Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Re: session 27/01/06

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DATE: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: Re: session 27/01/06
POSTER: Brahmamurti
REPLY TO: alt.ucp

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On Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:34:56 -0800,
Brahmamurti wrote:

> Sal-OM Justin,
>
> Great session. Can really relate to so much of it.

YES!

Justin White wrote:
>> 27/01/06
>> 8.39pm
>>
>> Now- I am feeling apathetic and mostly quite lazy. I have got myself a
>> juicer and started using that. I wanted to go onto a totallya raw food
>> diet but I am too lazy now to prepare any meals other than simple
>> juices. Hey the juicer does the chewing for me! I have been designing a
>> layout of my microtonal scales for a honeycomb keyboard that is being
>> made for me. The maker tells me that it will posted (shipped) out next
>> week. There are certain things that a greater understanding of
>> mathematics would help me with. I have never been good with numbers
>> really. I wanted to sneak into a sold out outdoor concert yesterday but
>> could not find anyone to go with. One person had promised to go but
>> piked out at the last minute which I already knew was going to happen.
>> Franks statements re where he is at have made me question UCP and doubt
>> it's efficacy. It has helped me thus far That much is unquestionable
>> but still when someone who has got so far with something abandons it
>> makes me question it too.


Brahmamurti replies to Justin:
>It is not the first time it has happend. I can't figure out why but it
>seems that many who get above death at some point disconnect.


A lot of your own personal pressure and desperation
evaporates when you get up to zero. It has really nice
harmonics at 20 and 40! It's kind of an easy place to rest.
When you start hiking up again, you hit all the ugly tones
of apathy, grief, etc. Then if you get past them, you get
BORED and DISAGREEABLE! There are so many other
things to do and hexplore! Your are CONTENTED with
your sElf and your progress. Of course, NOW we have
Frank's hexample to compare oursElves to! IT WORKS!


>The last I remember about Ondine was she wanted to go all the way. She said she
> had gotten really far above death, can't remember how far, and that she
> felt that her life was transformed and happening the way she wanted it
> to happen but she knew there was higher states of awareness and she
> wanted perfection - to go all the way.

That was . . . then!
Where is she NOW?
Up to communication?
I miss her too, but only
Ondine can fix that up!

> It happens with all it seems. Even KP has expressed that he finds it
> hard to do UCP even above death and even at high states of awareness.

It gets easier as you go up tone, but
it's easy to think it's less important
when you are in a bit better shape.

ERROR ABOUNDS!

> The only theory I can come up with that seems to explain this is that
> there is nobody to resonate with and so it seems pointless to go
> further up.

Not pointless, but not so desperate
when you are Bored or Contented!

>Why go somewhere when what you experience is only happening
> in your head? What good does it do to be Alice in wonderland if you
> can't stay? Something like that. Looking for a better theory but
> can't.

I'm interested in many things beside myself now.
My attention is hextroverted to hexternal Danger.
I'm not the biggest threat to me now . . . it seems.

ERROR goes all the way to Tone +26+!

>> How might it be - I might have the energy and desire to do hard
>> things and not always take the easiest option.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I just do whatever is easiest and rarely put myself out.
>> In the FS I am able to keep my house tidy and my affairs organised. Now
>> I am able to wash the juicer or do something asked of me or pay a bill
>> but as for going to the laundrymat or tidying the house I always put
>> that stuff off.
>>
>> PASt - I remember living in a share house and I was really neat. It
>> must have been because I was worried about what others would have
>> thought had I left mess everywhere.
>>
>> CTTN - Now I have no one to look good for or impress and I never
>> invite people over so I do not care what the place looks like. In the
>> past compulsively did things to please others such as cleaning etc.
>> Now I have my own place and I am just responsible for my own mess or
>> state of affairs.
>
> Does it please you to have a clean house? Is there a point to have a
> clean house if nobody visits?

Do YOU want a clean house NOW?

> I have the same feeling. I rarely clean my place because I am the only
> one living there and it is very rare that anybody visits and if they do
> then I just clean up the place. Usually it is very satisfactory. I also
> notice that I have concern when they arrive that the cleaning is not
> good enough... like "Did I miss something". And I tell myself it would
> be much better to just clean the place up all the time then I wouldn't
> have to worry about it. But it is such an effort. It is much easier not
> to do it. 80) Still I hate myself or rather it disappoints me that I am
> not able to do even a few minutes. It is not like inventing gold or
> anything. Oh well.

YOU GOT OVER some compulsive
"should" activity generated by some
discarded social valence. Take a win!

ENJOY YOUR MESS!
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO
CLEAN IT UP ... *EVER!*

. . . big snip . . .

THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR WRITING!


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