BLOGICAL THOUGHT

KP2006DEC13

NEW DISTRIBUTION:
BLOG: blogicalthought.blogspot.com
NEWSGROUPS: alt.ucp,alt.consciousness,alt.meditation,
alt.clearing.technology,alt.spiritual.enhancement,
alt.self-improve,alt.religion.scientology,
REPLY-TO: alt.ucp
============================


KP2006DEC13
9:19 PM NOW

In a way, I've been
in session a lot of
the time lately,
while reading
news on line.

I read almost compulsively
trying to view, integrate,
understand my hexternal
world . . . with an eye to
predicting and surviving.

It's a grim scene all around,
on almost every level. Personal,
local, national, international, global.

I'm IN this mess! It's affecting me!

I know some people who are doing
better than ever on every level.

Way Cool!

I know some people who are
soaring in consciousness no
matter their physical state.

9:29 I keep looking for an
ideal scene to join up with.
Don't see it. I see flashes
of brilliance and sanity and
kinship . . . but just flashes.

I've been trying to create
my own scene for several
decades, but my land just
disappeared. Not good,
much else is collapsing too.

The only thing I seem to
have some control over
is my own reaction to
the chaos I swim in.

9:41 So part of where
I'd like to be is optimum
response to whatever is
going on around [+ within]
mysElf. YESSENCE!

I surely have much to learn
[and do/not-do] there, but
to limit your dreaming and
intentions to yoursElf alone
is so limiting. Where is the
future for others? Where
is the "civilization" you would
ever WANT to come back to?

I don't see it around me now.

I see the global crisis leading
rapidly to global catastrophe:
economic, social, political, etc.

Perhaps the global empire of
slavery and exploitation will
fail and be replaced by a
far better non-system.

Getting there has
gotta be a bitch!

9:51 Some may sail thru
blessed with a loving crew
of competent companions.

I'm working to be one of them.
So far I don't seem to be doing
such a fantastic job. I've come
up just a bit short on a bunch of
VERY important projects. On the
other hand, *I* have come up too!
I am more aware and more able to
deal with what is.

[what-is thoughts and scenarios]

It seems I am most frustrated by
not being able to teach what I know.
I've been so lucky to have beem blessed
by such hextraordinary teachers in to
many different fields. I'm my own mind
I'm kind of blissed out by how my world
view is coming together in harmony with
my personal world. I'm thrilled by/with it.

But the clash with the waste, suffering and
torture in the physical world is horrible, and
I'm right in the middle of it . . . with, or more
properly, without my friends. I want to save
as much of the knowledge I have garnered by
passing it on to as many people as possible,
but very few seem interested. I hate to see
the waste. Of course, perhaps that knowledge
will serve me well in future lifetimes. I was
hoping to see it commonly understood by
mankind during my lifetime. I doesn't look
very likely this lifetime. On the other hand,
lots of VERY UNLIKELY things have happened
to me during my life. It would be SO EASY to
dismiss them as "impossible!" Except that
they DID happen. And I am SO happy for
them now. So I can't rule out "miracles"
in my future. So how do I get there?

Probably by attending to the now.
I am attracted to some people,
for many different reasons.
I need to build more
connections to them.

I used to have land,
but lacked spiritual
connections to most
of my neighbors. That
was an unstable state.
We lost our land. Shit!

On the other hand, I got
a couple of close friends
who I respect and trust.

Of course, they are homeless
now, but maybe we can help
each other in the future.

10:21 I keep seeing the analogy
of the aether condensing in the
physical universe, and individuals
with close connections coalescing
into social grouping based on trust.

Just as a well-organized chemical
structure such as DNA, driven by
chemically recorded information,
can have profound effects and
increasing consequences in the
physical universe, so a social
structure such as a family,
tribe or civilization can have
compounding effects on
itself and planetary life.

Of course the worst
things happening to
man now . . . are
caused by man.

Perhaps we can get
our own act together
before the threats are
atomic desserts, or the
next ice age. It would be
nice to have some civilization
to preserve when the next
cosmological disaster strikes.

I feel responsible to those who
gathered precious understanding
and bothered to gift it to me. I
want to honor them by passing
it on to those who grasp and
use is for the benefit of a
maximally sentient universe.

I don't feel that I have been
enormously successful,
especially compared to
my not very modest
ambitions and
fantasies.

On the other hand, many of
the teachers I feel greatly
indebted to probably never
knew they had created a
divine effect on me. I usually
didn't either, for many years!

I've had the satisfaction of seeing a lot
of people really change themsElves.
That's going to create a ripple effect
for many years. Maybe forever?

That's a plus.

I am better off and
they are better off.

We've struck a few sparks!
New Light in the darkness!

But we haven't hexactly
kindled a roaring bonfire
of the spinsanities to
warm our culture yet.

10:46 I seem to have
shifted from focus on
my losses and problems
to focus on the goal/s.

I hexpanded my attention
from my personal hexperience
to the context I surf and serve.

10:50 I notice that my last
session had a [so far] lasting
effect. It wasn't a big jump
but I'm more stable and
more cheerful/optimistic
(believe it or not :-)
than I was before.

At least I have been
more able to DO some
immediate practical things
about my situation. One of
them has been doing formal
sessions, which have given
results so far. The scene
is still frightening, but I'm
more able to both duplicate
it, and work to improve it.

Even with my catastrophic
blunders and errors, I have
still made some progress on
both internal and hexternal
fronts. That's grounds for
some guarded optimism . . .
based on almost certainly
flawed hexpectations
and predictions.

10:56

Maybe these seeds
can only bloom after
the next ice age, or
next solar system.

If that's the best
I can get, I'll have
to work with that.

I aspire to better!

11:03 = about 1.75 hours

THANKS FOR READING!


O
--- )
\


KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
AUTHOR: Til Death Do Us Part . . .
A Basic Education in Total Health:
How to Keep Body and Soul Happily Together
http://www.lulu.com/content/261881


))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

*DO* THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUS PRACTICE!
*COMPARE* PRESENT TO PAST AND FUTURE!
ENLIGHTENMENT! . . . RIGHT! . . . *NOW!*

*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup: alt.ucp
= The UNIVERSITY of CONSCIOUSNESS PULPIT!

UCP IS THE *CRUX* OF RATIONAL THOUGHT!

THE UCPLOT IS THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSCIOUSNESS!

*YOU* CAN RAISE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION!
USE THE FREE VIRTUAL WITNESS ONLINE NOW!
ONE SIZE FITS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
INQUIRE WITHIN, ABOUT BECOMING YOURSELF!
PINNACLE PATHS PITCH PERFECT PERIMETERS!

THE PRIZE PATH IS A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL ENLIGHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODHISATTVAS
SINCE THE SECOND MILLENNIUM . . .
ONE BODHISATTVA AT A TIME!

*DO* UCP TO KNOW!

alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((