Saturday, November 25, 2006
KP2006NOV25
KP2006NOV25
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REPLY-TO: alt.ucp
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KP2006NOV25
NOW 9:25PM
Been putting off a session,
wasting time, for days now.
Had been pretty busy for a
long time, then hit a flat spot.
Can't do what I want to, the
other stuff is OK for a while.
Financial situation not good,
though health and possessions
in pretty good shape right now.
Notice how immersed in, and the
huge effect of, Prediction on me.
Through bad contracts, criminal
members, and a senile lawyer,
we have lost our 760 acre
retreat in arizona. That's
a huge loss for me. That
was the only land I have
any claim to on this planet.
Adjusting to that has been a bitch.
There is some hope we may be
able to undo that. We're getting
another legal opinion this week.
That impacts [i.e. destroys] many
of my personal plans for my life.
I'm no longer a freeholder, I'm
just another landless peasant,
squatting in a bus behind a barn.
And my trusted neighbors are
landless squatters now too.
9:35
I see the changing Predictions quickly
change my attitude and hexpectation.
[yawn] [yawn]
That forces me to alter or cancel Plans.
It changes my Perception of Possibility.
[yawn] Other possibilities COULD arise to
replace them. I see that COULD happen,
but I don't see them. I see my huge given
that figures in so many of my fantasy/plans
has disappeared, and I have nothing to
replace it with. [yawn] I've been in Shock
or Numb on this for weeks now. I can't
operate mentally in that area right now.
On the other hand, it hasn't made me
psychotic. I haven't attacked myself
for letting it happen [as though I could
have prevented it]. I'm still working to
see what IS still possible. But I see that
I whipsaw when possibilities appear . . .
and often disappear in short order.
[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
I see that Prediction is driven by many
hexperiences I have lived through [yawn]
I NEVER want to repeat again. I'm trying
to screen those out. [yawn] [yawn]
I do see that what was unbearable about
them was often caused by my reaction to
them rather than the hextrinsics of the
situation. The *I*ntrinsic factor was usually
what converted a malleable situation into
a desperate nightmare for all concerned.
9:54PM [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] 10:00 pm
Most people are psychotics, and will act as
psychotically as you goad them to. If you
are compulsively goading them, because
you yourself are psychotic, it doesn't
work out well most of the time.
I gave it my best shot.
I gave it up.
I'm trying to resolve my conflict between:
My personal Ideal Scene for myself that
I should be Serene, Happy and unfazed
to matter what happens . . . and my
playing a game in the physical world,
where viability is a constant demand
and consequences cannot be ignored,
so Prediction becomes quite vital.
I guess the crux of it all is I VALUE
the physical world. My body, my
tools and possessions, my friends
and all the rest of it. I'd love to
have an actual civilization, with
sane citizen and playmates.
If you reject the physical world
to live only in your thoughts, it
might be easier to be serene.
If you value the world,
and wish to change it,
that puts you at the
effect of almost every
thing in the world.
I guess the integration of these is
to be happy that you are working
towards whatever you seek, and
keep on with that when your own
situation changes, or your current
perception of it changes. Your own
Purpose must remain senior to your
Error or you'll get sidetracked.
10:20 [yawn] I see that if you are
interiorized into the Prediction, each
Correction or Revision of Error slams
your viewpoint around mercilessly, but
if you are focued on your Purpose, you
will be glad to discard your Errors, as
appealing as their fantasies . . . were.
Forget about where you
thought you must be.
Live where you are now.
. . . Predictions and all!
10:31 [about an hour]
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
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KONCHOK PENDAY
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http://net-prophet.net/ = website
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FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
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ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
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INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
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ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
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NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUPS: alt.ucp,alt.consciousness,alt.meditation,
alt.clearing.technology,alt.spiritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology
REPLY-TO: alt.ucp
========================================
KP2006NOV25
NOW 9:25PM
Been putting off a session,
wasting time, for days now.
Had been pretty busy for a
long time, then hit a flat spot.
Can't do what I want to, the
other stuff is OK for a while.
Financial situation not good,
though health and possessions
in pretty good shape right now.
Notice how immersed in, and the
huge effect of, Prediction on me.
Through bad contracts, criminal
members, and a senile lawyer,
we have lost our 760 acre
retreat in arizona. That's
a huge loss for me. That
was the only land I have
any claim to on this planet.
Adjusting to that has been a bitch.
There is some hope we may be
able to undo that. We're getting
another legal opinion this week.
That impacts [i.e. destroys] many
of my personal plans for my life.
I'm no longer a freeholder, I'm
just another landless peasant,
squatting in a bus behind a barn.
And my trusted neighbors are
landless squatters now too.
9:35
I see the changing Predictions quickly
change my attitude and hexpectation.
[yawn] [yawn]
That forces me to alter or cancel Plans.
It changes my Perception of Possibility.
[yawn] Other possibilities COULD arise to
replace them. I see that COULD happen,
but I don't see them. I see my huge given
that figures in so many of my fantasy/plans
has disappeared, and I have nothing to
replace it with. [yawn] I've been in Shock
or Numb on this for weeks now. I can't
operate mentally in that area right now.
On the other hand, it hasn't made me
psychotic. I haven't attacked myself
for letting it happen [as though I could
have prevented it]. I'm still working to
see what IS still possible. But I see that
I whipsaw when possibilities appear . . .
and often disappear in short order.
[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
I see that Prediction is driven by many
hexperiences I have lived through [yawn]
I NEVER want to repeat again. I'm trying
to screen those out. [yawn] [yawn]
I do see that what was unbearable about
them was often caused by my reaction to
them rather than the hextrinsics of the
situation. The *I*ntrinsic factor was usually
what converted a malleable situation into
a desperate nightmare for all concerned.
9:54PM [yawn] [yawn] [yawn] 10:00 pm
Most people are psychotics, and will act as
psychotically as you goad them to. If you
are compulsively goading them, because
you yourself are psychotic, it doesn't
work out well most of the time.
I gave it my best shot.
I gave it up.
I'm trying to resolve my conflict between:
My personal Ideal Scene for myself that
I should be Serene, Happy and unfazed
to matter what happens . . . and my
playing a game in the physical world,
where viability is a constant demand
and consequences cannot be ignored,
so Prediction becomes quite vital.
I guess the crux of it all is I VALUE
the physical world. My body, my
tools and possessions, my friends
and all the rest of it. I'd love to
have an actual civilization, with
sane citizen and playmates.
If you reject the physical world
to live only in your thoughts, it
might be easier to be serene.
If you value the world,
and wish to change it,
that puts you at the
effect of almost every
thing in the world.
I guess the integration of these is
to be happy that you are working
towards whatever you seek, and
keep on with that when your own
situation changes, or your current
perception of it changes. Your own
Purpose must remain senior to your
Error or you'll get sidetracked.
10:20 [yawn] I see that if you are
interiorized into the Prediction, each
Correction or Revision of Error slams
your viewpoint around mercilessly, but
if you are focued on your Purpose, you
will be glad to discard your Errors, as
appealing as their fantasies . . . were.
Forget about where you
thought you must be.
Live where you are now.
. . . Predictions and all!
10:31 [about an hour]
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
