Saturday, January 28, 2006
KP2006JAN27
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KP2006JAN27
12:00 NOON
NOW:
trying to see what is important.
keeps changing what I should
put my attention on now.
greatly regulated by imminent
catastrophes, which keep
changing. physical, financial,
health, political etc. and by
past catastrophes, the
wreckage of which I
am living in now.
I'm always putting out the
latest biggest fire, and
that keeps changing
I keep thinking, when things
calm down a little bit, I will
have more time to do ucp.
I guess I'm waiting for
less pressure to get
back to work. ooops!
all my predictions are calling
for more and more pressure
until the cooker hexplodes.
well, I have had more free time
lately. In the summer I was madly
busy outside, but I'm inside with
heavy rain lately. I've been spending
a LOT of time on ucp, which has been
wonderful for one aspect of me, and
deadly in another: I have the time
because I'm vastly unemployed,
which is really bad for phones.
much like 1984!
when one phone had been discnnected
already and I was semi-staving to keep
the rent paid so far . . . my physical
circumstances were disastrous and
failing further . . . and I had as little
attention as possible on it . . . don't
want to think about . . . like now
. . . and I was SO HIGH in some ways.
I was telepathically linked to people
I *LOVED*, who sometimes called me
on the phone too, and all my attention
was on someone else, far away, who
I never actually met in the physical,
so similar to now. the people who
know what I am talking about [the
UCPeons] are mostly far away.
The few people I genuinely love
hanging out with are scattered
all over the globe. The people
I depend on are slow suicides.
Our dialog is rigidly limited.
Can't git no satisfaction!
I'm still in that place!
I'd like to be part of
larger human groups:
family and tribe. I tried
joining existing tribes,
but they are full of
truly whacko people,
NOT looking for UCP!
My solution has been to
teach ucp to a lot of people,
and some of them will be
sane and socially resonsant.
I haven't done very well at
that so far. All the ucpeons
together wouldn't make a tribe,
most of them aren't interested,
and they are scattered all over.
Living in limbo is the best I've
managed since 1993, when I
moved from a four bedroom
penthouse apartment to my
homebuilt pickup truck camper.
Now I'm in a former school bus.
The people that thrill me are
mostly far away, or lost to me.
In 1984 it was bluejean, david,
joseph, tina, brie, etc. Now it's
the UCPeons. I get some comm
with JUICE to it! Something real
about someone who is ALIVE to
the fact they are dying, or worse.
That's about as good as it gets for me.
Most of my life I've just barely been
hanging on, with whacko's suiciding
all around me, and NO RESONANCE!
My main personal resonance is my two
wonderful bitches: Xena and Aggie.
That's my domestic love triangle.
I'd like to include more humans!
We've raised 25 puppies so far!
They ALL turned out GREAT!
I'd love to try some humans!
KP2006JAN27
Our family hexpanded to include
the mad doctor for a few months,
but she's too whacko for ANYONE!
That's why she's always moving on:
a catastrophic waste of superhuman
intelligence guided by suicidal and
psychopathic unknowable confusion.
So must I abandon my quest for family
bliss, children, and belonging to a
group which will survive me?
I don't have much to work
with in that area right now.
Must I look only within
for my own satisfaction?
I think I should look everywhere,
spinternal and hexternal.
I do notice i am calmer now
under an equivalent "exteral
threat" than I was then. Maybe
I am just Numb to the Pain now.
I'm worried that not being panicked
will allow me to do nothing as the
phone is disconnected, etc. On
the other hand, if I am calm maybe
I can find an elegant solution.
I haven't so far . . .
but I'm still looking.
I'm still back at not being able to
connect my physiological/biological
life with my mental-spiritual life at all.
What I'm uniquely gifted at,
I do for a few, mostly free.
But my life requires me to
spend my time on ronsense.
I've been trying to get the
disconnected aspects of my
life together since the 70's.
I have had brief periods
of success! All too brief!
2:33
O
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KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
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==========================================================================
KP2006JAN27
12:00 NOON
NOW:
trying to see what is important.
keeps changing what I should
put my attention on now.
greatly regulated by imminent
catastrophes, which keep
changing. physical, financial,
health, political etc. and by
past catastrophes, the
wreckage of which I
am living in now.
I'm always putting out the
latest biggest fire, and
that keeps changing
I keep thinking, when things
calm down a little bit, I will
have more time to do ucp.
I guess I'm waiting for
less pressure to get
back to work. ooops!
all my predictions are calling
for more and more pressure
until the cooker hexplodes.
well, I have had more free time
lately. In the summer I was madly
busy outside, but I'm inside with
heavy rain lately. I've been spending
a LOT of time on ucp, which has been
wonderful for one aspect of me, and
deadly in another: I have the time
because I'm vastly unemployed,
which is really bad for phones.
much like 1984!
when one phone had been discnnected
already and I was semi-staving to keep
the rent paid so far . . . my physical
circumstances were disastrous and
failing further . . . and I had as little
attention as possible on it . . . don't
want to think about . . . like now
. . . and I was SO HIGH in some ways.
I was telepathically linked to people
I *LOVED*, who sometimes called me
on the phone too, and all my attention
was on someone else, far away, who
I never actually met in the physical,
so similar to now. the people who
know what I am talking about [the
UCPeons] are mostly far away.
The few people I genuinely love
hanging out with are scattered
all over the globe. The people
I depend on are slow suicides.
Our dialog is rigidly limited.
Can't git no satisfaction!
I'm still in that place!
I'd like to be part of
larger human groups:
family and tribe. I tried
joining existing tribes,
but they are full of
truly whacko people,
NOT looking for UCP!
My solution has been to
teach ucp to a lot of people,
and some of them will be
sane and socially resonsant.
I haven't done very well at
that so far. All the ucpeons
together wouldn't make a tribe,
most of them aren't interested,
and they are scattered all over.
Living in limbo is the best I've
managed since 1993, when I
moved from a four bedroom
penthouse apartment to my
homebuilt pickup truck camper.
Now I'm in a former school bus.
The people that thrill me are
mostly far away, or lost to me.
In 1984 it was bluejean, david,
joseph, tina, brie, etc. Now it's
the UCPeons. I get some comm
with JUICE to it! Something real
about someone who is ALIVE to
the fact they are dying, or worse.
That's about as good as it gets for me.
Most of my life I've just barely been
hanging on, with whacko's suiciding
all around me, and NO RESONANCE!
My main personal resonance is my two
wonderful bitches: Xena and Aggie.
That's my domestic love triangle.
I'd like to include more humans!
We've raised 25 puppies so far!
They ALL turned out GREAT!
I'd love to try some humans!
KP2006JAN27
Our family hexpanded to include
the mad doctor for a few months,
but she's too whacko for ANYONE!
That's why she's always moving on:
a catastrophic waste of superhuman
intelligence guided by suicidal and
psychopathic unknowable confusion.
So must I abandon my quest for family
bliss, children, and belonging to a
group which will survive me?
I don't have much to work
with in that area right now.
Must I look only within
for my own satisfaction?
I think I should look everywhere,
spinternal and hexternal.
I do notice i am calmer now
under an equivalent "exteral
threat" than I was then. Maybe
I am just Numb to the Pain now.
I'm worried that not being panicked
will allow me to do nothing as the
phone is disconnected, etc. On
the other hand, if I am calm maybe
I can find an elegant solution.
I haven't so far . . .
but I'm still looking.
I'm still back at not being able to
connect my physiological/biological
life with my mental-spiritual life at all.
What I'm uniquely gifted at,
I do for a few, mostly free.
But my life requires me to
spend my time on ronsense.
I've been trying to get the
disconnected aspects of my
life together since the 70's.
I have had brief periods
of success! All too brief!
2:33
O
--- )
\
KONCHOK PENDAY
KP@net-prophet.net = email
http://net-prophet.net/ = website
alt.ucp = the ucp usenet newsgroup
blogicalthought.blogspot.com = blog
INTEGRATOR: Universal Conscious Plot:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/nuchart15.htm
FORMULATOR: Universal Conscious Practice:
http://net-prophet.net/ucp/ = UCP HOME PAGE
INVENTORevolutionary Architecture System:
SUBS = Simple Universal Building System:
http://net-prophet.net/subs/
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
N-L!GHTENMENT! . . . R!GHT! . . . *NOW!*
*TOTALLY FREE!* @ http://net-prophet.net/ucp/
Unmoderated public usenet newsgroup = alt.ucp
*DO* THE UN!VERSAL CONSC!OUS PRACT!CE!
*COMPARE* PAST AND FUTURE TO P'R'E'SENT!
UCP !S THE *CRUX* OF RAT!ONAL THOUGHT!
THE UCPLOT !S THE ROSETTA STONED
OF UNDERSTANDING CONSC!OUSNESS!
alt.ucp = THE UN!VERS!TY OF CONSC!OUSNESS!
YOU CAN RA!SE YOUR OWN AWARENESS NOW!
ACCELERATE YOUR OWN SP!R!TUAL EVELUTION!
USE THE FREE V!RTUAL W!TNESS ONL!NE NOW!
ONE S!ZE F!TS ALL SELF TAUGHT GOD LESSON!
!NQU!RE W!TH!N, ABOUT BECOMING YOURS'ELF!
P!NNACLE PATHS P!TCH PERFECT PER!METERS!
THE PR!ZE PATH !S A PATTERN: *UCP!*
ENHANCING GLOBAL N-L!GHTENMENT
BY BUILDING BETTER BODH!SATTVAS
S!NCE THE SECOND M!LLENN!UM
ONE BODH!SATTVA AT A T!ME!
*DO* UCP TO KNOW!
alt.ucp posting history online at google.com . . .
http://www.google.com/groups?safe=off&ie=ISO-8859-1&as_ugroup=alt.ucp&lr=&num=100&hl=en
$*ELF FUN*D THE GREAT GAME: LET'S ALL GO SANE RIGHT NOW!
$END $ TO KP@net-prophet.net VIA paypal.com . . . and DO UCP!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
