Tuesday, January 31, 2006
KP2006JAN31
KP2006JAN31
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KP2006JAN31
11:43 am
FRAZZLED!
Feel like it's all crashing in on me AGAIN!
Had such a wonderful session yesterday!
Then I couldn't post it! Still can't! Went
to hear Joel talk last nite. Enjoyed HIM
very much, but he's conned and confused
by the quantum mechanics. Tried to tell
him but he wasn't really interested. I will
try again at greater length perhaps.
He's very bright and very well read and
understands a lot. I'd LOVE to share
what I know with him about physics,
but he doesn't seem to be looking.
Feel attracted but not connected?
Couldn't connect last nite at all. Modem
went down to 19.2, and still failed. Fooled
with wires and stuff today. It now
connects at 19.2. What bullshit!
And terranews is still down.
Can't post at all.
Got 900+ spam
since last nite.
I feel hollow inside.
Head aches. Gray
blanket of futility
covers my feeble
attempts to
communicate.
phone wires phucked
teranews borked, as usual
xandros going out of business,
there goes my operating system!
I don't feel like I'm forging ahead
to victory, I feel like I'm being
swept over the falls, while
grabbing at leaves along
the way to slow down.
The good news is, I've got plenty
of leaves to munch if I get hungry
while I'm falling to my splashy death.
Felt Before?
April 1, 1993, when my landlords
broke into my apartment and stole
everything I owned while I was a
stuck on the mexican border as a
virtual prisoner of a cocaine addict
con artist thief who was supposed
to be getting my bus to run. That
was the beginning of a VERY LONG
NIGHTMARE ... I'M STILL STUCK IN!
I'm still living in a bus that doesn't run!
I still can't afford to fix it, or my computer.
The insane criminals are still destroying
my world: global and local. The only thing
they don't control is my personal thought.
But even then I have to put my attention
on their actions and consequences to me.
12:21
there are some differences:
it's a much nicer bus
I'm much saner
the suicides I depend on now
are not steal the stuff I've
been paying them to fix
Then, there was effectively
NO ONE I could talk to but
the psychopath who had
me firmly in his control.
I have a history of communication,
I just can't sustain it.
I feel like my intentions and communications
are STOPPED by the physical universe, and
often the counter-intentions of others too!
That bus never ran. This bus has run very
well for me, and can again with some cash.
Now there ARE people who would like to
hear from me, when my conditions permit.
The major difference between then and now
is then there was no one to communicate to.
There were no ucpeons. Now there are lots
of people out there playing my game I want
to talk to, but I have a bad connection. It's
slow at best, and often fails utterly.
STOP = NO MOTION is of course very
similar to any other stop = no motion.
but the background
context is MUCH different.
NOW THERE IS A GAME, WITH PLAYERS!
THEY KNOW WHAT THE GAME IS!
THEY KNOW THEY ARE PLAYING!
That's a vastly different playing field!
Now my game has real life of it's own
because others are creating it too!
I haven't posted in several days
but the threads are growing!
Captain Frank, who announced
his departure several days ago,
is now posting more than ever!
I don't feel like I am
back in that same ugly place again,
I'm just having a recurring problem
in a much difference place.
I don't have an understanding yet
with Joel, but I like him and he's
easy to talk to. I just need to
keep communicating to him
and those around him I like.
That I can do without the
net, as long as I have gas.
I could not have gotten
from where I was then
to my now just by
throwing cash at
my dead bus.
It might have helped,
but the present game
couldn't be bought.
Now I'm in a better situation:
what I need to connect me to
the game can simply be bought.
Money actually CAN solve that!
1:27
attention on something else
not sure what yet
thoughts about universal models
underlying physics, mckeon, etc.
I REALLY WOULD like to teach
what I know about physics and
UCP to Joel, the CSS-crew, etc.
They seem much more open
to new ideas and methods
than Unity, UU, SOM, etc,
where I tried and failed.
They don't have A teaching.
They look at ALL teachings
to COMPARE teachings and
methods to hextract the
UNIVERSAL!
WOW! THAT'S UCP!
================
JOEL IS A UNIVERSALLY
COMPARING PROPHET!
================
1:41 edit 2:02
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
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KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
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==========================================================================
KP2006JAN31
11:43 am
FRAZZLED!
Feel like it's all crashing in on me AGAIN!
Had such a wonderful session yesterday!
Then I couldn't post it! Still can't! Went
to hear Joel talk last nite. Enjoyed HIM
very much, but he's conned and confused
by the quantum mechanics. Tried to tell
him but he wasn't really interested. I will
try again at greater length perhaps.
He's very bright and very well read and
understands a lot. I'd LOVE to share
what I know with him about physics,
but he doesn't seem to be looking.
Feel attracted but not connected?
Couldn't connect last nite at all. Modem
went down to 19.2, and still failed. Fooled
with wires and stuff today. It now
connects at 19.2. What bullshit!
And terranews is still down.
Can't post at all.
Got 900+ spam
since last nite.
I feel hollow inside.
Head aches. Gray
blanket of futility
covers my feeble
attempts to
communicate.
phone wires phucked
teranews borked, as usual
xandros going out of business,
there goes my operating system!
I don't feel like I'm forging ahead
to victory, I feel like I'm being
swept over the falls, while
grabbing at leaves along
the way to slow down.
The good news is, I've got plenty
of leaves to munch if I get hungry
while I'm falling to my splashy death.
Felt Before?
April 1, 1993, when my landlords
broke into my apartment and stole
everything I owned while I was a
stuck on the mexican border as a
virtual prisoner of a cocaine addict
con artist thief who was supposed
to be getting my bus to run. That
was the beginning of a VERY LONG
NIGHTMARE ... I'M STILL STUCK IN!
I'm still living in a bus that doesn't run!
I still can't afford to fix it, or my computer.
The insane criminals are still destroying
my world: global and local. The only thing
they don't control is my personal thought.
But even then I have to put my attention
on their actions and consequences to me.
12:21
it's a much nicer bus
I'm much saner
the suicides I depend on now
are not steal the stuff I've
been paying them to fix
Then, there was effectively
NO ONE I could talk to but
the psychopath who had
me firmly in his control.
I have a history of communication,
I just can't sustain it.
I feel like my intentions and communications
are STOPPED by the physical universe, and
often the counter-intentions of others too!
That bus never ran. This bus has run very
well for me, and can again with some cash.
Now there ARE people who would like to
hear from me, when my conditions permit.
The major difference between then and now
is then there was no one to communicate to.
There were no ucpeons. Now there are lots
of people out there playing my game I want
to talk to, but I have a bad connection. It's
slow at best, and often fails utterly.
STOP = NO MOTION is of course very
similar to any other stop = no motion.
context is MUCH different.
NOW THERE IS A GAME, WITH PLAYERS!
THEY KNOW WHAT THE GAME IS!
THEY KNOW THEY ARE PLAYING!
That's a vastly different playing field!
Now my game has real life of it's own
because others are creating it too!
I haven't posted in several days
but the threads are growing!
Captain Frank, who announced
his departure several days ago,
is now posting more than ever!
back in that same ugly place again,
I'm just having a recurring problem
in a much difference place.
I don't have an understanding yet
with Joel, but I like him and he's
easy to talk to. I just need to
keep communicating to him
and those around him I like.
That I can do without the
net, as long as I have gas.
I could not have gotten
from where I was then
to my now just by
throwing cash at
my dead bus.
It might have helped,
but the present game
couldn't be bought.
Now I'm in a better situation:
what I need to connect me to
the game can simply be bought.
Money actually CAN solve that!
1:27
attention on something else
not sure what yet
thoughts about universal models
underlying physics, mckeon, etc.
I REALLY WOULD like to teach
what I know about physics and
UCP to Joel, the CSS-crew, etc.
They seem much more open
to new ideas and methods
than Unity, UU, SOM, etc,
where I tried and failed.
They don't have A teaching.
They look at ALL teachings
to COMPARE teachings and
methods to hextract the
UNIVERSAL!
WOW! THAT'S UCP!
================
JOEL IS A UNIVERSALLY
COMPARING PROPHET!
================
1:41 edit 2:02
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
