Sunday, March 12, 2006
KP2006MAR12
KP2006MAR12
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KP2006MAR12
9:00 PM NOW:
Doing pretty well!
Busy since last session.
Finger is not painful now,
unless I bump it. It's still
split wide open. I'm taping
it tighter now, hoping it will
grow together. Tom has
been too busy to read Rado.
I took Merrel-Wolffe's book
out of the library on Holly's
suggestion. It's readable!
Went to the horse auction
today. I was moved by all
the broken hearts of the
people selling horses they
really love: family members.
Met some really nice horses.
My dog had an exciting time.
9:07 Things have been going
pretty well for me lately. I
didn't even get too wrapped
up in my finger injury. It was
raining this week, so I didn't
even miss much work with it.
I got some vital reading done
and was high on Understanding
despite some recurring pain.
9:12 Getting rid of that idea
"this is Total Bullshit" seems
to have eliminated a whole
cluster of mental fuck-ups:
I'm no longer using that
thought as a justification
for not dealing with IT.
Now I can hexamine
whatever it is and
see WHAT IT *IS*,
And how I might
handle it now!
Once I let go of that subzero
Identification, my awareness
has seemed to surge rapidly.
It seems that was holding a
lot of other bullshit in place.
[yawn] 9:18 Really not sure
what to look at next. I feel fine.
If my life was like this all the time
. . . I could get used to that!
I might get tired of it eventually,
but now I'm thrilled to be here.
[yawn] [yawn]
It seems like there was some kind
of computation or purpose to get
rid of or handle all the things I
Disagree with or are Interfering
with me Before I can get on with
what I really want to be doing.
Now I see you only have to fix
what actually prevents you from
doing what is needed right now.
Any more is actually a Waste.
9:28 I wanted to clean it all up
and get my whole scene right.
That isn't going to happen as
my next step, and getting
stuck in it stops progress.
9:33 thoughts 9:44
This auction made me sadder than
the last. There were quite a few
small, ugly, underfed, untrained
horses that went for $100 to $300.
I fear they are bound for dog food.
The saddest was an old man selling
his horse. She was a really great
horse: pretty, easy to handle, quick,
responsive, completely obedient:
highly tuned and extremely talented.
He obviously loved her to death.
I don't know what horror forced
him to sell her, but even in their
last ride together he kept his
head up and focused on what
needed to be done: he showed
her off the best he could, and
spoke up for her: trying to get
a new owner who appreciated
ALL her wonderful attributes.
It was ghastly to see that love and
devotion on the block to the highest
bidder, but I admired him immensely
for doing the best thing he could for
his horse, despite heartbreak horror.
[tears]
I hope his horse got a new owner
who loves her as much as he did.
THEY BOTH DESERVE IT! [tears]
10:01 thoughts 10:12
I guess the thing that most horrified
me about it was seeing the love and
relationships so irrelevant to SALES.
The good of the horse is not a factor
in the sale: top bidder gets the horse.
I hate to see families broken up.
If they must be, the loving way to
do it would be to find a great home
for the horse, and THEN negotiate
a price, trade or deal of some kind.
10:20 The way we are forced to
do it now sucks! But at least I got
to share in their loving goodbye!
I got the horror, but
I got some love too!
[Xena, my highly telepathic
dog, comes over to give
me some love and kisses.]
10:26
There certainly *IS*
plenty of horror . . .
but I have love too!
That's critical!
It's the underlying love
which Creates the horror
of the indifferent auction.
I guess the only possible solution
is to Orient to the Love, and keep
on re-orienting as Conditions shift.
10:30 thoughts 10:39
reread [more tears] 10:49
The love is much more
important than the tears.
I THINK THAT'S IT!
10:51 = about 1.75 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
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==================================
KP2006MAR12
9:00 PM NOW:
Doing pretty well!
Busy since last session.
Finger is not painful now,
unless I bump it. It's still
split wide open. I'm taping
it tighter now, hoping it will
grow together. Tom has
been too busy to read Rado.
I took Merrel-Wolffe's book
out of the library on Holly's
suggestion. It's readable!
Went to the horse auction
today. I was moved by all
the broken hearts of the
people selling horses they
really love: family members.
Met some really nice horses.
My dog had an exciting time.
9:07 Things have been going
pretty well for me lately. I
didn't even get too wrapped
up in my finger injury. It was
raining this week, so I didn't
even miss much work with it.
I got some vital reading done
and was high on Understanding
despite some recurring pain.
9:12 Getting rid of that idea
"this is Total Bullshit" seems
to have eliminated a whole
cluster of mental fuck-ups:
I'm no longer using that
thought as a justification
for not dealing with IT.
Now I can hexamine
whatever it is and
see WHAT IT *IS*,
And how I might
handle it now!
Once I let go of that subzero
Identification, my awareness
has seemed to surge rapidly.
It seems that was holding a
lot of other bullshit in place.
[yawn] 9:18 Really not sure
what to look at next. I feel fine.
If my life was like this all the time
. . . I could get used to that!
I might get tired of it eventually,
but now I'm thrilled to be here.
[yawn] [yawn]
It seems like there was some kind
of computation or purpose to get
rid of or handle all the things I
Disagree with or are Interfering
with me Before I can get on with
what I really want to be doing.
Now I see you only have to fix
what actually prevents you from
doing what is needed right now.
Any more is actually a Waste.
9:28 I wanted to clean it all up
and get my whole scene right.
That isn't going to happen as
my next step, and getting
stuck in it stops progress.
9:33 thoughts 9:44
This auction made me sadder than
the last. There were quite a few
small, ugly, underfed, untrained
horses that went for $100 to $300.
I fear they are bound for dog food.
The saddest was an old man selling
his horse. She was a really great
horse: pretty, easy to handle, quick,
responsive, completely obedient:
highly tuned and extremely talented.
He obviously loved her to death.
I don't know what horror forced
him to sell her, but even in their
last ride together he kept his
head up and focused on what
needed to be done: he showed
her off the best he could, and
spoke up for her: trying to get
a new owner who appreciated
ALL her wonderful attributes.
It was ghastly to see that love and
devotion on the block to the highest
bidder, but I admired him immensely
for doing the best thing he could for
his horse, despite heartbreak horror.
[tears]
I hope his horse got a new owner
who loves her as much as he did.
THEY BOTH DESERVE IT! [tears]
10:01 thoughts 10:12
I guess the thing that most horrified
me about it was seeing the love and
relationships so irrelevant to SALES.
The good of the horse is not a factor
in the sale: top bidder gets the horse.
I hate to see families broken up.
If they must be, the loving way to
do it would be to find a great home
for the horse, and THEN negotiate
a price, trade or deal of some kind.
10:20 The way we are forced to
do it now sucks! But at least I got
to share in their loving goodbye!
I got the horror, but
I got some love too!
[Xena, my highly telepathic
dog, comes over to give
me some love and kisses.]
10:26
There certainly *IS*
plenty of horror . . .
but I have love too!
That's critical!
It's the underlying love
which Creates the horror
of the indifferent auction.
I guess the only possible solution
is to Orient to the Love, and keep
on re-orienting as Conditions shift.
10:30 thoughts 10:39
reread [more tears] 10:49
The love is much more
important than the tears.
I THINK THAT'S IT!
10:51 = about 1.75 hours
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
IF I've helped you already, and
you'd like to help me in return:
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net
VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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