Sunday, October 01, 2006

trying to be in the now but drift

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DATE: Sat, 30 Sep 2006 22:29:53 -0700,
NEWSGROUP: alt.ucp
THREAD: trying to be in the now but drift
POSTER: [brahmamurti@gmail.com]
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On Sat, 30 Sep 2006 22:29:53 -0700,
[brahmamurti@gmail.com] wrote:

"trying to be in the now but drift"

Translation: your now is drifting,
since you lack a clear purpose
to anchor your actions to.

I've been following your reports
with great interest. This one is
too beautiful for me to ignore!

>Not much seems to matter in my life.

APATHY! :-)

+0.05 = APATHY = SURRENDER

>The things that matter seem
> hopelessly distant like I can do nothing about them.

HOPELESS!

+0.07 = HOPELESS = OVERWHELM

The things that matter
seem hopelessly distant
because your here and
now SEEMS quite far away.

>The world takes
> its course whatever I do.

VICTIM/SHOCK?

+0.01 = VICTIM = SHOCK

> Took a long walk today. Tried to do some ucp.

HEXCELLENT!

TRYING is a HUGE
notch up from
NOT trying!

And your trying
produced doing!

Plus a crystal clear report
on your stellar progress!

You are CLEARLY
ABOVE Death now!

And still inching your
sElf *UP* the chart!

CONGRATULATIONS!

You have what it takes
to keep fighting your
way up thru the crap!

I deeply appreciate you
posting your reports!

To blaze another permanent
public record of possibility
and performance through
UCProgress N-Lightenment!

BRAVO!

>Looked at the process of looking at the now.

How perfectly appropriate!

>Frank brought up that I am not looking at my now
>but rather past or whatever.

Much as I strongly suspect Frank did
when HE was at YOUR current tone.

When your here and now
is thinking about the past,
you better look at that now!

Frank and I talked a lot when he
was around your current tone.

When he passed tone twenty
he did UCP quite differenty!

He lost interest in
the past and future
and is so rooted
in the present
he only looks
at that. Cool!

DOING UCP
changes how
you do UCP!

Fantastic!

That's the idea!

But Frank does not seem to
have passed Tone 26 = Error!

He's advising you to do UCP
. . . from where HE is now!

>I can't however change the fact that what
>comes up comes up.

HEX*ACT*LY

WHY WOULD
YOU TRY?

To Please Frank?

>When I ask myself where I am, I look at my life, how
> it is, what the condition is.

You produce stunning
reports like this one!

>I make the assumption that it hasn't
>changed just because I look at it.

Perhaps you might
question that
assumption

based on your own
stunnning public
UCPerformance!

Not that looking is
all you have to do
to revamp your life.

>If I would find a reason to believe
> that it had changed I would of course look at that.

Hexcellent!

> Anyways it was very interesting.

Bravo!

>I drifted alot tho

Gosh!

You SAW a
lot of places!

>but what I did look
>at what good and made me a little bit wiser.

BRAVO!

The hero's reward!

> Buttom line for me now is that I don't know what would make me happy.

AND! . . . YOU KNOW THAT!

NOW YOU can focus
on YOUR right issue
for YOUR next stEP!

>I simply cannot picture something that would make me happy.

And NOW you KNOW that!

Which puts things in
proper perspective
for you Right Now.

Perhaps you can discover
what does make you at
least more happy now.

>Yet I see that there are a lot of things where I can improve, things I can try
> out.

YOU SEE THAT NOW!

>Getting some friends, being in the moment, being able to have a
> normal sleeping pattern, eating proper food, taking a walk, saving up
> money, learning to program, etc.

All REALISTIC options!

Grounded in the
here and now.

>However, when it comes to why I want
> to do these things for the only answer I can produce is: to just do
> them and see the effect of them and grow and when I do take on bigger
> games.

The "ONLY" reason?

How many reasons
do you really need?

Isn't that one
good enough
for your now?

> Deep inside of me I can sense that I am a very unhappy person. Why?

Because you are
coming up to Grief?

> Because I sense I am not fulfilling my purpose.

Certainly a hexcellent
reason for unhappiness!

>At the moment all I do
> is work, eat, sleep, watch shows, etc.

Isn't that a false generality?

I thought at the moment you
wrote that you were doing a
stunning UCP session!

>Nothing important.

I disagree.

Those ARE important!
Tho NOT sufficient!

You need them
to stay in the game.
But they are not the win.
"Just" an opportunity to play.
Make of it what YOU WILL!

WHAT IS YOUR WILL?

>Work is ok
>but what is it I want from it I don't know.

AYE! THERE'S THE RUB!

WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?
WHAT are you not fulfilling!

THANKS FOR PLAYING!
THANKS FOR WINNING!
THANKS FOR POSTING!


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