Sunday, December 03, 2006
KP2006DEC03
KP2006DEC03
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KP2006DEC03
NOW 9:11
A bit of vertigo from
my huge shift in my
worldly status. Still
reeling quite a bit
and asking myself
what next? My old
plans are just about
impossible. How to
salvage something
from the mess?
It certainly sombered
me up. On the other
hand I have remained
relatively calm. I have
many ominous thoughts
and hexpectations, but
I'm not dramatizing them
with useless automatic
[re] action. My attention
goes to my compulsion
to Understand so I can
Predict and thus stay
alive and accomplish
my goals. 9:19
I spend many hours online
each day reading news and
analysis, trying to Understand
in order to Predict better.
This seems Very Important.
I don't have to make myself
do this, I have to tear myself
away. It seems like the most
useful and rational thing to do.
On the other hand, most of the
predictions are rather grim now.
We're drowning in a sea of lies
and blood, and we're still headed
down into the depths. The bright
side is more and more people see
at least some of that blood now,
especially if some of it's theirs.
9:26
The metaphor which comes back
is sitting on a 20' atoll watching
an 80' wave barrel straight to
you at forty miles and hour:
How do you spend your time?
Saying your prayers?
Hating the travel agent
who booked your tour.
Looking for a life jacket?
Praying for a miracle?
Running to the far side
of the island, to live
another minute?
Looking for a
surfboard
and a map?
Grooving on
the rush?
9:35
I'm a bit numb in that area.
I keep finding old plans that
can't happen as things are.
What to do?
I See that Unknow is
higher than Predict.
I keep trying to predict.
Actually I do predict all or
much of the time . . . it's
just that I make Errors too.
Prediction is so unreliable
so I try to fine tune it with
more data, more attention,
more detail, more comments
and opions. Intellectually, I
see your Predict can never
be perfect, because you
have so much Unknow.
So you naturally Predict Error.
Now you're really in a mess!
You're expecting Error . . .
and discover you're Right!
That squeaky wheel is
the one I'm spinning!
What's the solution?
Relax and get over it?
I've had many truely
amazing and miraculous
things happen to me,
many of which I didn't
even recognize and
thus greatly wasted.
A lot of bad shit too.
I'd predict more shit
on the way, but maybe
more holy miracles too!
I'm a bit subdued as one of
my most important options
is gone. On the other hand
I still want to live. I still want
to play. I want to see how it
all turns out, even if it's really
ghastly. Maybe something
good will happen too.
Whatever happens, I see that
optimizing my response to it
makes it much more tolerable.
It appears I have a lot
more optimizing to do.
9:56 = 45 Min = 0.75 Hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
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AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
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How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
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BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
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alt.clearing.technology,alt.spiritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology,
REPLY-TO: alt.ucp
=========================================
KP2006DEC03
NOW 9:11
A bit of vertigo from
my huge shift in my
worldly status. Still
reeling quite a bit
and asking myself
what next? My old
plans are just about
impossible. How to
salvage something
from the mess?
It certainly sombered
me up. On the other
hand I have remained
relatively calm. I have
many ominous thoughts
and hexpectations, but
I'm not dramatizing them
with useless automatic
[re] action. My attention
goes to my compulsion
to Understand so I can
Predict and thus stay
alive and accomplish
my goals. 9:19
I spend many hours online
each day reading news and
analysis, trying to Understand
in order to Predict better.
This seems Very Important.
I don't have to make myself
do this, I have to tear myself
away. It seems like the most
useful and rational thing to do.
On the other hand, most of the
predictions are rather grim now.
We're drowning in a sea of lies
and blood, and we're still headed
down into the depths. The bright
side is more and more people see
at least some of that blood now,
especially if some of it's theirs.
9:26
The metaphor which comes back
is sitting on a 20' atoll watching
an 80' wave barrel straight to
you at forty miles and hour:
How do you spend your time?
Saying your prayers?
Hating the travel agent
who booked your tour.
Looking for a life jacket?
Praying for a miracle?
Running to the far side
of the island, to live
another minute?
Looking for a
surfboard
and a map?
Grooving on
the rush?
9:35
I'm a bit numb in that area.
I keep finding old plans that
can't happen as things are.
What to do?
I See that Unknow is
higher than Predict.
I keep trying to predict.
Actually I do predict all or
much of the time . . . it's
just that I make Errors too.
Prediction is so unreliable
so I try to fine tune it with
more data, more attention,
more detail, more comments
and opions. Intellectually, I
see your Predict can never
be perfect, because you
have so much Unknow.
So you naturally Predict Error.
Now you're really in a mess!
You're expecting Error . . .
and discover you're Right!
That squeaky wheel is
the one I'm spinning!
What's the solution?
Relax and get over it?
I've had many truely
amazing and miraculous
things happen to me,
many of which I didn't
even recognize and
thus greatly wasted.
A lot of bad shit too.
I'd predict more shit
on the way, but maybe
more holy miracles too!
I'm a bit subdued as one of
my most important options
is gone. On the other hand
I still want to live. I still want
to play. I want to see how it
all turns out, even if it's really
ghastly. Maybe something
good will happen too.
Whatever happens, I see that
optimizing my response to it
makes it much more tolerable.
It appears I have a lot
more optimizing to do.
9:56 = 45 Min = 0.75 Hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
