Monday, February 26, 2007
KP2007FEB26
KP2007FEB26
NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
=============================
KP2007FEB26
NOW 12:23
WOW! Things have changed again!
I was feeling really calm and
confident. I got some work and
I got some money from selling the
puppies, so all my bills are paid!
I got good homes for all of them!
Aggie paid for my 1997 web site!
I had enough to buy another $200
used computer! I BOUGHT cheapest
Xandros OS! I installed it! I
updated to the new opera! That
was a really BAD idea becuse it
deleted my last two years of email,
bookmarks and newsgroups, etc.
That's turned out to be a real bitch,
since I have the data up to two years
ago, but I don't have it imported into
new readers. That's been a bummer for
the last couple years. Anyway, I'm now
building my system back up from zero.
After mostly rebuilding a system for the
last fews weeks, I can now send and get
email, and post to a newsgroup.
If I used to write to you, I don't have
your email address anymore. Whatever I
had is effectively gone for now. While
my system went down, Teranews apparently
cancelled all cross-posting, so I can
only post to ONE newsgroup now. The old
data I could probably recover. The last
two years is gone.
My new [used] computer died several times,
so they traded me for another [used] one.
The install is a confusing mess. I can't
use the [licensed!] XP drive because it
just beeps endlessly, on two boxes now.
So my new and newer systems are a disaster
in terms of my [no] data, but at least I
can communicate with netizens again.
12:43 I've had plenty of time to reflect
on failure to backup, on how good I was
feeling when I fucked up, how silently
you future can change in an instant.
One of my puppy families lost their house
and had to move where they couldn't keep her.
I couldn't let her go to the pound, and they
gave me her new crate/kennel to take her back,
so I did. But it's been really cold, wet, dark
weather, which is a waste for puppy petting so
I've only been out shopping her briefly. The
guy who said he wanted her changed his mind.
On the other hand I'm really in love with her.
She's very smart, loving, and wants to play all
day. Mom and my other dog play with her for hours.
She's such a beloved part to my family now, I hate
to give her up. Not to would be residential suicide.
I'm still longing for a working system.
I haven't had a WORKING printer for 3?
years. It's really annoying. On the
other hand, there's a local wireless
service which MAY work here. $200 to
install and $45 a month for broadband.
I had that little voice in my head when
I decided to install the upgrade. I knew
something COULD go wrong. I forgot my
priorities when I was in a hurry to have
my new system working NOW. It's amazing
how easily to can CANCEL possibilities
you have been working towards for years.
I'd still like to backup, but my system
is still wierded out. I don't know if I
can or not. I see data CDs, but the
backup install disk I made doesn't seem
to work. It feels like more of the
endless quest to get a working system.
On the other hand, I am above the
no-connect threshold. I've been
browsing online for weeks when I
couldn't email or post. I've
been watching myself as I respond
to the disaster I created while
feeling good about how clever I am
to find a way to survive [so far]
our social/political pimplosion.
1:09 I was interested to see
me go through discovering my
catastrophy without feeling
the hammer-blow of "OH! NO!"
I was certainly quite aware
that I had fucked up big time.
And I became more and more aware
as I spent week after week trying
to repair just a small part of what
I had wiped out, a working system.
I re-evaluated my future, my policy,
my actions, etc. I am embarrassed,
in a clinical way, but I didn't beat
up on myself. I didn't hate myself
for being a treasonous traiter.
I've flashed several times to Captain
Franks yacht sinking in the third
hurricane of the year. He was so
calm about it, it annoyed me, as
he had passed my tone level by then.
He acted like nothing had happened.
Now I see how he [did not] react to it.
There was nothing he could do about that
now, so he did nothing. There's nothing
he could do about his sunk yacht. My
lost data is GONE. What I CAN do is
work to fix my system. I've overcome
multiple hardware failure and huge
software fuckups to assemble a buggy
system, which DOES work well enough
to post even tho it IS really screwy.
It DID let me read
http://www.electric-cosmos.org/arp.htm
WOW! This dovetails wonderfully with
Steven Rado's Aether Theory at
http://net-prophet.net/nobul/rado/rado.htm
Rado independently debunks big bang,
red-shift=distance+speed, and other
psychotic neo-classical nonsense.
The astonishing UNDERSTANDING of physics
and cosmology that is quietly pervading
the internet is parallel the astonishing
UNDERSTANDING of the global empire that
is pervading world consciousness. Both
are under global strike from the empire.
I'm still alive. I'm posting again.
Lots of the people I love to read are
still posting. The game is still afoot,
and I'm still playing. I fucked up.
I haven't compounded that Error by
purposefully punishing myself for it.
While I've been sick, unemployed, broke
and disorganized in the last few years.
I lost a couple of bank accounts,
and I just got a bill for $17,000
for a tax dispute from 15 years ago.
My future looks a lot different from
a few months ago when I thought I'd
be living in my own mountain retreat,
giving my friends their own homesteads.
OK. That was then. Now is now.
A lot of crap has hit the fan.
I'm dealing with it better now.
Sometimes I fuck up really bad.
I'm dealing with that better too.
There's a LOT more crap on the way.
I'll deal with it as best I can then.
For now, I'm trying to understand the
hexternal world as best I can, and the
spinternal is throbviously linked to it.
1:56 PM = about 1.5 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
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NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
=============================
KP2007FEB26
NOW 12:23
WOW! Things have changed again!
I was feeling really calm and
confident. I got some work and
I got some money from selling the
puppies, so all my bills are paid!
I got good homes for all of them!
Aggie paid for my 1997 web site!
I had enough to buy another $200
used computer! I BOUGHT cheapest
Xandros OS! I installed it! I
updated to the new opera! That
was a really BAD idea becuse it
deleted my last two years of email,
bookmarks and newsgroups, etc.
That's turned out to be a real bitch,
since I have the data up to two years
ago, but I don't have it imported into
new readers. That's been a bummer for
the last couple years. Anyway, I'm now
building my system back up from zero.
After mostly rebuilding a system for the
last fews weeks, I can now send and get
email, and post to a newsgroup.
If I used to write to you, I don't have
your email address anymore. Whatever I
had is effectively gone for now. While
my system went down, Teranews apparently
cancelled all cross-posting, so I can
only post to ONE newsgroup now. The old
data I could probably recover. The last
two years is gone.
My new [used] computer died several times,
so they traded me for another [used] one.
The install is a confusing mess. I can't
use the [licensed!] XP drive because it
just beeps endlessly, on two boxes now.
So my new and newer systems are a disaster
in terms of my [no] data, but at least I
can communicate with netizens again.
12:43 I've had plenty of time to reflect
on failure to backup, on how good I was
feeling when I fucked up, how silently
you future can change in an instant.
One of my puppy families lost their house
and had to move where they couldn't keep her.
I couldn't let her go to the pound, and they
gave me her new crate/kennel to take her back,
so I did. But it's been really cold, wet, dark
weather, which is a waste for puppy petting so
I've only been out shopping her briefly. The
guy who said he wanted her changed his mind.
On the other hand I'm really in love with her.
She's very smart, loving, and wants to play all
day. Mom and my other dog play with her for hours.
She's such a beloved part to my family now, I hate
to give her up. Not to would be residential suicide.
I'm still longing for a working system.
I haven't had a WORKING printer for 3?
years. It's really annoying. On the
other hand, there's a local wireless
service which MAY work here. $200 to
install and $45 a month for broadband.
I had that little voice in my head when
I decided to install the upgrade. I knew
something COULD go wrong. I forgot my
priorities when I was in a hurry to have
my new system working NOW. It's amazing
how easily to can CANCEL possibilities
you have been working towards for years.
I'd still like to backup, but my system
is still wierded out. I don't know if I
can or not. I see data CDs, but the
backup install disk I made doesn't seem
to work. It feels like more of the
endless quest to get a working system.
On the other hand, I am above the
no-connect threshold. I've been
browsing online for weeks when I
couldn't email or post. I've
been watching myself as I respond
to the disaster I created while
feeling good about how clever I am
to find a way to survive [so far]
our social/political pimplosion.
1:09 I was interested to see
me go through discovering my
catastrophy without feeling
the hammer-blow of "OH! NO!"
I was certainly quite aware
that I had fucked up big time.
And I became more and more aware
as I spent week after week trying
to repair just a small part of what
I had wiped out, a working system.
I re-evaluated my future, my policy,
my actions, etc. I am embarrassed,
in a clinical way, but I didn't beat
up on myself. I didn't hate myself
for being a treasonous traiter.
I've flashed several times to Captain
Franks yacht sinking in the third
hurricane of the year. He was so
calm about it, it annoyed me, as
he had passed my tone level by then.
He acted like nothing had happened.
Now I see how he [did not] react to it.
There was nothing he could do about that
now, so he did nothing. There's nothing
he could do about his sunk yacht. My
lost data is GONE. What I CAN do is
work to fix my system. I've overcome
multiple hardware failure and huge
software fuckups to assemble a buggy
system, which DOES work well enough
to post even tho it IS really screwy.
It DID let me read
http://www.electric-cosmos.org/arp.htm
WOW! This dovetails wonderfully with
Steven Rado's Aether Theory at
http://net-prophet.net/nobul/rado/rado.htm
Rado independently debunks big bang,
red-shift=distance+speed, and other
psychotic neo-classical nonsense.
The astonishing UNDERSTANDING of physics
and cosmology that is quietly pervading
the internet is parallel the astonishing
UNDERSTANDING of the global empire that
is pervading world consciousness. Both
are under global strike from the empire.
I'm still alive. I'm posting again.
Lots of the people I love to read are
still posting. The game is still afoot,
and I'm still playing. I fucked up.
I haven't compounded that Error by
purposefully punishing myself for it.
While I've been sick, unemployed, broke
and disorganized in the last few years.
I lost a couple of bank accounts,
and I just got a bill for $17,000
for a tax dispute from 15 years ago.
My future looks a lot different from
a few months ago when I thought I'd
be living in my own mountain retreat,
giving my friends their own homesteads.
OK. That was then. Now is now.
A lot of crap has hit the fan.
I'm dealing with it better now.
Sometimes I fuck up really bad.
I'm dealing with that better too.
There's a LOT more crap on the way.
I'll deal with it as best I can then.
For now, I'm trying to understand the
hexternal world as best I can, and the
spinternal is throbviously linked to it.
1:56 PM = about 1.5 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!
UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!
*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!
THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
