Monday, April 17, 2006
Re: 04.18.06
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DATE: Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:28:38 -0700
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: 04.18.06
POSTER: ucpalx
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On Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:28:38 -0700,
ucpalx wrote:
> UCP Report
>
> Did another VW session today. Wanted to reply to KP's post but then I
> thought that doing a session would better answer the questions that he
> was posting. I think that he wasn't posting them so much because he
> wanted to know but rather because he felt that I needed to look at those
> questions.
YES!
> In the session that I did, I was rambling quite a bit. Btw it was a 37
> minutes session. For some reason I thought it would be longer than that.
> It felt longer. My guess is that usually I am not trying to look at what
> is real and what isn't. So therefore I am not used to looking a real
> things for so long at a time. Therefore it seems as if more time was
> spend.
OK!
> Anyways I saw that I had a feeling of not being worthy. A feeling of
> being inferior which I was trying to compensate. I have been blogging to
> a danish site and the other day someone posted that I was egotistical,
> always thinking about myself and stuff like that. For some reason his
> comments bothered me. I pulled this up in session. Looked at it and left
> it.
OK!
> Later I asked what it is that I need to pretend. Not really a UCP
> question but it is similar to what KP asked me and since it popped up...
OK! Your attention was on it!
That's the best time to look!
> It popped up when I was asking myself why I feel that I need to control
> other people. Why do they have to think the same about some topics that
> I do? I noticed that I often took the opinion that other people were
> stupid. Then I looked at if I felt that I was stupid. Somewhere around
> here KP's question popped up. What do I need to pretend. I need to
> pretend that I am not stupid and so if I can feel that I am smarter than
> other people at least in some areas then I can pretend that I am not
> stupid.
OK!
> My conclusion is. So what if I am stupid? If I look at my life it
> certainly appears so. I haven't done anything that I would deem great.
> yet. Not that I can't still make it. howver, I was looking at my now.
> Even if I am stupid trying to control other people(they are stupid,
> after all), controlling other people, even if possible, is not going to
> change it. I have to realize the abilities that I might have and use
> those in my life.
OK!
> I have been so busy in my life pretending not to be something that I
> haven't been what I am. It has faded away. I believe that it part of why
> effort band is hard to go through.
You are EFFORTing to be some one or some
thing ELSE than what you have really become.
To SUBSTITUTE becomes the Solution to Failure.
>You are at the brink of seing the real you.
But are still Pretending
to be something ELSE.
>The things that you are good at you have to discover and start
> to rebuild.
YES!
> bye
>
> PS. My question to you KP was if you still accepted donations.
YESSENCE!
>I got the impression that you didn't want that anymore.
Sorry for hexpressing mysElf so badly!
>Either way is ok. However, I would like to donate 50 bucks to you.
Way Cool! See the end of my sig!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
O
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DATE: Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:28:38 -0700
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: 04.18.06
POSTER: ucpalx
REPLY-TO: alt.ucp
NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUPS: alt.ucp,alt.consciousness,alt.meditation,
alt.clearing.technology,alt.piritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology
=====================================
On Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:28:38 -0700,
ucpalx
> UCP Report
>
> Did another VW session today. Wanted to reply to KP's post but then I
> thought that doing a session would better answer the questions that he
> was posting. I think that he wasn't posting them so much because he
> wanted to know but rather because he felt that I needed to look at those
> questions.
YES!
> In the session that I did, I was rambling quite a bit. Btw it was a 37
> minutes session. For some reason I thought it would be longer than that.
> It felt longer. My guess is that usually I am not trying to look at what
> is real and what isn't. So therefore I am not used to looking a real
> things for so long at a time. Therefore it seems as if more time was
> spend.
OK!
> Anyways I saw that I had a feeling of not being worthy. A feeling of
> being inferior which I was trying to compensate. I have been blogging to
> a danish site and the other day someone posted that I was egotistical,
> always thinking about myself and stuff like that. For some reason his
> comments bothered me. I pulled this up in session. Looked at it and left
> it.
OK!
> Later I asked what it is that I need to pretend. Not really a UCP
> question but it is similar to what KP asked me and since it popped up...
OK! Your attention was on it!
That's the best time to look!
> It popped up when I was asking myself why I feel that I need to control
> other people. Why do they have to think the same about some topics that
> I do? I noticed that I often took the opinion that other people were
> stupid. Then I looked at if I felt that I was stupid. Somewhere around
> here KP's question popped up. What do I need to pretend. I need to
> pretend that I am not stupid and so if I can feel that I am smarter than
> other people at least in some areas then I can pretend that I am not
> stupid.
OK!
> My conclusion is. So what if I am stupid? If I look at my life it
> certainly appears so. I haven't done anything that I would deem great.
> yet. Not that I can't still make it. howver, I was looking at my now.
> Even if I am stupid trying to control other people(they are stupid,
> after all), controlling other people, even if possible, is not going to
> change it. I have to realize the abilities that I might have and use
> those in my life.
OK!
> I have been so busy in my life pretending not to be something that I
> haven't been what I am. It has faded away. I believe that it part of why
> effort band is hard to go through.
You are EFFORTing to be some one or some
thing ELSE than what you have really become.
To SUBSTITUTE becomes the Solution to Failure.
>You are at the brink of seing the real you.
But are still Pretending
to be something ELSE.
>The things that you are good at you have to discover and start
> to rebuild.
YES!
> bye
>
> PS. My question to you KP was if you still accepted donations.
YESSENCE!
>I got the impression that you didn't want that anymore.
Sorry for hexpressing mysElf so badly!
>Either way is ok. However, I would like to donate 50 bucks to you.
Way Cool! See the end of my sig!
THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
To support my intention in action,
$end $ to KP@net-prophet.net
via paypal.com and *DO* UCP!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((