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Re: KP2006MAR06
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KONCHOK.PENDAY wrote:
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>> KP2006MAR06
>> 9:30 NOW
>> Still in mild pain from my fingertip.
>> Took aspirin to sleep again. Feel
>> stupid that one second of stupidity
>> has messed up my ability to work.
>> I would rather be working today.
>> I need the money, but at least my
>> current bills are paid right now.
>> So at least I'm using this time
>> to do a session. I changed my
>> routine today. I haven't logged
>> on and downloaded any politics
>> or news today. I decided I should
>> put my own universe first. Sessions
>> need blocks of uninterrupted time.
>> Better to do those first. Reading
>> can fill in odd blocks of time fine.
i-tal@sbcglobal.net:
>KP -
>
>Your recent session posts have been very
>upbeat and I meant to comment on this before.
Way Cool!
>You sound much happier in general - it's obvious to
>others I would think and obvious to you as well - Excellent!
It's obvious to me!
I wasn't sure if it
was to others too.
Simply shIFting my attention from
my barriers to my freedoms made
an amazing silent seamless SHIFT!
I feel stupid that I sat at Disagreement
and Interference for so long, WASTING
my own hexcellent advice to *DO* UCP!
But enough feeling stupid, I've got
too many other things to do now.
>Pain in the fingertip - YOW - I can relate. One of the stupidest tricks
>I ever pulled was to slice my fingertips wide open - and I mean gaping
>wide open - one of them to the bone - with a wicked razor sharp box
>opener when I was working in the shipping/receiving department of a
>bearings distributor - Ouch, Ouch, Ouch. Damn, lots of nerves in
>fingertips, eh?
Yessence! :-(
>Now, just last few weeks, out of the clear blue, I seem to have picked
>up this strange skin condition - only on my fingers - and it's
>progressed to where the skin is thin and blistered and cracking into
>open bleeding sores. Didn't bother me a great deal until my fingertips
>started cracking open and bleeding - but since then it's been a
>constant drag on my attention and mood level - not to mention my
>abilities to do damn near anything. Hands, especially fingertips, I've
>found are crucial tools in life - LOL.
Yes.
It sounds like you've got an infection,
possibly viral, fungal, etc. H2O2 is my
workhorse for anything like that. Soak
in 3%. Urine is fantastic for regrowing
tissue, but not very good for killing off
whatever is infecting you. Hydrogen
PerOxide is the best for that. It kills
the harmful anaerobic bacteria, leaving
the beneficial stuff intact. Electro-
acupuncture can't hurt and might help
quite a bit if you have a machine.
Since I started agressively using peroxide
on my mouth, my falling-out teeth started
tightening up! I can chew on both sides
again! My osteopath explained anaerobic
bacteria secrete formaldehyde and other
noxious compounds which erode tissue.
THAT'S WHY THE GUMS RECEDE AND THE
BONE IS EATEN AWAY! If you kill off the
anaerobic bacteria, at least you have a
chance to heal. H2O2 IS *THE* KEY!
Teeth still wiggle, but they are tighter!
That's the FIRST *IMPROVEMENT* I've
seen in 40+ years of Peridontal Hell.
A brown mole near my nose turned
pink and shrank at the same time!
It's NOT Gone, but it *IS* Better!
It's been there for 40+ years!
I suspect it's related to the
infection in my mouth!
I cured my athletes foot with
ONE SOAK in 3% H202 after
many years of failure with
the commercial remedies.
Simple solutions are
the most effective!
3%, in this case!
>I *think* I acquired this crazy skin condition from handling plants. It
>appeared exactly about 24 hours after I'd handled a lot of soil that
>had been sitting in a bag exposed in my garage since early last summer.
Fertilizer? Poisons? Bacteria? Virus? Fungus? Parasites?
>You may disagree with this and think it's wrong to ignore what's going
>on in the world - the ever present spInsanity of politics, wars,
>religion, etc on the global front - but I've found that for me,
>ignoring it has improved my outlook/viewpoint/mood tremendously. I was
>riveted to the same kind of stuff you've been reading after the
>completely SPInsane crew of Rummy, Cheney and their dupe George W. Bush
>where re-elected.
I've moved in that direction lately.
I'm giving my own private universe
more priority and more attention.
I like the payoff so far. Where the
optimum balance is, I hope to find.
>I've been following words of wisdom from Wallace D. Wattles on
>spiritual laws and 'The Science of Getting Rich'.
>
>Here's an appropo quote - a big snip - from one of his articles about
>reasons to avoid reading and wasting attention on doom & gloom type
>stuff.
>
>*****
>by Wallace D. Wattles:
>
>Do not read religious books which tell you that the world is soon
>coming to an end; and do not read the writing of muck-rakers and
>pessimistic philosophers who tell you that it is going to the devil.
>
>The world is not going to the devil; it is going to God.
>
>It is wonderful Becoming.
>
>True, there may be a good many things in existing conditions which are
>disagreeable; but what is the use of studying them when they are
>certainly passing away, and when the study of them only tends to check
>their passing and keep them with us? Why give time and attention to
>things which are being removed by evolutionary growth, when you can
>hasten their removal only by promoting the evolutionary growth as far
>as your part of it goes?
>
>No matter how horrible in seeming may be the conditions in certain
>countries, sections, or places, you waste your time and destroy your
>own chances by considering them.
>
>You should interest yourself in the world's becoming rich.
>
>Think of the riches the world is coming into, instead of the poverty it
>is growing out of; and bear in mind that the only way in which you can
>assist the world in growing rich is by growing rich yourself through
>the creative method--not the competitive one.
>
>Give your attention wholly to riches; ignore poverty.
>
>Whenever you think or speak of those who are poor, think and speak of
>them as those who are becoming rich; as those who are to be
>congratulated rather than pitied. Then they and others will catch the
>inspiration, and begin to search for the way out.
>
>Because I say that you are to give your whole time and mind and thought
>to riches, it does not follow that you are to be sordid or mean.
>
>To become really rich is the noblest aim you can have in life, for it
>includes everything else.
>
>On the competitive plane, the struggle to get rich is a Godless
>scramble for power over other men; but when we come into the creative
>mind, all this is changed.
>
>All that is possible in the way of greatness and soul unfoldment, of
>service and lofty endeavor, comes by way of getting rich; all is made
>possible by the use of things.
>
>If you lack for physical health, you will find that the attainment of
>it is conditional on your getting rich.
>
>Only those who are emancipated from financial worry, and who have the
>means to live a care-free existence and follow hygienic practices, can
>have and retain health.
>
>Moral and spiritual greatness is possible only to those who are above
>the competitive battle for existence; and only those who are becoming
>rich on the plane of creative thought are free from the degrading
>influences of competition.
>
>If your heart is set on domestic happiness, remember that love
>flourishes best where there is refinement, a high level of thought, and
>freedom from corrupting influences; and these are to be found only
>where riches are attained by the exercise of creative thought, without
>strife or rivalry.
>
>You can aim at nothing so great or noble, I repeat, as to become rich;
>and you must fix your attention upon your mental picture of riches, to
>the exclusion of all that may tend to dim or obscure the vision.
>
>You must learn to see the underlying TRUTH in all things; you must see
>beneath all seemingly wrong conditions the Great One Life ever moving
>forward toward fuller expression and more complete happiness.
>
>It is the truth that there is no such thing as poverty; that there is
>only wealth.
>*****
Some hexcellent viewpoints!
>> 9:39 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
>> Not sure what to look at. It's
>> hard to get my attention off
>> the pain. It's not intolerable,
>> it's just uncomfortable and
>> limiting and makes me feel
>> stupid. [yawn] One careless
>> moment can have hextremely
>> regretable consequences!
>>
>> Felt like this before?
>>
>> Sure. 1993, smashed my index
>> finger bad with a hammer on a
>> nightmare job. It was either
>> quit the job, which was paying
>> me $5,000 a month take home,
>> or keep working in pain. I kept
>> working. It was a real bitch and
>> took many weeks to heal. [yawn]
>>
>> 9:51 [yawn] Compare. [yawn]
>> It's certainly a WASTE in both
>> situations. I have a big taped
>> up mess on the end of my finger
>> that hurts, has blood leaking
>> under it, and I don't want to
>> open up and look at. YUK!
>>
>> This injury is somewhat less
>> painful, unless I bump it the
>> wrong way. Then it's *OUCH!*
>>
>> It's one area of my life I would
>> much prefer NOT to have any
>> attention on. Of course, this
>> was caused by NOT paying
>> enough attention to what I
>> was doing while I did it.
>>
>> That's true for both injuries:
>> they were easily preventable.
>>
>> 10:06 Neither of these were
>> inevitable. Both were caused
>> by my own negligence, and had
>> very painful consequences.
>>
>> [yawn] [yawn]
>> Feel stupid and stopped.
>> I did it to myself, and now
>> I have a painful liability to
>> take care of. [yawn]
>>
>> I guess it's the WASTE
>> I object to. It makes me
>> feel sick on other flows too.
>>
>> [yawn] When I try to help
>> someone else, and they just
>> CAN'T accept help, but INSIST
>> on stupid unnecessary WASTE:
>> That's discouraging all around!
>>
>> [yawn] For a few days, I was
>> blissing pretty good there, and
>> "things" were going well in my
>> physical universe too! Then I
>> hit my own Error and it's ugly
>> consequences. I feel like I'm
>> trapped in a world of Waste,
>> and Hurting! I was briefly out,
>> but Error crashed me back to
>> Pain. [yawn] [yawn] 10:29
>>
>> [yawn] Not sure what to look at.
>>
>> [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
>>
>> 10:38 I feel like I should be focusing
>> on something, but my attention keeps
>> bouncing off or out of things. Maybe
>> FOCUS is part of the problem: narrowing
>> the scope of my attention to those things
>> I am interested in. [yawn] Maybe that's
>> what allowed me to ignore ambient danger
>> until it bit me hard, and set me WAY BACK.
>>
>> 10:47 [yawn] I begin to see Captain Frank's
>> attitude that the entire tone scale is drama.
>> I wanted to get up to the "GOOD" tones, but
>> now I'm starting to see that even Aesthetics
>> is based on a focus of attention on things you
>> like or understand. Everwhere below Error, you
>> are living with the S'Word of Damocles dangling
>> over your head, always threatening your bliss.
>>
>> 10:51
>>
>> Anywhere but the very top of the mountain,
>> a boulder can fall on your head at any time!
>LOL - now that's a quote I think I'll rip off from you and maybe use as
>one in one of my email signatures!
Please Do!
Even at the top of the mountain, you are still a
sitting duck for meteors and space junk, but
happily, they are much rarer than boulders!
>> On the other hand, I see that with every
>> eliminated Error, things in general flow
>> faster and smoother, and my ability to
>> recover from Errors is enhanced. [yawn]
>>
>> I DID fuck up. On the other hand,
>> I have been doing pretty good at
>> recovering from that Error so far.
>>
>> It's just as much an Error to
>> focus only on my Errors as
>> it is to make them inititally.
>>
>> I need to remain aware of the
>> progress I am making too!
>> And keep making it!
>Remain aware of the progress you are making. Yes, yes - I think this is
>key - probably THE KEY - only I have a very hard time following it and
>still tend to have a problem keeping my attention from sticking on my
>errors even once I have esposed those errors to myself and made myself
>fully aware of the consequences.
When I get rid of an Error, I often
find another hiding right behind it.
>> [yawn]
>> Error is a Liability and creates loss.
>> It's also an opportunity to rectify:
>> to eliminate that from my future.
>>
>> [yawn] 11:01
>>
>> I guess the key is not to get all your
>> attention wrapped up in the Error,
>> but keep your eyes on the prize,
>> while eliminating Errors to help
>> get there as fast as possible.
>Yes, Yes, a thousand times YES!!!!! Keep your eyes and attention on the
>prize/goal/want while eliminating errors.
To the hextent I work it,
it seems to be working!
>> [yawn] 11:05 reread 11:11
>It's great to see you posting your sessions and that things have been
>going your way more and more lately.
Thanks!
It's been a huge relief to me not
having that asshole constantly
Disagreeing with me and
Interfering with my life
by focusing attention
on all my problems,
not my solutions.
Who cares if the glass is
half empty or half full?
You HAVE a glass!
NOW FILL IT UP!
DRINK IT ALL!
FILL IT AGAIN!
REPEAT AS
DESIRED!
>I'm sure this setback with the cut in your finger will pass relatively
>quickly, especially if you don't throw up too much resistance to it -
>let it be, let it heal, get on with life. Easy for me to say, eh? ;-)
You've already lived through worse than this!
The worst is not the pain or inability, but the
knowledge that I could have easily prevented
the injury by being very slightly more careful.
Your advice is good. I follow it as best I can.
>I'm hoping my skin condition will clear up soon too and that my
>fingertips will no longer be marred with open/bloody sores.
Me too!
Healing to all our fingers!
And the sElves they serve!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
O
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DATE: 6 Mar 2006 15:11 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: KP2006MAR06
POSTER: i-tal@sbcglobal.net
REPLY TO: alt.ucp
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KONCHOK.PENDAY wrote:
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>> KP2006MAR06
>> 9:30 NOW
>> Still in mild pain from my fingertip.
>> Took aspirin to sleep again. Feel
>> stupid that one second of stupidity
>> has messed up my ability to work.
>> I would rather be working today.
>> I need the money, but at least my
>> current bills are paid right now.
>> So at least I'm using this time
>> to do a session. I changed my
>> routine today. I haven't logged
>> on and downloaded any politics
>> or news today. I decided I should
>> put my own universe first. Sessions
>> need blocks of uninterrupted time.
>> Better to do those first. Reading
>> can fill in odd blocks of time fine.
i-tal@sbcglobal.net:
>KP -
>
>Your recent session posts have been very
>upbeat and I meant to comment on this before.
Way Cool!
>You sound much happier in general - it's obvious to
>others I would think and obvious to you as well - Excellent!
It's obvious to me!
I wasn't sure if it
was to others too.
Simply shIFting my attention from
my barriers to my freedoms made
an amazing silent seamless SHIFT!
I feel stupid that I sat at Disagreement
and Interference for so long, WASTING
my own hexcellent advice to *DO* UCP!
But enough feeling stupid, I've got
too many other things to do now.
>Pain in the fingertip - YOW - I can relate. One of the stupidest tricks
>I ever pulled was to slice my fingertips wide open - and I mean gaping
>wide open - one of them to the bone - with a wicked razor sharp box
>opener when I was working in the shipping/receiving department of a
>bearings distributor - Ouch, Ouch, Ouch. Damn, lots of nerves in
>fingertips, eh?
Yessence! :-(
>Now, just last few weeks, out of the clear blue, I seem to have picked
>up this strange skin condition - only on my fingers - and it's
>progressed to where the skin is thin and blistered and cracking into
>open bleeding sores. Didn't bother me a great deal until my fingertips
>started cracking open and bleeding - but since then it's been a
>constant drag on my attention and mood level - not to mention my
>abilities to do damn near anything. Hands, especially fingertips, I've
>found are crucial tools in life - LOL.
Yes.
It sounds like you've got an infection,
possibly viral, fungal, etc. H2O2 is my
workhorse for anything like that. Soak
in 3%. Urine is fantastic for regrowing
tissue, but not very good for killing off
whatever is infecting you. Hydrogen
PerOxide is the best for that. It kills
the harmful anaerobic bacteria, leaving
the beneficial stuff intact. Electro-
acupuncture can't hurt and might help
quite a bit if you have a machine.
Since I started agressively using peroxide
on my mouth, my falling-out teeth started
tightening up! I can chew on both sides
again! My osteopath explained anaerobic
bacteria secrete formaldehyde and other
noxious compounds which erode tissue.
THAT'S WHY THE GUMS RECEDE AND THE
BONE IS EATEN AWAY! If you kill off the
anaerobic bacteria, at least you have a
chance to heal. H2O2 IS *THE* KEY!
Teeth still wiggle, but they are tighter!
That's the FIRST *IMPROVEMENT* I've
seen in 40+ years of Peridontal Hell.
A brown mole near my nose turned
pink and shrank at the same time!
It's NOT Gone, but it *IS* Better!
It's been there for 40+ years!
I suspect it's related to the
infection in my mouth!
I cured my athletes foot with
ONE SOAK in 3% H202 after
many years of failure with
the commercial remedies.
Simple solutions are
the most effective!
3%, in this case!
>I *think* I acquired this crazy skin condition from handling plants. It
>appeared exactly about 24 hours after I'd handled a lot of soil that
>had been sitting in a bag exposed in my garage since early last summer.
Fertilizer? Poisons? Bacteria? Virus? Fungus? Parasites?
>You may disagree with this and think it's wrong to ignore what's going
>on in the world - the ever present spInsanity of politics, wars,
>religion, etc on the global front - but I've found that for me,
>ignoring it has improved my outlook/viewpoint/mood tremendously. I was
>riveted to the same kind of stuff you've been reading after the
>completely SPInsane crew of Rummy, Cheney and their dupe George W. Bush
>where re-elected.
I've moved in that direction lately.
I'm giving my own private universe
more priority and more attention.
I like the payoff so far. Where the
optimum balance is, I hope to find.
>I've been following words of wisdom from Wallace D. Wattles on
>spiritual laws and 'The Science of Getting Rich'.
>
>Here's an appropo quote - a big snip - from one of his articles about
>reasons to avoid reading and wasting attention on doom & gloom type
>stuff.
>
>*****
>by Wallace D. Wattles:
>
>Do not read religious books which tell you that the world is soon
>coming to an end; and do not read the writing of muck-rakers and
>pessimistic philosophers who tell you that it is going to the devil.
>
>The world is not going to the devil; it is going to God.
>
>It is wonderful Becoming.
>
>True, there may be a good many things in existing conditions which are
>disagreeable; but what is the use of studying them when they are
>certainly passing away, and when the study of them only tends to check
>their passing and keep them with us? Why give time and attention to
>things which are being removed by evolutionary growth, when you can
>hasten their removal only by promoting the evolutionary growth as far
>as your part of it goes?
>
>No matter how horrible in seeming may be the conditions in certain
>countries, sections, or places, you waste your time and destroy your
>own chances by considering them.
>
>You should interest yourself in the world's becoming rich.
>
>Think of the riches the world is coming into, instead of the poverty it
>is growing out of; and bear in mind that the only way in which you can
>assist the world in growing rich is by growing rich yourself through
>the creative method--not the competitive one.
>
>Give your attention wholly to riches; ignore poverty.
>
>Whenever you think or speak of those who are poor, think and speak of
>them as those who are becoming rich; as those who are to be
>congratulated rather than pitied. Then they and others will catch the
>inspiration, and begin to search for the way out.
>
>Because I say that you are to give your whole time and mind and thought
>to riches, it does not follow that you are to be sordid or mean.
>
>To become really rich is the noblest aim you can have in life, for it
>includes everything else.
>
>On the competitive plane, the struggle to get rich is a Godless
>scramble for power over other men; but when we come into the creative
>mind, all this is changed.
>
>All that is possible in the way of greatness and soul unfoldment, of
>service and lofty endeavor, comes by way of getting rich; all is made
>possible by the use of things.
>
>If you lack for physical health, you will find that the attainment of
>it is conditional on your getting rich.
>
>Only those who are emancipated from financial worry, and who have the
>means to live a care-free existence and follow hygienic practices, can
>have and retain health.
>
>Moral and spiritual greatness is possible only to those who are above
>the competitive battle for existence; and only those who are becoming
>rich on the plane of creative thought are free from the degrading
>influences of competition.
>
>If your heart is set on domestic happiness, remember that love
>flourishes best where there is refinement, a high level of thought, and
>freedom from corrupting influences; and these are to be found only
>where riches are attained by the exercise of creative thought, without
>strife or rivalry.
>
>You can aim at nothing so great or noble, I repeat, as to become rich;
>and you must fix your attention upon your mental picture of riches, to
>the exclusion of all that may tend to dim or obscure the vision.
>
>You must learn to see the underlying TRUTH in all things; you must see
>beneath all seemingly wrong conditions the Great One Life ever moving
>forward toward fuller expression and more complete happiness.
>
>It is the truth that there is no such thing as poverty; that there is
>only wealth.
>*****
Some hexcellent viewpoints!
>> 9:39 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
>> Not sure what to look at. It's
>> hard to get my attention off
>> the pain. It's not intolerable,
>> it's just uncomfortable and
>> limiting and makes me feel
>> stupid. [yawn] One careless
>> moment can have hextremely
>> regretable consequences!
>>
>> Felt like this before?
>>
>> Sure. 1993, smashed my index
>> finger bad with a hammer on a
>> nightmare job. It was either
>> quit the job, which was paying
>> me $5,000 a month take home,
>> or keep working in pain. I kept
>> working. It was a real bitch and
>> took many weeks to heal. [yawn]
>>
>> 9:51 [yawn] Compare. [yawn]
>> It's certainly a WASTE in both
>> situations. I have a big taped
>> up mess on the end of my finger
>> that hurts, has blood leaking
>> under it, and I don't want to
>> open up and look at. YUK!
>>
>> This injury is somewhat less
>> painful, unless I bump it the
>> wrong way. Then it's *OUCH!*
>>
>> It's one area of my life I would
>> much prefer NOT to have any
>> attention on. Of course, this
>> was caused by NOT paying
>> enough attention to what I
>> was doing while I did it.
>>
>> That's true for both injuries:
>> they were easily preventable.
>>
>> 10:06 Neither of these were
>> inevitable. Both were caused
>> by my own negligence, and had
>> very painful consequences.
>>
>> [yawn] [yawn]
>> Feel stupid and stopped.
>> I did it to myself, and now
>> I have a painful liability to
>> take care of. [yawn]
>>
>> I guess it's the WASTE
>> I object to. It makes me
>> feel sick on other flows too.
>>
>> [yawn] When I try to help
>> someone else, and they just
>> CAN'T accept help, but INSIST
>> on stupid unnecessary WASTE:
>> That's discouraging all around!
>>
>> [yawn] For a few days, I was
>> blissing pretty good there, and
>> "things" were going well in my
>> physical universe too! Then I
>> hit my own Error and it's ugly
>> consequences. I feel like I'm
>> trapped in a world of Waste,
>> and Hurting! I was briefly out,
>> but Error crashed me back to
>> Pain. [yawn] [yawn] 10:29
>>
>> [yawn] Not sure what to look at.
>>
>> [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
>>
>> 10:38 I feel like I should be focusing
>> on something, but my attention keeps
>> bouncing off or out of things. Maybe
>> FOCUS is part of the problem: narrowing
>> the scope of my attention to those things
>> I am interested in. [yawn] Maybe that's
>> what allowed me to ignore ambient danger
>> until it bit me hard, and set me WAY BACK.
>>
>> 10:47 [yawn] I begin to see Captain Frank's
>> attitude that the entire tone scale is drama.
>> I wanted to get up to the "GOOD" tones, but
>> now I'm starting to see that even Aesthetics
>> is based on a focus of attention on things you
>> like or understand. Everwhere below Error, you
>> are living with the S'Word of Damocles dangling
>> over your head, always threatening your bliss.
>>
>> 10:51
>>
>> Anywhere but the very top of the mountain,
>> a boulder can fall on your head at any time!
>LOL - now that's a quote I think I'll rip off from you and maybe use as
>one in one of my email signatures!
Please Do!
Even at the top of the mountain, you are still a
sitting duck for meteors and space junk, but
happily, they are much rarer than boulders!
>> On the other hand, I see that with every
>> eliminated Error, things in general flow
>> faster and smoother, and my ability to
>> recover from Errors is enhanced. [yawn]
>>
>> I DID fuck up. On the other hand,
>> I have been doing pretty good at
>> recovering from that Error so far.
>>
>> It's just as much an Error to
>> focus only on my Errors as
>> it is to make them inititally.
>>
>> I need to remain aware of the
>> progress I am making too!
>> And keep making it!
>Remain aware of the progress you are making. Yes, yes - I think this is
>key - probably THE KEY - only I have a very hard time following it and
>still tend to have a problem keeping my attention from sticking on my
>errors even once I have esposed those errors to myself and made myself
>fully aware of the consequences.
When I get rid of an Error, I often
find another hiding right behind it.
>> [yawn]
>> Error is a Liability and creates loss.
>> It's also an opportunity to rectify:
>> to eliminate that from my future.
>>
>> [yawn] 11:01
>>
>> I guess the key is not to get all your
>> attention wrapped up in the Error,
>> but keep your eyes on the prize,
>> while eliminating Errors to help
>> get there as fast as possible.
>Yes, Yes, a thousand times YES!!!!! Keep your eyes and attention on the
>prize/goal/want while eliminating errors.
To the hextent I work it,
it seems to be working!
>> [yawn] 11:05 reread 11:11
>It's great to see you posting your sessions and that things have been
>going your way more and more lately.
Thanks!
It's been a huge relief to me not
having that asshole constantly
Disagreeing with me and
Interfering with my life
by focusing attention
on all my problems,
not my solutions.
Who cares if the glass is
half empty or half full?
You HAVE a glass!
NOW FILL IT UP!
DRINK IT ALL!
FILL IT AGAIN!
REPEAT AS
DESIRED!
>I'm sure this setback with the cut in your finger will pass relatively
>quickly, especially if you don't throw up too much resistance to it -
>let it be, let it heal, get on with life. Easy for me to say, eh? ;-)
You've already lived through worse than this!
The worst is not the pain or inability, but the
knowledge that I could have easily prevented
the injury by being very slightly more careful.
Your advice is good. I follow it as best I can.
>I'm hoping my skin condition will clear up soon too and that my
>fingertips will no longer be marred with open/bloody sores.
Me too!
Healing to all our fingers!
And the sElves they serve!
THANKS FOR WRITING!
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7:49 NOW
Cautiously optimistic.
Slept pretty well. One
aspirin got me thru the
nite OK. Finger trying
to throb a bit now, but
not bad. Some blood
on the keyboard: today
or yesterday? [system
crash: reboot] 8:01
[yawn]
[yawn] pause. not
sure what to look at.
[yawn] this is a new
thing with me. I used
to have my attention
so focused, and now
I feel somewhat
detached or exterior
to my thoughts.
I think about how I write:
going over the same article
again and again, maybe
hundreds of times for
something I'm really
involved in, hexamining
the subject more and
more closely. Somehow
that focus brings in the
context or background
much more hexplicitly,
especially replying to
someone else's post.
[yawn] 8:14
Hexaming a post very carefully
reveals the assumptions, denials,
implications and purposes of
the words themselves: the
context or background which
gives rise the the post and
determines WHAT it says.
In a funny way, focus on
a statement reveals the
background or context,
if you view it very closely.
[yawn] [yawn] What is
NOT SAID, ignored or
overlooked is critical too,
but you have to be familiar
with the context of the post
already to notice that aspect.
8:22 I see that's a large part
of what I write: I am familiar
with the background of the
subjects I write about, and
can fill in relevant facts that
are deliberately omitted by
others. That allows evaluation
of statements "in context".
[yawn] Without hexamining
the context of a statement:
including the speaker himself,
the subject, and his relation
to it, you can't understand
the statement itself fully.
8:31 I've been thinking about
composition and framing in
photography or art. A photo or
picture is framed or composed
or isolated from the background.
The aesthetics are involved in
framing one area of interest,
and considering it as itself.
This is a narrowing of attention.
to focus on something with
pleasing or harmonious balance.
[yawn] Or to focus on something
bad, ugly or evil, to make some
other point in some other context:
such as propaganda for genocide.
[yawn] 8:37 [yawn] [yawn]
In a way, any focus of attention
is evaluation and de facto control
or censorship of what is defocused.
This can be useful or damaging,
depending on the circumstances,
purposes, relationships, and so forth.
[yawn] And that utility or damage can
only be evaluated be hexamining the
context of the interraction: the part
can only be evaluated by the whole.
So it may be very useful to focus intently
on a very swall area, but you must remain
conscious of the background too, or you
can easily be led astray into wild Error.
8:47 A film, for instance, defines it's
own little world, and can be hexamined
as itself for internal consistency, plot,
character, image quality, acting, etc.
These are a quite valid. It can also be
evaluated in terms of who made it and
why: how does it relate to the society
at large. What purposes was it intended
to realize. Is it art, propaganda, or both?
Whose message is it . . . to who? What
are ALL it's REAL purposes and effects?
8:55 Until you see the whole picture,
you are really just LOST in the movie!
8:58 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] 9:05
[yawn] That LOST effect is quite likely
an intention of the movie: to allow you
to FORGET about YOUR life, to indulge
in a fantasy of being someone else
playing some novel [to you] games.
Of course, that is only one
of many possible purposes!
It's quite a focus now,
but this is only one of
many possible worlds!
9:15 WE CAN UPGRADE!
[reread] 9:20
I see that progressive evaluation
require putting the focused area
in larger and larger contexts.
Eventually you must compare
anything to everything: the
entire eternal? universe itself.
My life and my thoughts can
best be seen in a context of
life and thought themselves,
which can best been seen in
the context of the entire
universe of life, and non-life,
thought, and non-thought.
That stretches my envelope a bit:
I guess that's the general idea!
When your reality envelope ruptures,
it wasn't really a reality envelope, it
was just a false frame that couldn't
accomodate hexpanding understanding.
The film ended, the house lights came on, and
there you are sitting staring at the credits.
Time to reframe your life, hit the can, and
find your car out there somewhere.
You've got somewhere to go,
unless you are there already!
end @ 9:35 = about 1:45
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7:49 NOW
Cautiously optimistic.
Slept pretty well. One
aspirin got me thru the
nite OK. Finger trying
to throb a bit now, but
not bad. Some blood
on the keyboard: today
or yesterday? [system
crash: reboot] 8:01
[yawn]
[yawn] pause. not
sure what to look at.
[yawn] this is a new
thing with me. I used
to have my attention
so focused, and now
I feel somewhat
detached or exterior
to my thoughts.
I think about how I write:
going over the same article
again and again, maybe
hundreds of times for
something I'm really
involved in, hexamining
the subject more and
more closely. Somehow
that focus brings in the
context or background
much more hexplicitly,
especially replying to
someone else's post.
[yawn] 8:14
Hexaming a post very carefully
reveals the assumptions, denials,
implications and purposes of
the words themselves: the
context or background which
gives rise the the post and
determines WHAT it says.
In a funny way, focus on
a statement reveals the
background or context,
if you view it very closely.
[yawn] [yawn] What is
NOT SAID, ignored or
overlooked is critical too,
but you have to be familiar
with the context of the post
already to notice that aspect.
8:22 I see that's a large part
of what I write: I am familiar
with the background of the
subjects I write about, and
can fill in relevant facts that
are deliberately omitted by
others. That allows evaluation
of statements "in context".
[yawn] Without hexamining
the context of a statement:
including the speaker himself,
the subject, and his relation
to it, you can't understand
the statement itself fully.
8:31 I've been thinking about
composition and framing in
photography or art. A photo or
picture is framed or composed
or isolated from the background.
The aesthetics are involved in
framing one area of interest,
and considering it as itself.
This is a narrowing of attention.
to focus on something with
pleasing or harmonious balance.
[yawn] Or to focus on something
bad, ugly or evil, to make some
other point in some other context:
such as propaganda for genocide.
[yawn] 8:37 [yawn] [yawn]
In a way, any focus of attention
is evaluation and de facto control
or censorship of what is defocused.
This can be useful or damaging,
depending on the circumstances,
purposes, relationships, and so forth.
[yawn] And that utility or damage can
only be evaluated be hexamining the
context of the interraction: the part
can only be evaluated by the whole.
So it may be very useful to focus intently
on a very swall area, but you must remain
conscious of the background too, or you
can easily be led astray into wild Error.
8:47 A film, for instance, defines it's
own little world, and can be hexamined
as itself for internal consistency, plot,
character, image quality, acting, etc.
These are a quite valid. It can also be
evaluated in terms of who made it and
why: how does it relate to the society
at large. What purposes was it intended
to realize. Is it art, propaganda, or both?
Whose message is it . . . to who? What
are ALL it's REAL purposes and effects?
8:55 Until you see the whole picture,
you are really just LOST in the movie!
8:58 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] 9:05
[yawn] That LOST effect is quite likely
an intention of the movie: to allow you
to FORGET about YOUR life, to indulge
in a fantasy of being someone else
playing some novel [to you] games.
Of course, that is only one
of many possible purposes!
It's quite a focus now,
but this is only one of
many possible worlds!
9:15 WE CAN UPGRADE!
[reread] 9:20
I see that progressive evaluation
require putting the focused area
in larger and larger contexts.
Eventually you must compare
anything to everything: the
entire eternal? universe itself.
My life and my thoughts can
best be seen in a context of
life and thought themselves,
which can best been seen in
the context of the entire
universe of life, and non-life,
thought, and non-thought.
That stretches my envelope a bit:
I guess that's the general idea!
When your reality envelope ruptures,
it wasn't really a reality envelope, it
was just a false frame that couldn't
accomodate hexpanding understanding.
The film ended, the house lights came on, and
there you are sitting staring at the credits.
Time to reframe your life, hit the can, and
find your car out there somewhere.
You've got somewhere to go,
unless you are there already!
end @ 9:35 = about 1:45
THANKS FOR READING!
O
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