Monday, December 11, 2006
KP2006DEC11
KP2006DEC11
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KP2006DEC11
NOW 6:32
Running scared lately.
Lots of bad news on so
many fronts at once.
Economic paralysis and
social isolation personally
in the social context of
much the same. I keep
seeing options disapear
that I was counting on.
Maybe other new ones
are opening up at the
same time, but I don't
see them yet. I see I
have choice about how
to respond to that, and
I'm trying to improve.
6:37 Maybe it's just me
but it's getting harder to
find work, or to stay legal
with insurance and address
and stuff like that. I see the
disasters arriving and staying
on all levels. The Iraqi disaster
IS my disaster. It's ALL of ours.
It impacts ALL of us. I'm so highly
marginal it affects me critically.
I'm not camping out by the river
yet, but I'm scarily close to it,
and my backups are evaporating.
I was focused on building a community
of people I loved who were improving
their situations. Now I'm isolated and
can contact my mates only rarely.
They must be devastated too, but
we are out of touch. I'm thinking
more about how to survive as me.
6:48 Prediction and Expectation
are all bound up in this. I WANT to
be part of a loving group for living,
but I've hardly even seen them. I
have been blessed with immersion
in several stunning hexceptions . . .
temporarily. When I have had it,
I haven't been able to keep it
together stably. So I have
stunning ideal scenes to
aspire to, and shocking
contrast with what IS.
That's where I am. 6:58
I haven't stopped trying to
work it out. I am looking
for solutions and options.
My stats are not good.
Mostly, things are worse.
But then I go back to my
inside world, and they are
not as bad as they were.
I'm still worried, even panicked.
I'm starting to get a perceptual
ball of pressure in my abdomen.
The feeling is "can't ignore this
much longer!" "It's gotta pop!"
Whether it's a boil or a baby,
you KNOW SOMETHING is
going to happen soon.
You might not know what it is,
but you KNOW is will pop soon.
It may be the bubble of illusion
on delusion or confusion, leaving
you with sharper vision of disaster.
Then I go back to All Prediction is
subject to Error, and how much
confidence do I have in what?
[yawn] 7:09 [yawn]
So I don't really KNOW what will happen.]
But I do know what is happening now.
[yawn] and I don't like the Predicitions
that keep floating up in my consciousness.
[yawn]
I can't say everything is worse.
I got a free two week pass at
the racquetball club. I played!
I'm way fat and short on breath,
but it started to come back a bit.
I even beat a thin young jock!
But more important, I confirmed
that I HAVE FIXED the crippling
20-year hip/sacrum injury that
was still hurting bad 5 years
ago when I last played! My
hips didn't bother me, and
my feet didn't get sore! My
skeleton is now doing much
better now than it was for
for about forty years. It's
older, but it better aligned
"Eternal" standing-wave
torture pain is gone!
I'm missing my second
free week because I
don't have gas to
go to town.
But at least I put
some of the time
in on a session.
I have several weeks
to earn some cash to
meet the new year.
And I'm in better
shape to work
than I was.
Physically, and probably mentally too.
7:24 [brief interruption] I see my
attitude has shifted a bit here.
I feel more like celebrating
what I [still] DO have, than
contemplating what I lost.
I still have web access.
I can still drink in all those
viewpoints from cyberspace.
It may not last, but I've lost
it before, and gotten it back.
I think about the Iraqis and
Palestinians weighing the
choice between enduring
the horror, or suicide
bombing as a martyr.
I'm glad that's
not my choice.
I have many more
options than them!
Let's see what
I CAN do with
MY options.
7:46 = about 1.25 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
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===================================
KP2006DEC11
NOW 6:32
Running scared lately.
Lots of bad news on so
many fronts at once.
Economic paralysis and
social isolation personally
in the social context of
much the same. I keep
seeing options disapear
that I was counting on.
Maybe other new ones
are opening up at the
same time, but I don't
see them yet. I see I
have choice about how
to respond to that, and
I'm trying to improve.
6:37 Maybe it's just me
but it's getting harder to
find work, or to stay legal
with insurance and address
and stuff like that. I see the
disasters arriving and staying
on all levels. The Iraqi disaster
IS my disaster. It's ALL of ours.
It impacts ALL of us. I'm so highly
marginal it affects me critically.
I'm not camping out by the river
yet, but I'm scarily close to it,
and my backups are evaporating.
I was focused on building a community
of people I loved who were improving
their situations. Now I'm isolated and
can contact my mates only rarely.
They must be devastated too, but
we are out of touch. I'm thinking
more about how to survive as me.
6:48 Prediction and Expectation
are all bound up in this. I WANT to
be part of a loving group for living,
but I've hardly even seen them. I
have been blessed with immersion
in several stunning hexceptions . . .
temporarily. When I have had it,
I haven't been able to keep it
together stably. So I have
stunning ideal scenes to
aspire to, and shocking
contrast with what IS.
That's where I am. 6:58
I haven't stopped trying to
work it out. I am looking
for solutions and options.
My stats are not good.
Mostly, things are worse.
But then I go back to my
inside world, and they are
not as bad as they were.
I'm still worried, even panicked.
I'm starting to get a perceptual
ball of pressure in my abdomen.
The feeling is "can't ignore this
much longer!" "It's gotta pop!"
Whether it's a boil or a baby,
you KNOW SOMETHING is
going to happen soon.
You might not know what it is,
but you KNOW is will pop soon.
It may be the bubble of illusion
on delusion or confusion, leaving
you with sharper vision of disaster.
Then I go back to All Prediction is
subject to Error, and how much
confidence do I have in what?
[yawn] 7:09 [yawn]
So I don't really KNOW what will happen.]
But I do know what is happening now.
[yawn] and I don't like the Predicitions
that keep floating up in my consciousness.
[yawn]
I can't say everything is worse.
I got a free two week pass at
the racquetball club. I played!
I'm way fat and short on breath,
but it started to come back a bit.
I even beat a thin young jock!
But more important, I confirmed
that I HAVE FIXED the crippling
20-year hip/sacrum injury that
was still hurting bad 5 years
ago when I last played! My
hips didn't bother me, and
my feet didn't get sore! My
skeleton is now doing much
better now than it was for
for about forty years. It's
older, but it better aligned
"Eternal" standing-wave
torture pain is gone!
I'm missing my second
free week because I
don't have gas to
go to town.
But at least I put
some of the time
in on a session.
I have several weeks
to earn some cash to
meet the new year.
And I'm in better
shape to work
than I was.
Physically, and probably mentally too.
7:24 [brief interruption] I see my
attitude has shifted a bit here.
I feel more like celebrating
what I [still] DO have, than
contemplating what I lost.
I still have web access.
I can still drink in all those
viewpoints from cyberspace.
It may not last, but I've lost
it before, and gotten it back.
I think about the Iraqis and
Palestinians weighing the
choice between enduring
the horror, or suicide
bombing as a martyr.
I'm glad that's
not my choice.
I have many more
options than them!
Let's see what
I CAN do with
MY options.
7:46 = about 1.25 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
