Monday, January 30, 2006
KP2006JAN30
KP2006JAN30
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KP2006JAN29
NOW:
10:41 Interested. Exploring things. Went to CSS meeting yesterday.
Center for Sacred Sciences. Listened to Joel's lecture. Met people.
30 or 40 people were there. Mostly well dressed, polite, intelligent.
Met one friend there. Went out with him, his mentor and 3 others.
Had a very interesting discussion. His mentor did Scientology and
got a lot of good from it. I like her. Lots of UCP interest and posts
lately. Way Cool! That's very interesting and I enjoy my time spent
on it enormously. Financial crises rapidly getting worse, even with
surprise miracle cash in lately from ucpeons and other.
I owe $300 that was due jan 1, and another $200 due on feb 1,
for my POB, in addition to phone, etc. I don't know WHAT to do
about that. I thought I had a good shot at a domestic remodel
job this week, but the job got cancelled.
I see that I have a problem: the bills are coming due or are overdue already.
So I solve that problem with a PLAN, based on my Thoughts. This solves the
[mental] problem for me temporarily: it's already handled in my universe. This
allows me to stay calm and keep working on what I like/want to do. However,
when I make an Error, and my Plan won't work becauses of changes or
missperceptions. Then I'm back to "NOT AGAIN!" or "NOT STILL!" OH SHIT!
My mental problem is back because my solution didn't work.
Some people wouldn't have the mental problem at all, because they
just don't think about what is happening.
various possible comparisions
I could be making float bye . . .
Comparing S*ELF to BODY?
Even though I am not a body, many of my games
revolve around it: food, sex, getting money to afford those,
etc. Even talking with others, which CAN be done telepathically,
is done with bodies and mostly concerns the problems of bodies.
Yes, I do have an enormous drive to Understand both my universe
and the physical universe itself. But much of that drive is to keep
my body alive, and hexperiencing as pleasant a life as possible.
I'm not sure what I'd do without a body.
Even if I could talk telepathically to others, what would I say?
What would my purposes be? 11:23
rereading session so far . . .
I see that I WANT to get up to GAMES!
I LIKE playing games. I LOVE TO WIN!
I don't
I can't really imagine being higher than games.
I just want to win!
I don't really see how you can have GAMES
without bodies. You need something to
ASSOCIATE yourself with to PLAY. You
need a piece in the game!
I don't want to BE that body:
inseparably IDENTIFIED with it, but I DO
NEED a body to play the sex-food-love-
family-body-PERSON games.
That's better than TV! In fact, TV is a
part of that game, You need
a body to watch tv! Well, maybe not,
but if you can watch tv without a body,
you can watch anything you want direct.
No need for a tv then, except for viewing
mvies: deliberate creations of the mind,
rendered visible through hollywood magic.
11:40
I SEE that my main goal or effort is something
like to understand what is happening, so I and
my friends can live sanely and happily. It has
to do with PLAYING with others. I see that
this is a substitute in some way for playing
with myself: my universe is not complete
without other people in it sharing it.
Am I turning to others to distract me
from some dissatisfaction with myself?
It's a bit scary to me to try to imagine
being above games. I just want to
PLAY them and WIN!
There's my intention: to be
a PLAYER and a WINNER!
That's who is MOST REAL to me!
I *LOVE* PLAYING!
I *LOVE* WINNING!
That's when I feel most
really real about myself.
Of course, I also feel really
real about mself LOOKING
at that and SEEING what is.
Attention keeps going to the idea
that you create the physcial world
though your thought projections:
yogi's able to manifest their body
at whatever location they choose.
I really can't believe that
I could do that now. I can
imagine that I could believe
that, but even it's a stretch!
OK. So I was overwhelmed by hexperience,
and am playing a game to acquire knowledge
and understanding and relationships with others.
That makes sense. I am in
the lower ASSOCIATION band. I'm Dramatizing a
HUGE GAME to makeover the entire collective
universe in my image. But I don't think it's
JUST ME. I imagine there is a whole team of
entities with this purpose, and I am doing
something quite critial for *US*. I think it's
because of acid and other psychedelics:
I think I was a lot of someone elses too!
I'm GLAD I'm dramatizing! It gives me
someone to compare myself too . . . and
too often I'm not living up to my standards.
On the other hand, it creates some powerful
schisms in my psyche. What is good for our
general understanding may leave me no phone.
This is that general problem again:
Taking care of "everybody" definitely
requires taking care of ME too!
When I leave myself out of the
equation, I destroy my ability
to help others as well!
Of course if you get to the point
where you can create or uncreate
your own body, LIFE/FAMILY games
become superficial or even distracting.
Maybe the entire physical universe is
the solution to not creating myself?
I felt so good on my last fast at the end,
I wanted to keep going for another week
or so, because I felt SO GOOD. I felt-
self sufficient, as though my body was
doing well and didn't need anthing.
But I was getting low level threats
and decided to take my win then.
I thought about that yogi
who neither eats or drinks.
I felt attracted to that picture
and wanted to move toward it.
But I went back to eating instead.
12:29
Well, I plan to do more fasting!
NOW I *AM* DOING UCP TOO!
12:33 still heavy, sleepy
12:34 came out of that
back to the problem of whether
I should go to town today to
volunteer at the food place,
and get fed really well, and
probably take food home . . .
or pay the phone bill instead.
I have a quarter tank of gas,
which is one + trips to town,
but not two trips. Phone bill
is due tomorrow, but I have
over a month before they
threaten to turn it off.
My picture of the tone scale is: true
upper half reflected in false lower half.
Now I'm thinking
the top half is probably
a lower reflection of
what's at the top:
That the whole goal
is to get off the chart:
to be at no tone at all?
To not be constricted or
limited by the physical?
AT ALL?
The eastern religions
are certainly concerned
with the subject of UCP,
which is consciousness.
They SEEM [to my very limited
hexperience or understanding]
to try to step OFF the chart,
directly into kNOwingless!
UCP is a stairway with clearly
marked floors on it, which will
take you all the way up to
universal non-duality . . . but
NOT all the way to tone 40
because UCP uses comparing,
which is difficult in non-duality.
On the other hand, few people
make the flying leap directly into
into non-dual eternity with their
very first step! Even in the
gnostic traditions, many people
meditate 20 or 30 years just
to get their mind to be quiet.
THEN they can get to
THE *REAL* WORK!
UCP QUIETS THE MIND!
FRANK DEMONSTRATED!
UCP has predictable and
understandable progress
through well identified
and universal stages.
I'm guessing UCP won't
launch you into the next
universe all by itself: but
UCP probably *IS* the 12
lane spaceport runway.
You can fly into orbit
with UCP in less time
than the direct vertical
launch rocket takes to
count down to blast-off
or fLaming melt down.
Once you are in orbit,
you have to step out of
your vehicle into space,
no matter how you
got yourself there.
I'm an inch closer now!
1:20
PS: Decided to take the phone money
to buy gas, go to town, eat, volunteer,
and then go hear Joel lecture in town
tonight . . . very close to where I dine.
That ties my whole jumble together,
and solves it with the most perfect
solution I can see now. YESSENCE!
The integration of UCP with
the gnostic awareness tradition
should enhance the ALL hugely!
That's a very nice
full circle session
on many levels . . .
from the particular
to the universal!
1:23 WAY COOL!
1:30, 1:47, 1:59, 2:01
edits and formats
= 2:40 total time
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
/
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
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==========================================================================
KP2006JAN29
NOW:
10:41 Interested. Exploring things. Went to CSS meeting yesterday.
Center for Sacred Sciences. Listened to Joel's lecture. Met people.
30 or 40 people were there. Mostly well dressed, polite, intelligent.
Met one friend there. Went out with him, his mentor and 3 others.
Had a very interesting discussion. His mentor did Scientology and
got a lot of good from it. I like her. Lots of UCP interest and posts
lately. Way Cool! That's very interesting and I enjoy my time spent
on it enormously. Financial crises rapidly getting worse, even with
surprise miracle cash in lately from ucpeons and other.
I owe $300 that was due jan 1, and another $200 due on feb 1,
for my POB, in addition to phone, etc. I don't know WHAT to do
about that. I thought I had a good shot at a domestic remodel
job this week, but the job got cancelled.
I see that I have a problem: the bills are coming due or are overdue already.
So I solve that problem with a PLAN, based on my Thoughts. This solves the
[mental] problem for me temporarily: it's already handled in my universe. This
allows me to stay calm and keep working on what I like/want to do. However,
when I make an Error, and my Plan won't work becauses of changes or
missperceptions. Then I'm back to "NOT AGAIN!" or "NOT STILL!" OH SHIT!
My mental problem is back because my solution didn't work.
Some people wouldn't have the mental problem at all, because they
just don't think about what is happening.
various possible comparisions
I could be making float bye . . .
Comparing S*ELF to BODY?
revolve around it: food, sex, getting money to afford those,
etc. Even talking with others, which CAN be done telepathically,
is done with bodies and mostly concerns the problems of bodies.
Yes, I do have an enormous drive to Understand both my universe
and the physical universe itself. But much of that drive is to keep
my body alive, and hexperiencing as pleasant a life as possible.
I'm not sure what I'd do
Even if I could talk telepathically to others, what would I say?
What would my purposes be?
rereading session so far . . .
I see that I WANT to get up to GAMES!
I LIKE playing games. I LOVE TO WIN!
I don't
I can't really imagine being higher than games.
I just want to win!
I don't really see how you can have GAMES
without bodies. You need something to
ASSOCIATE yourself with to PLAY. You
need a piece in the game!
inseparably IDENTIFIED with it, but I DO
NEED a body to play the sex-food-love-
family-body-PERSON games.
That's better than TV! In fact, TV is a
part of that game,
a body to watch tv! Well, maybe not,
but if you can watch tv without a body,
you can watch anything you want direct.
No need for a tv then, except for viewing
mvies: deliberate creations of the mind,
rendered visible through hollywood magic.
I SEE that my main goal or effort is something
like to understand what is happening, so I and
my friends can live sanely and happily. It has
to do with PLAYING with others. I see that
this is a substitute in some way for playing
with myself: my universe is not complete
without other people in it sharing it.
Am I turning to others to distract me
from some dissatisfaction with myself?
It's a bit scary to me to try to imagine
being above games. I just want to
PLAY them and WIN!
There's my intention: to be
a PLAYER and a WINNER!
That's who is MOST REAL to me!
I *LOVE* PLAYING!
I *LOVE* WINNING!
That's when I feel most
really real about myself.
Of course, I also feel really
real about mself LOOKING
at that and SEEING what is.
Attention keeps going to the idea
that you create the physcial world
though your thought projections:
yogi's able to manifest their body
at whatever location they choose.
I really can't believe that
I could do that now. I can
imagine that I could believe
that, but even it's a stretch!
OK. So I was overwhelmed by hexperience,
and am playing a game to acquire knowledge
and understanding and relationships with others.
the lower ASSOCIATION band. I'm Dramatizing a
HUGE GAME to makeover the entire collective
universe in my image. But I don't think it's
JUST ME. I imagine there is a whole team of
entities with this purpose, and I am doing
something quite critial for *US*. I think it's
because of acid and other psychedelics:
I think I was a lot of someone elses too!
I'm GLAD I'm dramatizing! It gives me
someone to compare myself too . . . and
too often I'm not living up to my standards.
On the other hand, it creates some powerful
schisms in my psyche. What is good for our
general understanding may leave me no phone.
This is that general problem again:
Taking care of "everybody" definitely
requires taking care of ME too!
When I leave myself out of the
equation, I destroy my ability
to help others as well!
Of course if you get to the point
where you can create or uncreate
your own body, LIFE/FAMILY games
become superficial or even distracting.
Maybe the entire physical universe is
the solution to not creating myself?
I felt so good on my last fast at the end,
I wanted to keep going for another week
or so, because I felt SO GOOD. I felt-
self sufficient, as though my body was
doing well and didn't need anthing.
But I was getting low level threats
and decided to take my win then.
I thought about that yogi
who neither eats or drinks.
I felt attracted to that picture
and wanted to move toward it.
But I went back to eating instead.
12:29
Well, I plan to do more fasting!
NOW I *AM* DOING UCP TOO!
12:33 still heavy, sleepy
12:34 came out of that
back to the problem of whether
I should go to town today to
volunteer at the food place,
and get fed really well, and
probably take food home . . .
or pay the phone bill instead.
I have a quarter tank of gas,
which is one + trips to town,
but not two trips. Phone bill
is due tomorrow, but I have
over a month before they
threaten to turn it off.
My picture of the tone scale is: true
upper half reflected in false lower half.
Now I'm thinking
the top half is probably
a lower reflection of
what's at the top:
That the whole goal
is to get off the chart:
to be at no tone at all?
To not be constricted or
limited by the physical?
AT ALL?
The eastern religions
are certainly concerned
with the subject of UCP,
which is consciousness.
They SEEM [to my very limited
hexperience or understanding]
to try to step OFF the chart,
directly into kNOwingless!
UCP is a stairway with clearly
marked floors on it, which will
take you all the way up to
universal non-duality . . . but
NOT all the way to tone 40
because UCP uses comparing,
which is difficult in non-duality.
On the other hand, few people
make the flying leap directly into
into non-dual eternity with their
very first step! Even in the
gnostic traditions, many people
meditate 20 or 30 years just
to get their mind to be quiet.
THEN they can get to
THE *REAL* WORK!
UCP QUIETS THE MIND!
FRANK DEMONSTRATED!
UCP has predictable and
understandable progress
through well identified
and universal stages.
I'm guessing UCP won't
launch you into the next
universe all by itself: but
UCP probably *IS* the 12
lane spaceport runway.
You can fly into orbit
with UCP in less time
than the direct vertical
launch rocket takes to
count down to blast-off
or fLaming melt down.
Once you are in orbit,
you have to step out of
your vehicle into space,
no matter how you
got yourself there.
I'm an inch closer now!
1:20
PS: Decided to take the phone money
to buy gas, go to town, eat, volunteer,
and then go hear Joel lecture in town
tonight . . . very close to where I dine.
That ties my whole jumble together,
and solves it with the most perfect
solution I can see now. YESSENCE!
The integration of UCP with
the gnostic awareness tradition
should enhance the ALL hugely!
That's a very nice
full circle session
on many levels . . .
from the particular
to the universal!
1:23 WAY COOL!
1:30, 1:47, 1:59, 2:01
edits and formats
= 2:40 total time
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
/
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
