Tuesday, April 18, 2006
KP2006APL18
KP2006APL18
NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUPS: alt.ucp,alt.consciousness,alt.meditation,
alt.clearing.technology,alt.piritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology
=====================================
6:20 PM NOW
Feeling pretty good. A few hassles
and threats lately, but they seem to
be calming down. I hexpect them to
be resolved routinely. Fence job almost
done, but I have a couple of gates to do.
Fence turned out really nice. Still
reading a lot of politics every day.
Wondering if it is possible we
might NOT have a war with Iran.
That would be way cool, but our
owners are "dead set" on death.
Anyway, I've been fairly happy
with myself lately. I've gotten
a lot done, and fairly painlessly.
When I have to endure stupid
psychotic blather, I still hate
being polite and mutter under
my breath, but it doesn't stick
long. I mellow out soon after.
I feel like I am handling what
is presented now fairly well,
and have things in hand OK.
I'm worried a lot about the
future, which seems more
ominous to me, but also has
some wonderful possibilities.
6:32 interrupt 6:39
Really not sure what to look at.
I'm very interested in what's going on
now, both spinternally and hexternaly.
Very interested in the future.
Trying to make it better for
myself and whoever wants too.
Most of the time I am enjoying
what I am doing. Getting over
my constant Interference with
myself made a HUGE difference
in my life. Things seem SO much
easier for me now. What a relief!
6:47
The CSS has shown a complete
NO interest in discussing physics
or their world view, so two of my
three points of interest have waned.
On the other hand, those two areas
are periferal to their central focus on
meditation. I'm still quite impressed
with the awareness of many in their
congregation. I haven't gone to their
big meditations, which are in the
evening and are scheduling problems.
I could invest a bunch of time and get
involved in their mediation practice . . .
or I could as well do more ucp . . .
which has gotten me where I am,
and as Frank attests, will take me
much farther. I want to take the
whole trip . . . ooops, that gives
me second thoughts. Maybe I'd
rather find a comfortable or even
groovy tone level and stay there.
I'm afraid if I went up further,
I'd have to give up something
I really like that I have now.
However, looking back, there
isn't any tone I've been in I'd
rather have than my now, so
maybe that not a real danger.
7:01 OK. Where might you be.
[yawn] At the AZ retreat, with
clear title, a huge triple damages
award to finance the place, and
my lost friends gathered at last.
[yawn] started to lecture [yawn]
Now that's interesting. I notice
that I start to lecture fairly often,
even though there is no one here
but me. I love to lecture and I
crave an audience that is both
interested and able to duplicate
and understand me. I wish I knew
someone like me when I was young.
I've looked at this desire to lecture
informally, but it never came up in a
session before. [yawn] And I never
felt like I got a good fix on it. Partly
I think it's the natural desire to pass
on what you know before you die . . .
hopefully to someone who will retain,
use, and teach what is essential.
I've been hugely blessed by many
world class teachers, and I've
integrated much of what I
have learned so far.
I am still learning, and hope to
learn more faster as I grow.
But I feel there is an imbalance,
the foreground/background is
not [yawn] well integrated yet.
I get a real thrill from seeing
ucpeons posting their sessions
. . . coming up the tone scale.
I'd love to have a community
or tribe to teach what I know,
and learn what I can . . . a WE
that is bigger and more stable
than my [yawn] personal life.
[yawn] 7:20 [yawn] [yawn]
[yawn] [yawn] I'd love to
belong to a community which
shared a number of common
understandings of the universe,
which are now mostly missing
from the contemporary scene.
[yawn] [yawn] Physics and
world view, strangely enough,
are high on my list. Awareness
is too. I remain very interested
in Joel and the CSS for their forte.
I see elements of my ideal scene in
other organizations too. My desire
is to synthesize something new . . .
or maybe recreate something OLD.
[yawn] I don't have the space or
funding for a community now, but
I am building relationships and
acquiring knowledge toward it.
[yawn]
I know who I'd pick to start.
I know who I'd like for mates,
neighbors, coworkers, teachers
and mutual parents. If I want to
set the agenda, I have to provide
the place. I'm working on it, with
some of my trusted compatriots.
We seem to be making progress.
7:47 . . . stray thoughts . . .
lost focus on session
no sure what to look at.
I'm playing the games I
want to play. I have
setbacks, but I haven't
been forgetting what
game I'm playing lately.
That makes setbacks
much easier to take!
And shows you who
is playing your game.
I feel like I'm moving forward,
not only in my awareness, but
in my concrete physical stuff.
The pieces of my puzzle, which
lay all about me, are fitting into
place better and better. I was
looking for something else in
my desk drawer and found a
pair of glasses . . . with the
perfect size frames for my
best lenses, so I got rid of
my thrice-broken wrong
place frames and have
the new ones I forgot.
And the optical shop
swapped them for
me for free!
WAY COOL!
My body is feeling
better and younger too.
A year or two ago I felt
OLD, and just wanted to
sit in the sun till I died.
Now I'm back to working hard,
[not on a daily basis, to be sure]
and enjoying it. I *WANT* to play
racquetball again, and feel up to it.
8:00 Way Cool! I'm getting actual
subproducts in some vital areas.
I feel like a balloon which was tethered by
Interference, and when I cut that cord I
started to sail slowly upward. Way Cool!
8:13 reread, edit 8:23
= About 2.0 hours
Wow! Was it that long?
It seemed to go by quick!
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
To support my intention in action,
$end $ to KP@net-prophet.net
via paypal.com and *DO* UCP!
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NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUPS: alt.ucp,alt.consciousness,alt.meditation,
alt.clearing.technology,alt.piritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology
=====================================
6:20 PM NOW
Feeling pretty good. A few hassles
and threats lately, but they seem to
be calming down. I hexpect them to
be resolved routinely. Fence job almost
done, but I have a couple of gates to do.
Fence turned out really nice. Still
reading a lot of politics every day.
Wondering if it is possible we
might NOT have a war with Iran.
That would be way cool, but our
owners are "dead set" on death.
Anyway, I've been fairly happy
with myself lately. I've gotten
a lot done, and fairly painlessly.
When I have to endure stupid
psychotic blather, I still hate
being polite and mutter under
my breath, but it doesn't stick
long. I mellow out soon after.
I feel like I am handling what
is presented now fairly well,
and have things in hand OK.
I'm worried a lot about the
future, which seems more
ominous to me, but also has
some wonderful possibilities.
6:32 interrupt 6:39
Really not sure what to look at.
I'm very interested in what's going on
now, both spinternally and hexternaly.
Very interested in the future.
Trying to make it better for
myself and whoever wants too.
Most of the time I am enjoying
what I am doing. Getting over
my constant Interference with
myself made a HUGE difference
in my life. Things seem SO much
easier for me now. What a relief!
6:47
The CSS has shown a complete
NO interest in discussing physics
or their world view, so two of my
three points of interest have waned.
On the other hand, those two areas
are periferal to their central focus on
meditation. I'm still quite impressed
with the awareness of many in their
congregation. I haven't gone to their
big meditations, which are in the
evening and are scheduling problems.
I could invest a bunch of time and get
involved in their mediation practice . . .
or I could as well do more ucp . . .
which has gotten me where I am,
and as Frank attests, will take me
much farther. I want to take the
whole trip . . . ooops, that gives
me second thoughts. Maybe I'd
rather find a comfortable or even
groovy tone level and stay there.
I'm afraid if I went up further,
I'd have to give up something
I really like that I have now.
However, looking back, there
isn't any tone I've been in I'd
rather have than my now, so
maybe that not a real danger.
7:01 OK. Where might you be.
[yawn] At the AZ retreat, with
clear title, a huge triple damages
award to finance the place, and
my lost friends gathered at last.
[yawn] started to lecture [yawn]
Now that's interesting. I notice
that I start to lecture fairly often,
even though there is no one here
but me. I love to lecture and I
crave an audience that is both
interested and able to duplicate
and understand me. I wish I knew
someone like me when I was young.
I've looked at this desire to lecture
informally, but it never came up in a
session before. [yawn] And I never
felt like I got a good fix on it. Partly
I think it's the natural desire to pass
on what you know before you die . . .
hopefully to someone who will retain,
use, and teach what is essential.
I've been hugely blessed by many
world class teachers, and I've
integrated much of what I
have learned so far.
I am still learning, and hope to
learn more faster as I grow.
But I feel there is an imbalance,
the foreground/background is
not [yawn] well integrated yet.
I get a real thrill from seeing
ucpeons posting their sessions
. . . coming up the tone scale.
I'd love to have a community
or tribe to teach what I know,
and learn what I can . . . a WE
that is bigger and more stable
than my [yawn] personal life.
[yawn] 7:20 [yawn] [yawn]
[yawn] [yawn] I'd love to
belong to a community which
shared a number of common
understandings of the universe,
which are now mostly missing
from the contemporary scene.
[yawn] [yawn] Physics and
world view, strangely enough,
are high on my list. Awareness
is too. I remain very interested
in Joel and the CSS for their forte.
I see elements of my ideal scene in
other organizations too. My desire
is to synthesize something new . . .
or maybe recreate something OLD.
[yawn] I don't have the space or
funding for a community now, but
I am building relationships and
acquiring knowledge toward it.
[yawn]
I know who I'd pick to start.
I know who I'd like for mates,
neighbors, coworkers, teachers
and mutual parents. If I want to
set the agenda, I have to provide
the place. I'm working on it, with
some of my trusted compatriots.
We seem to be making progress.
7:47 . . . stray thoughts . . .
lost focus on session
no sure what to look at.
I'm playing the games I
want to play. I have
setbacks, but I haven't
been forgetting what
game I'm playing lately.
That makes setbacks
much easier to take!
And shows you who
is playing your game.
I feel like I'm moving forward,
not only in my awareness, but
in my concrete physical stuff.
The pieces of my puzzle, which
lay all about me, are fitting into
place better and better. I was
looking for something else in
my desk drawer and found a
pair of glasses . . . with the
perfect size frames for my
best lenses, so I got rid of
my thrice-broken wrong
place frames and have
the new ones I forgot.
And the optical shop
swapped them for
me for free!
WAY COOL!
My body is feeling
better and younger too.
A year or two ago I felt
OLD, and just wanted to
sit in the sun till I died.
Now I'm back to working hard,
[not on a daily basis, to be sure]
and enjoying it. I *WANT* to play
racquetball again, and feel up to it.
8:00 Way Cool! I'm getting actual
subproducts in some vital areas.
I feel like a balloon which was tethered by
Interference, and when I cut that cord I
started to sail slowly upward. Way Cool!
8:13 reread, edit 8:23
= About 2.0 hours
Wow! Was it that long?
It seemed to go by quick!
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
To support my intention in action,
$end $ to KP@net-prophet.net
via paypal.com and *DO* UCP!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
