play.
OK!
> compare i remember when being a child. things were just so easy or
> seemed to be. i would just play whatever i wanted to do. superman,
> tarzan, batman whatever i could be them all. it was all in my
> imagination of course but there nothign was impossible. what is the
> difference to now?
Hexcellent Question!
> then i did things that i liked doing. i liked playing so i did that.
WAY COOL!
> now i dream about things i would like and i know is good for me in my
> life but i don't do them.
Dreaming is a first step!
>then i dreamed of things i could do if i was somebody else
THEN you were willing to be
LOTS of differeent people!
>now i dream of thing i should do to be the one i know i am.
The one who has to pretend to be
what he really should be doing?
>also today i have to get food on the table or die. there are things
> i have to do. then i didn't. i could drink soda drinks, run around in
> naked feet and feel the grass tickle and make me laugh. i was free felt
> free. life was an adventure. i would get up really early.
WAY COOL!
>this ended when i went to school. i didn't like it one bit. we were doing all
> those kinds of things i didn't like doing. some of it i was good at
> because i was already intersted in them and had learned them - others i
> didn't like and therefore hadn't learned about and didn't want to
> learn. i wasn't given what i needed. i was suppposed to follow their
> rules. i was suppose to be their slave andn learn to submit to their
> commands. was i asked if i wanted to? no! it was just something i had
> to do. of course there are things we have to learn but i think children
> are naturally interested in learning about life why else would they
> learn to walk and talk? we don't have to pressure them and tell them
> how to behave. we should be examples of how to be instead of saying
> something and acting in the opposite way. so i was subjected to this
> insane scenario that i had no control of.
OK!
But you did control your reaction to it
to some extent at least. And you are
now much more able to control your
reaction to your life, including that.
>it didn't met my sensitive
> needs at all. they not only destroyed my ability to think freely and
> without limitation they conformed it or tried to conform it to their
> ways. they didn't succeed entirely however.. but they didn't succeed in
> creating confusion where there should be none. the schools finest task
> should be to allow the child to find out what it is good at and then
> cultivate these abilities. did it? no! what a waste. can i be blamed? i
> don't think so.
If you want to bLame yourself, go ahead.
OR you could decide what to do now to
improve your life as much as possible.
>it is however easy to blame others but if you are a
> child you need guidance. especially when you are shy. i was just left
> to figure it out for myself. my grandma got very sad when i said that i
> saw no purpose in my life and asked why i should live at all when i had
> no purpose. so i experimented in my mind with death... death meditation
> was one of them. pretending to be dead. noticed that the world would
> just continue whether or not i was present or not.
=====================================
A *NATURAL* FULL CIRCLE UCP SESSION!
=====================================
WAY COOL!
>so there should be a
> very good reason for me to be here. later i concluded that the purpose
> of life is to live. however this didn't solve my dilemma as the next
> question would be how to live right and if it would make a difference
> and if then to whom? back then i tried to read stuff... but i had then
> very same pattern back then that i have now. i would get a book, rent
> or lent whatever because it promised something that sounded goood.
> however if i did read even one chapter it would be a miracle.
What do YOU THINK living "right" would be?
Forget those other morons; they have their
own high priority suicides to attend to.
>i wanted
> to be a chessmaster. bought books. did i read any of them entirely?
> nope. one of them i read very thoroughly but to this day i haven't read
> everything in it. i can't but conclude that i must be very stupid.
Or maybe you WANTED TO BE A *CHESS MASTER*
rather than YOU JUST *LOVED PLAYING* CHESS.
Compare you to a chess master.
> however i am not the only one. what else can i be but stupid when i
> know what i should do but don't do it? i am really tired of it.
Or maybe you are just
pretending you know
what you really want?
> future - not tired, get up early and get things done the way i would
> like to or at least try my best to. my biggest problem is getting the
> things done.
OK!
Maybe you haven't properly prepared . . . yet.
> compare - tired of me not getting on with life. excuses whether valid
> or not sickens me i hate to apologize. why apologize? because you are
> not going to do what you know you shouldn't do. apologizing has it
> place too. but it should be done if you are sorry for something you did
> or something you should have done. you shouldn't apologize for
> something that you didn't get to do. did you do your best or not? if
> you didn't do your best then correct it. apologizing will not
> accomplish anything. waste of breath if you don't correct your ways.
OK!
That sounds much better than REGRET = -1.3!
> has been
> i knew my entire life that there was something wrong with me.
*!?!?!?*
WHAT was that?
WHO said so?
WHY?
Compare to now.
>i was shy
> my entire life. altho maybe this shyness wasn't shyness at all. maybe
> it was my purpose to overcome this dullness... to get things done that
> are needed and are good. i would like to think that i don't care about
> what people think about me but this is not quite true. i care about
> what people think about me because i am not doing what i know i should
> be doing.
SHAME, ACCOUNTABLE, B*LAME, REGRET etc.
>if i would be doing what is right then there would be no
> reason to worry about what people are thinking - new ability.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
>this is
> the cause why i worry about what other people think about me. related
> to not making goals. wasting goals and doing something else instead.
WASTE SUBSTITUTE = DOUBT
> why wasting goals? because peole might not approve of it? who cares
> what they think? howver it has been a great influence in my life that
> people might not like it. attention on me is not good.. however, if i
> want to get things done attention could and probably will switch to me.
> this is not a bad thing tho.
NEW UNDERSTANDING!
> ok stopping... running... screaming. who cares what people think. I
> need a job so I have to aply. so simple! that people might not like me
> or not why should that stop me from aplying? why should anything stop
> me from trying to fulfil what i know is good?
NOW THAT YOU HAVE RESOLVED
YOUR DOUBT AND *KNOW* THAT, I
THINK YOU WILL ACT: NATURALLY!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
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Re: approaching effort band
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DATE: Tue, 31 Jan 2006 13:58:22 -0800
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On Tue, 31 Jan 2006 13:58:22 -0800,
wrote:
> frankds wrote:
>> > Hi Alex
>> >
>> > reading you session report is interesting
>
> Brahmamurti (Alex) wrote:
>> cool
>
> frankds:
>> >
>> > but I've realised that maybe I've been doing UCP wrong
>
> Brahmamurti:
>> refining and trying other ways is part of ucp too
>
> frankds:
>> > when I compare to NOW
>> >
>> > I look around the room, touch the desk, feel the floor, feel the chair
>> >
>> > look at things and feel things to DISTANCE me from those those
>> >
>> > PAST AND FUTURE thoughts
>> >
>> > otherwise it's all THINK
>
> Brahmamurti:
>> i don't think i am getting what you are saying but i guess that is ok.
>> usually i don't get much of what people say.... i used to think that i
>> did and knew all about what they were about but i weren't really
>> listening. of course pretending to know and seeing things that aren't
>> really there is hallucination. it is much more comfortable to
>> hallucinating about what people say instead of really hearing what they
>> say... just like it is easier to sit and think about doing stuff
>> instead of doing them. I am so good at pretending. thinking is what i
>> am good at however it is of no use if one is not good a doing also
>> which i am not. had no practice. can't get my act together and do. only
>> when i realize where i am really at can i truly start to move. its just
>> like being in a car with a navigation system malfunctioning... you
>> can't get to where you would like to unless you start looking around
>> and seeing where and/or fix the navigation system. to fix the
>> navigation you have to look around or else you won't be able to adjust
>> the system. and so you don't really need automation no more. you know
>> your way and you get to where you want to go... if you do it. why am i
>> saying this... i don't know... because i want to? who cares! i am just
>> so sick of being in this sick state of awareness and i wanna get out of
>> it. i am not so keen on promising things because it is such a set back
>> if i don't keep my promise. so i won't promise to do more ucp. and why
>> should anybody care what i do anyways? this is so pathetic of me. oh
>> well. how long have i been at ucp? i don't really care. i know that i
>> am better of now than before thanks God for that... however it feels
>> more crappy than ever before... so yucky!! hate that but there must be
>> a reason for it and one has to go through the yucky parts as well
>> because they are the ones that stop me from living my life as i please
>> iguess.
>>
>> thanks for sharing your thoughts frank. appreciate it. it gave me the
>> opportunity to actually look some more at what i do during ucp and thus
>> also my life.
wrote:
> Brahmamurti,
>
> I *think* you suffer from what many/most of us suffer from - some of us
> more than others - and that's "stinkin' thinkin" - LOL
Sure!
Until you get ABOVE THINK!
> I'm not trying to make fun of you. I think I understand quite a bit how
> you think and feel and I have suffered from same condition - too much
> think, no action, regret about inaction, etc. I still do from time to
> time.
OK!
> Like you, I too was a very shy/sensitive kid. I was taught that correct
> behaviour was to keep your mouth shut - speak only when spoken to - and
> so on. I'm MUCH MORE BOLD NOW! GO AHEAD, TRY TO SHUT ME UP ;-)
Thanks for the opportunity,
but I think I'll pass this time.
. . . I *LIKE* it when you talk!
> UCP helped/helps you - it has helped me too.
! But YOU did all the work!
>Another thing that helped
> me was to get more and more closer towards 'acceptance' - especially
> self acceptance - *unconditional* self acceptance.
Where you are now
is where you are: so
you are STUCK there
until you accept it as
IT IS: to work WITH IT!
>The idea that you
> don't have to be/do anything or compete with anyone or with some ideal
> idea of who you should be. You are, as a spiritual being, special -
> priceless by the mere fact that you exist!
And blessed with opportunities
for abundant sElf-improvement,
due to your godly intelligence!
> I've had to learn how to be a friend to myself - to love myself
> unconditionally and even to do this when I am in very bad shape -
WAY COOL!
That's when you need it most, and
your friends are likely most scarce.
> especially when I am in very bad shape.
YESSENCE!
Make yoursElf a friend for life!
>This truly helped me to stop fighting myself.
It's hard to shoot the driver
when you are in back pushing.
> I know this might sound silly, but a little 'process' that I found
> helpful was simply to write up a list of all the good things I've done
> and acknowledge myself!. So many times we do a lot of little, ordinary
> things and no one acknowledges them. Little things in life *are*
> important. Say you go out and do the grocery shopping for your family
> or take the garbage out - take credit for those things.
WHERE YOU WERE!
AND WHAT YOU DID!
Compare to now!
> Later, I even learned to 'take credit for' - as in 'OK, fine - I did
> it' - no justifications - just to 'take credit' for the bad things I'd
> done. When I could really do that easily it took all any
> shame/blame/regret and washed it all away and I could laugh about them
> - almost celebrate my 'bad side'.
Celebrating your CAUSE
even in your ERRORS!
Keep Celebrating!
> I don't know if anything I'm saying makes sense to you.
IT ALL DOES.
>Just thought I'd share my thoughts.
> iTal
THANKS FOR SHARING!
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On Tue, 31 Jan 2006 13:58:22 -0800,
> frankds wrote:
>> > Hi Alex
>> >
>> > reading you session report is interesting
>
> Brahmamurti (Alex) wrote:
>> cool
>
> frankds:
>> >
>> > but I've realised that maybe I've been doing UCP wrong
>
> Brahmamurti:
>> refining and trying other ways is part of ucp too
>
> frankds:
>> > when I compare to NOW
>> >
>> > I look around the room, touch the desk, feel the floor, feel the chair
>> >
>> > look at things and feel things to DISTANCE me from those those
>> >
>> > PAST AND FUTURE thoughts
>> >
>> > otherwise it's all THINK
>
> Brahmamurti:
>> i don't think i am getting what you are saying but i guess that is ok.
>> usually i don't get much of what people say.... i used to think that i
>> did and knew all about what they were about but i weren't really
>> listening. of course pretending to know and seeing things that aren't
>> really there is hallucination. it is much more comfortable to
>> hallucinating about what people say instead of really hearing what they
>> say... just like it is easier to sit and think about doing stuff
>> instead of doing them. I am so good at pretending. thinking is what i
>> am good at however it is of no use if one is not good a doing also
>> which i am not. had no practice. can't get my act together and do. only
>> when i realize where i am really at can i truly start to move. its just
>> like being in a car with a navigation system malfunctioning... you
>> can't get to where you would like to unless you start looking around
>> and seeing where and/or fix the navigation system. to fix the
>> navigation you have to look around or else you won't be able to adjust
>> the system. and so you don't really need automation no more. you know
>> your way and you get to where you want to go... if you do it. why am i
>> saying this... i don't know... because i want to? who cares! i am just
>> so sick of being in this sick state of awareness and i wanna get out of
>> it. i am not so keen on promising things because it is such a set back
>> if i don't keep my promise. so i won't promise to do more ucp. and why
>> should anybody care what i do anyways? this is so pathetic of me. oh
>> well. how long have i been at ucp? i don't really care. i know that i
>> am better of now than before thanks God for that... however it feels
>> more crappy than ever before... so yucky!! hate that but there must be
>> a reason for it and one has to go through the yucky parts as well
>> because they are the ones that stop me from living my life as i please
>> iguess.
>>
>> thanks for sharing your thoughts frank. appreciate it. it gave me the
>> opportunity to actually look some more at what i do during ucp and thus
>> also my life.
> Brahmamurti,
>
> I *think* you suffer from what many/most of us suffer from - some of us
> more than others - and that's "stinkin' thinkin" - LOL
Sure!
Until you get ABOVE THINK!
> I'm not trying to make fun of you. I think I understand quite a bit how
> you think and feel and I have suffered from same condition - too much
> think, no action, regret about inaction, etc. I still do from time to
> time.
OK!
> Like you, I too was a very shy/sensitive kid. I was taught that correct
> behaviour was to keep your mouth shut - speak only when spoken to - and
> so on. I'm MUCH MORE BOLD NOW! GO AHEAD, TRY TO SHUT ME UP ;-)
Thanks for the opportunity,
but I think I'll pass this time.
. . . I *LIKE* it when you talk!
> UCP helped/helps you - it has helped me too.
! But YOU did all the work!
>Another thing that helped
> me was to get more and more closer towards 'acceptance' - especially
> self acceptance - *unconditional* self acceptance.
Where you are now
is where you are: so
you are STUCK there
until you accept it as
IT IS: to work WITH IT!
>The idea that you
> don't have to be/do anything or compete with anyone or with some ideal
> idea of who you should be. You are, as a spiritual being, special -
> priceless by the mere fact that you exist!
And blessed with opportunities
for abundant sElf-improvement,
due to your godly intelligence!
> I've had to learn how to be a friend to myself - to love myself
> unconditionally and even to do this when I am in very bad shape -
WAY COOL!
That's when you need it most, and
your friends are likely most scarce.
> especially when I am in very bad shape.
YESSENCE!
Make yoursElf a friend for life!
>This truly helped me to stop fighting myself.
It's hard to shoot the driver
when you are in back pushing.
> I know this might sound silly, but a little 'process' that I found
> helpful was simply to write up a list of all the good things I've done
> and acknowledge myself!. So many times we do a lot of little, ordinary
> things and no one acknowledges them. Little things in life *are*
> important. Say you go out and do the grocery shopping for your family
> or take the garbage out - take credit for those things.
WHERE YOU WERE!
AND WHAT YOU DID!
Compare to now!
> Later, I even learned to 'take credit for' - as in 'OK, fine - I did
> it' - no justifications - just to 'take credit' for the bad things I'd
> done. When I could really do that easily it took all any
> shame/blame/regret and washed it all away and I could laugh about them
> - almost celebrate my 'bad side'.
Celebrating your CAUSE
even in your ERRORS!
Keep Celebrating!
> I don't know if anything I'm saying makes sense to you.
IT ALL DOES.
>Just thought I'd share my thoughts.
> iTal
THANKS FOR SHARING!
O
--- )
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