Tuesday, March 21, 2006
KP2006MAR21
KP2006MAR21
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KP2006MAR21
12:21 NOW
Not sure what to do now.
Last week has been a bit
of a nightmare with pain.
Neck/back still has a few
kinks in it, getting some
twinges of pain, but it's
not steady and the nausea
has turned off. Still wet
and muddy. My friend's
son is dying because he
won't zap regularly, which
is the only thing I've seen
rapidly improve his health.
[yawn] Reading lots of news lately.
It looks like the Rothschilds are firmly
set on Albert Pike's Third World War
for global depopulation and slavery.
[yawn] 12:31 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
What to do about that is a major question.
[yawn] I'm trying to keep my own head
above water the best I can. Just getting
out of pain again has been my top priority
for the last week or so. [yawn] That was
really scary and overwhelming for a while.
[yawn] [yawn] Being in pain is a nightmare.
Physical pain is the most immediate, but the
pain of seeing people fail and die because they
are ignorant of what they need to do, or simply
refuse to do it because they don't feel like it now
is also hextremely depressing: suicides for friends!
[yawn] 12:38 [yawn] I can give them my viewpoint,
but I can't make anybody do what I think they should.
That of course brings me to doing what I think I should.
I feel like a squirrel caught in a landslide, going over the
cliff into the ocean. This doesn't look good at all! [yawn]
[yawn] The starting point is taking care of myself as best I
can in the hextant situation. [yawn] I had some setbacks,
[yawn] but I'm still working to move my scene forward.
12:51 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] Keep thinking about S. and
her son L. I need to inject my viewpoint again. It may not
do any good, but I don't want L dead because I didn't open
my mouth and say some true but unpopular things. I'd really
like to see him get a clue and start working to stay alive. It's
hard to talk to him ["What Ever!"] but his mom does listen.
1:05 PM I think I'd better take care of this first. 1:07
[Look for phone numbers, etc.]
1:33 Talked to her. She says he's doing really well right now,
and they got some new information on his illness. She wants
to talk again next week, right now they're into something new.
1:35 OK! He's IS doing better now!
I don't have to worry about that now!
If he gets worse again, she already
knows I want to talk about it with her.
1:39 That definitely improved MY situation.
I don't feel guilty for not doing something
about a condition which changed since I
last knew what it was. A GOOD CHANGE!
That's a good change, for a change!
[dog interruption and
hexcellent lunch to 2:29]
I've had lot of BAD changes lately . . .
[Reread: There was the SHIFT!]
Actually, I've had a FEW bad changes
lately, though even one is enough to
radically unbalance my life. Being in
24 hour pain is really hard to ignore.
However, I'm out of that again, and
I have new recall of what fixes that.
So I can get my attention back
on improving my situation now.
Well, actually it never came off that,
but I was annoyed that my scene
had regressed substantially while
I was trying to improve it. I feel
wronged or gypped or something
because I have to redo the same
thing just to get back to where
I was before my reversal. That
looks like wasted effort to me.
Maybe I can do without that
in the future. I'd rather not
go backwards, but if I do,
that really doesn't help.
[There was more session here,
but I forgot to save it in text
editor before transferring to
my posting program, which
froze my system and lost it.
That's WHY I work in text editor,
but I have to remember to save.]
I noticed that any attention of
"poor me" or "you incompentent"
or whatever steals my attention
from fixing my own situation now.
It resolved pretty nicely.
I won't try to recreate it.
I started to get really mad
about my crappy system
and software fucking up
yet again . . . but then I
decided not to because
really, MY ERROR did it.
No point in making
yet another Error
because of the
last one I made!
Time was about 1.75 hours
actually in session on me.
THANKS FOR READING!
O
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==========================================
KP2006MAR21
12:21 NOW
Not sure what to do now.
Last week has been a bit
of a nightmare with pain.
Neck/back still has a few
kinks in it, getting some
twinges of pain, but it's
not steady and the nausea
has turned off. Still wet
and muddy. My friend's
son is dying because he
won't zap regularly, which
is the only thing I've seen
rapidly improve his health.
[yawn] Reading lots of news lately.
It looks like the Rothschilds are firmly
set on Albert Pike's Third World War
for global depopulation and slavery.
[yawn] 12:31 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
What to do about that is a major question.
[yawn] I'm trying to keep my own head
above water the best I can. Just getting
out of pain again has been my top priority
for the last week or so. [yawn] That was
really scary and overwhelming for a while.
[yawn] [yawn] Being in pain is a nightmare.
Physical pain is the most immediate, but the
pain of seeing people fail and die because they
are ignorant of what they need to do, or simply
refuse to do it because they don't feel like it now
is also hextremely depressing: suicides for friends!
[yawn] 12:38 [yawn] I can give them my viewpoint,
but I can't make anybody do what I think they should.
That of course brings me to doing what I think I should.
I feel like a squirrel caught in a landslide, going over the
cliff into the ocean. This doesn't look good at all! [yawn]
[yawn] The starting point is taking care of myself as best I
can in the hextant situation. [yawn] I had some setbacks,
[yawn] but I'm still working to move my scene forward.
12:51 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] Keep thinking about S. and
her son L. I need to inject my viewpoint again. It may not
do any good, but I don't want L dead because I didn't open
my mouth and say some true but unpopular things. I'd really
like to see him get a clue and start working to stay alive. It's
hard to talk to him ["What Ever!"] but his mom does listen.
1:05 PM I think I'd better take care of this first. 1:07
[Look for phone numbers, etc.]
1:33 Talked to her. She says he's doing really well right now,
and they got some new information on his illness. She wants
to talk again next week, right now they're into something new.
1:35 OK! He's IS doing better now!
I don't have to worry about that now!
If he gets worse again, she already
knows I want to talk about it with her.
1:39 That definitely improved MY situation.
I don't feel guilty for not doing something
about a condition which changed since I
last knew what it was. A GOOD CHANGE!
That's a good change, for a change!
[dog interruption and
hexcellent lunch to 2:29]
I've had lot of BAD changes lately . . .
[Reread: There was the SHIFT!]
Actually, I've had a FEW bad changes
lately, though even one is enough to
radically unbalance my life. Being in
24 hour pain is really hard to ignore.
However, I'm out of that again, and
I have new recall of what fixes that.
So I can get my attention back
on improving my situation now.
Well, actually it never came off that,
but I was annoyed that my scene
had regressed substantially while
I was trying to improve it. I feel
wronged or gypped or something
because I have to redo the same
thing just to get back to where
I was before my reversal. That
looks like wasted effort to me.
Maybe I can do without that
in the future. I'd rather not
go backwards, but if I do,
that really doesn't help.
[There was more session here,
but I forgot to save it in text
editor before transferring to
my posting program, which
froze my system and lost it.
That's WHY I work in text editor,
but I have to remember to save.]
I noticed that any attention of
"poor me" or "you incompentent"
or whatever steals my attention
from fixing my own situation now.
It resolved pretty nicely.
I won't try to recreate it.
I started to get really mad
about my crappy system
and software fucking up
yet again . . . but then I
decided not to because
really, MY ERROR did it.
No point in making
yet another Error
because of the
last one I made!
Time was about 1.75 hours
actually in session on me.
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO PRESENT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UNIVERSITY OF CONSCIOUSNESS!
YOU CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
IF I already helped you, and
YOU WISH to aid my actions:
$end $ to KP@net-prophet.net
via paypal.com and *DO* UCP!
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