Monday, March 06, 2006
KP2006MAR06
KP2006MAR06
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KP2006MAR06
9:30 NOW
Still in mild pain from my fingertip.
Took aspirin to sleep again. Feel
stupid that one second of stupidity
has messed up my ability to work.
I would rather be working today.
I need the money, but at least my
current bills are paid right now.
So at least I'm using this time
to do a session. I changed my
routine today. I haven't logged
on and downloaded any politics
or news today. I decided I should
put my own universe first. Sessions
need blocks of uninterrupted time.
Better to do those first. Reading
can fill in odd blocks of time fine.
9:39 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
Not sure what to look at. It's
hard to get my attention off
the pain. It's not intolerable,
it's just uncomfortable and
limiting and makes me feel
stupid. [yawn] One careless
moment can have hextremely
regretable consequences!
Felt like this before?
Sure. 1993, smashed my index
finger bad with a hammer on a
nightmare job. It was either
quit the job, which was paying
me $5,000 a month take home,
or keep working in pain. I kept
working. It was a real bitch and
took many weeks to heal. [yawn]
9:51 [yawn] Compare. [yawn]
It's certainly a WASTE in both
situations. I have a big taped
up mess on the end of my finger
that hurts, has blood leaking
under it, and I don't want to
open up and look at. YUK!
This injury is somewhat less
painful, unless I bump it the
wrong way. Then it's *OUCH!*
It's one area of my life I would
much prefer NOT to have any
attention on. Of course, this
was caused by NOT paying
enough attention to what I
was doing while I did it.
That's true for both injuries:
they were easily preventable.
10:06 Neither of these were
inevitable. Both were caused
by my own negligence, and had
very painful consequences.
[yawn] [yawn]
Feel stupid and stopped.
I did it to myself, and now
I have a painful liability to
take care of. [yawn]
I guess it's the WASTE
I object to. It makes me
feel sick on other flows too.
[yawn] When I try to help
someone else, and they just
CAN'T accept help, but INSIST
on stupid unnecessary WASTE:
That's discouraging all around!
[yawn] For a few days, I was
blissing pretty good there, and
"things" were going well in my
physical universe too! Then I
hit my own Error and it's ugly
consequences. I feel like I'm
trapped in a world of Waste,
and Hurting! I was briefly out,
but Error crashed me back to
Pain. [yawn] [yawn] 10:29
[yawn] Not sure what to look at.
[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
10:38 I feel like I should be focusing
on something, but my attention keeps
bouncing off or out of things. Maybe
FOCUS is part of the problem: narrowing
the scope of my attention to those things
I am interested in. [yawn] Maybe that's
what allowed me to ignore ambient danger
until it bit me hard, and set me WAY BACK.
10:47 [yawn] I begin to see Captain Frank's
attitude that the entire tone scale is drama.
I wanted to get up to the "GOOD" tones, but
now I'm starting to see that even Aesthetics
is based on a focus of attention on things you
like or understand. Everwhere below Error, you
are living with the S'Word of Damocles dangling
over your head, always threatening your bliss.
10:51
Anywhere but the very top of the mountain,
a boulder can fall on your head at any time!
On the other hand, I see that with every
eliminated Error, things in general flow
faster and smoother, and my ability to
recover from Errors is enhanced. [yawn]
I DID fuck up. On the other hand,
I have been doing pretty good at
recovering from that Error so far.
It's just as much an Error to
focus only on my Errors as
it is to make them inititally.
I need to remain aware of the
progress I am making too!
And keep making it!
[yawn]
Error is a Liability and creates loss.
It's also an opportunity to rectify:
to eliminate that from my future.
[yawn] 11:01
I guess the key is not to get all your
attention wrapped up in the Error,
but keep your eyes on the prize,
while eliminating Errors to help
get there as fast as possible.
[yawn] 11:05 reread 11:11
= about 1:45
THANKS FOR READING!
O
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KP2006MAR06
9:30 NOW
Still in mild pain from my fingertip.
Took aspirin to sleep again. Feel
stupid that one second of stupidity
has messed up my ability to work.
I would rather be working today.
I need the money, but at least my
current bills are paid right now.
So at least I'm using this time
to do a session. I changed my
routine today. I haven't logged
on and downloaded any politics
or news today. I decided I should
put my own universe first. Sessions
need blocks of uninterrupted time.
Better to do those first. Reading
can fill in odd blocks of time fine.
9:39 [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
Not sure what to look at. It's
hard to get my attention off
the pain. It's not intolerable,
it's just uncomfortable and
limiting and makes me feel
stupid. [yawn] One careless
moment can have hextremely
regretable consequences!
Felt like this before?
Sure. 1993, smashed my index
finger bad with a hammer on a
nightmare job. It was either
quit the job, which was paying
me $5,000 a month take home,
or keep working in pain. I kept
working. It was a real bitch and
took many weeks to heal. [yawn]
9:51 [yawn] Compare. [yawn]
It's certainly a WASTE in both
situations. I have a big taped
up mess on the end of my finger
that hurts, has blood leaking
under it, and I don't want to
open up and look at. YUK!
This injury is somewhat less
painful, unless I bump it the
wrong way. Then it's *OUCH!*
It's one area of my life I would
much prefer NOT to have any
attention on. Of course, this
was caused by NOT paying
enough attention to what I
was doing while I did it.
That's true for both injuries:
they were easily preventable.
10:06 Neither of these were
inevitable. Both were caused
by my own negligence, and had
very painful consequences.
[yawn] [yawn]
Feel stupid and stopped.
I did it to myself, and now
I have a painful liability to
take care of. [yawn]
I guess it's the WASTE
I object to. It makes me
feel sick on other flows too.
[yawn] When I try to help
someone else, and they just
CAN'T accept help, but INSIST
on stupid unnecessary WASTE:
That's discouraging all around!
[yawn] For a few days, I was
blissing pretty good there, and
"things" were going well in my
physical universe too! Then I
hit my own Error and it's ugly
consequences. I feel like I'm
trapped in a world of Waste,
and Hurting! I was briefly out,
but Error crashed me back to
Pain. [yawn] [yawn] 10:29
[yawn] Not sure what to look at.
[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]
10:38 I feel like I should be focusing
on something, but my attention keeps
bouncing off or out of things. Maybe
FOCUS is part of the problem: narrowing
the scope of my attention to those things
I am interested in. [yawn] Maybe that's
what allowed me to ignore ambient danger
until it bit me hard, and set me WAY BACK.
10:47 [yawn] I begin to see Captain Frank's
attitude that the entire tone scale is drama.
I wanted to get up to the "GOOD" tones, but
now I'm starting to see that even Aesthetics
is based on a focus of attention on things you
like or understand. Everwhere below Error, you
are living with the S'Word of Damocles dangling
over your head, always threatening your bliss.
10:51
Anywhere but the very top of the mountain,
a boulder can fall on your head at any time!
On the other hand, I see that with every
eliminated Error, things in general flow
faster and smoother, and my ability to
recover from Errors is enhanced. [yawn]
I DID fuck up. On the other hand,
I have been doing pretty good at
recovering from that Error so far.
It's just as much an Error to
focus only on my Errors as
it is to make them inititally.
I need to remain aware of the
progress I am making too!
And keep making it!
[yawn]
Error is a Liability and creates loss.
It's also an opportunity to rectify:
to eliminate that from my future.
[yawn] 11:01
I guess the key is not to get all your
attention wrapped up in the Error,
but keep your eyes on the prize,
while eliminating Errors to help
get there as fast as possible.
[yawn] 11:05 reread 11:11
= about 1:45
THANKS FOR READING!
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-
1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
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$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net
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