Saturday, February 04, 2006

KP2006FEB04

KP2006FEB04

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6:26 NOW:
Vaguely dissatisfied. Online a lot today,
but not very interested in the news.
No ucp traffic. What's with that?
It was so hot, then it all stopped!
Watched TV for a hour or two.
Didn't like anything that was on.

Now I'm doing a session. Don't
understand why I'm not EAGER
to do a session. I have to MAKE
myself STOP doing something
mindless or distracting. Why
don't I DO UCP every spare
minute I have? I don't know.

[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] [yawn]

[yawn] It feels like a JOB . . .
Something I HAVE to do to get
better, not something exciting
I'm eager to get into right now.

[yawn] 6:38 I'm a little afraid of
what I will find out about myself.

ooops, got lost online 6:48

It's like doing my laundry
or vacuuming up dog hair.
It's work to clean up, and
I don't really care about it.

So I don't usually bother!

I'd rather watch TV than
do laundry or vacuum, even
if I don't like the programs
that are on. I watch five
at once because I dislike
them all pretty equally.
Sometimes there ARE
programs I like a LOT,
but not very many . . .
Simpsons + NOVA + ??

[yawn] [yawn]

It's like work, like homework,
like sunday school. [yawn]
something I have to do even
when I don't feel like it at all,
because it's "good for me".

[yawn] [yawn] I don't want
to do "what's good for me"
I want to do what ever is
FUN FOR ME RIGHT NOW.

Of course, that's likely to be
whatever I am dramatizing now.

[yawn] [yawn] [yawn]

I guess the intropection part
comes when I am NOT enjoying
what is happening now. [yawn]

Of course by then it may well
be too late to save today [yawn]

[yawn] headache [yawn]

but I notice I spend a lot of time
lately thinking about fun futures
that might be . . . Joel and the
CSS people are real players!
That's very hexciting!

Someone to talk to
who is interested in

the same kinds of things . . .
and has a different viewpoint.

[yawn] [yawn]

I see it's more interesting to
talk to new or other people
than myself, because I think
I know myself and I'm boring.

Looking back, I thought I knew
myself ten tones ago . . . but
I didn't know the me I do now.

[reread: but my Player has
been in here all the time . . .
even if he had few options,
but most of the time he was
burier under many layers of
Pretense and other Errors.]

[yawn] [yawn] [yawn] 7:27

I guess I "OUGHT" to be really
hexcited to find out what is
going on in my universe, but
that's not how I really feel.

[yawn] [yawn] [yawn]

I keep looking at all my Errors
and the Waste of my time, life
and efforts. [yawn] [yawn]
[yawn] I suppose the real
solution is to keep looking
until you stop the waste.

It's nice to see better from
farther up the hill, but pushing
that big boulder ahead of you
gets tiring. It's tempting to
turn around, lean against it,
and look back at how far
you have come already.

Well, that's OK

You should look
ahead and behind
to see where you
are at all times . . .

until you get to
non-dual eternity
everywhere . . .

There is a balance
between enjoying
where you are and
forging on ahead.

That's similar to the
tantric tease: to keep
riding the edge of the
wave, or fall in orgasm.

You want to enjoy
the trip as much as
you can? and also
actually get there
as fast as you can?

or do you?

???? [yawn] 7:55

[playing with dog,
who wants me to
feed her now]

7:58 [yawn] [yawn]

attention on mckeon's
4 modes of thought and
physics. The natural mode
for the natural physical
world is LEAST PARTS.

That's your touchstone
for the physical world.

Sure, you can add waves
and so forth, as long as
you remember they are
just averages of discrete
lumps to keep it all real.

8:02 [yawn] [feed dogs or
be nibbled to death] 8:22

OK, where was I, am I?
reread: 8:32 [yawn]

Thinking about McKeon's
modes, Rado's theory, and
the Scriptures about god
calling forth light from the
void. Rado echos the
Bible's creation of light
from formlessless much
better than quantum
mechanics, which have
no mechanics at all!

8:39 reread 8:50
= about 2 hours

references:
http://net-prophet.net/nobul/rado/rado.htm
http://net-prophet.net/mckeon/mckeon.htm
http://www.centerforsacredsciences.org/

THANKS FOR READING!


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